Composed by: Alhon (friend ni Marco Paolo)
All of my life I’ve been so alone
Waiting for someone to call my own
Someone I know that really exists
Someone who I can truly cherish
When will you come into my life?
How long will I wait for time to be right?
And experience with you the perfect love
The right love I am always dreaming of
When will you spend with me forever?
And share the rest of our lives together
Or is it really just a matter of time?
Before you walk into this life of mine
Sometimes I wonder if I’m going to find you at all
The very special dreamed-mate for lonely soul
Until when am I going to patiently wait for you?
And be a dream that really comes true?
Where in the world could you be?
Am I going to search for a lifetime endlessly?
Am I meant to have a happily ever after?
Or will I spend my life lonely and bitter?
I don’t want to be alone for the rest of my life
I needed someone to be there by my side
May heaven help you find your way to me!
So we can fulfill our untold destiny
p.s. hiniram koh 'ung poem Marc ha.. devah sabi koh noon eh hihiramin koh... salamat... yeah galing toh sa other blog ni Marc na "My Poetry Collection" feel free to visit it if u like... naka-link po... yeah naaliw lang kc akoh sa message nang poem... so yeah... Godbless! -di
I do not like this feeling
It makes me feel insane
It makes me feel worthless
Like I don't even worth a thing
What feeling I'm talking about?
I'd rather not say it out loud
I'd rather keep it to myself
And be quiet all throughout
I'm such a drama princess
I hate it when I'm like this
I hate it when I'm full of drama
Is this why i'm always sleepless?
But for sure I'll have my moment too
I dunno when it's gonna come
I dunno when it's gonna cross my path
For now, I better let this feeling go
p.s. hmm... i was kinda emo during my break time at work nung sometimes around last week at yan ang resulta... drama princess lang... puwede na nga ata akong mag-artista sa sobrang dmeng drama sa system koh lately eh... sigh!... 'bout usapang family naman eh I believe everythin' will be ok kc andyan naman lagi si Bro sa taas... Godbless u all. =) -di
Tanjoubi Omedetou Ms. Dylan Pretti-Chan =)
Since this is your day and a very special one for you
I'm trying to come up with something special just for you
So I was thinking what is the best gift I can give to you
Greeting you through a poem is I guess what I can do
I'm grateful that you stumbled upon my page before
I was able to meet a faithful great person of a girl next door
You are a person that is rare to be found along the shore
We only met here in blogsphere but hoping to know you more
You're another year older and you're officially twenty seven
But never think you're old because you are not even
Age is just a number at least you are not as ignorant as you were ten
I'm just hoping on your birthday you will be surrounded with great men
But I know you don't need men 'cause you're only praying for one
Someone you'll spend the rest of your life with and be "the one"
Do not worry 'cause you'll meet him and soon you guys will be as one
'Cause I believe that God's script of love story for you is about to be done
This is the best poem I can do for now and I guess that's all i can say
So together with the poem I wanna greet you a blessed Happy Birthday
May all your dreams come true and may you have a great day
But in the midst of your celebration just don't forget to thank Him and pray
first ever koment ni Ms. Dylan saken:---> "bagong blogger din.. kumusta? nakaka-adik nga sa umpisa, haha.anyway keep posting and if u dont mind we can exchange links..and one more thing, arigato gazaimazu (go-say-maz)..correction lang..lolzcheers to u.. great posts!" --> ah sabi koh kc non sa post koh eh Arigato Godaymas. so 'unz.
p.s. Chan kc mga Naruto lovers kme... [kasama na ren si Jenskee-chan] and Tanjoubi Omedetou eh Happy Birthday daw sa japanese... oh yeah.. about my family eh si God na bahala... we are under His care... kapit lang sa Kanyah and prayers... Godbless! -di
...itoh atah ang buwan na puro emergency sa amen... hmmm... kc kanina galing lang kme sa isang ate koh... kc na-emergency sya... but before we went there kanina binalitah muna sa amen nang nanay koh na na-emergency nga ateh koh at puntahan daw namen right away sa hospital... well dehinz kc syah nakatira samen... she live like 45 minutes away from us kasama family nyah... so 'unz... so kanina...
Ate: [isang ate koh cuz i got two older sister] oh pupunta raw tayo sa hospital...
*then she left... then after few minutes...*
Niece: *pinuntahan akoh* Auntie let's go...
Meeh: wait... pini-fix koh lang hair koh...
*bro in law padating para sabihan den akoh.... nakangisi*
Meeh: what? *sabay sarado nang door...hangkuletz kc*
*then bro in law and my niece umalis nah...*
*my nanay naman ang sumundo saken*
Nanay: Hindi fashion show ang pupuntahan natin..
*meeh still fixing my hair*
Nanay: ...dramatic entrance kah lagi... kaw na lang hinihintay...
Meeh: wait... I'm coming... almost done na po...
noon kc ang motto koh especially if I have school or work eh "i'd rather be late than have a messy hair" eh kaso na-in trouble akoh last time sa work... kc topz ang boss koh... at nabigyan pa akoh nang write-up for being late... but that warning had nothin' to do w/ me being late cuz of my hair... it was somethin' else... i was late that one certain week cuz of something else... and sadyang may topakz lang tlgah ang boss koh.. actually boss namen...so 'unz... I can't be late no more... actually i haven't been late for a while...oh never mind actually I was few times... but i got a good reason for it... and on those days I called that i was gonna be late... kaya dehinz syah as in my boss puwedeng mag-complain about those few lates nor can write me up for that... i'm juz sayin'... eniweiz... kaya naman may new motto akoh... "i'd rather be hungry and not eat and be on time than have a messy hair" ayonz... yeah kaya madalas gutomz akoh at nde na minsan nakakakain nang breakfast...tsk... teka ano connection non sa sinabi kong conversation... well hmm... finix koh hair koh kc hanggulo lang... kaya natagalan akoh... so 'unz...
teka usapang emergency palah.... dehinz pa tlgah alam ang diagnosis nang ate koh... bukas pah malalaman... for now eh she's getting some rest munah... pero awa ni God dehinz naman malala... actually i don't think itz dat critical... maybe she'll be in d' hospital for few days lang... and makauwi na ren....
ate koh namang isa actually na-emergency den lang last week.... but nothin' serious den naman... she's fine at nde naman na-confine... actually right now she's getting some rest... dehinz sya nag-work for almost two weeks na ren cuz of that... but pabalik na ren syah this week...
nanay at tatay koh eh may emergency issues den... somewhere at the begginning of the month eh tatay koh eh na-hospital den pero bago maging malala 'ung lagay nyah eh thank God cuz naagapan naman agad nang doktor at nagamot... medyo okz naman na syah... nanay koh now eh medyo on therapy sya and juz keep comin' back and forth ren lang sa doktor nyah... but okz naman syah... pero dehinz lang 'un ang naging emergency issues nang parents koh... around beginning of june den eh usaping puso nilah... hayz... i'm not gonna go into details.. so 'unz.. thank God naayos naman.. sana awa ni God eh tuloy tuloy nah...
teka.. feeling koh akoh na susunod... i think usaping puso den... lolz... i think i need heart surgery.... hmmm.. pero teka... nawawala palah puso koh... who took it? hmmmm.... lost and found ata ang kelangan koh... at sa presinto na lang akoh magrereklamoh...tsk.. lolz
hmmm.... wala lang... nakwento koh lang toh... teka...
"God salamat po sa lahat ha.... hayz... dmeng medyo naging emergency situation sa family koh po this month... pero andyan kah pa ren and patuloy po for keeping us together... and kaw po ang dahilan bakit buo pa ren po ang family koh... salamat po nang sobrah... thank u po for staying in the center of our family... we so love you po... pasensya na po sa lahat nang katopakanz koh po lately.. pero kahit ganonz eh lab nyo pa ren po akoh and You keep taking good care of me po and my family and all my love ones... I know we are in the palm of Your hand and You will never leave us nor forsake us... Salamat po and Love You po... In Jesus name, I pray. amen."
oh yeah... ang result nang watever ten post koh po eh sa susunod na lang po siguro na entry... laterz yah'll... Godbless! -di
1. Noon pa man mahilig na akoh sa math. Nde akoh as smart as others na tlgang sobrang smart sa math. Pero kahit ganon eh i still love math. Aliw akoh tlgah akoh when it comes to solving numbers. Gusto koh 'ung tipong sumasakit ang yutakz koh at dumudugo ang ilong koh sa pagso-solve nang math. Naalala koh noon nasasali akoh nang teachers koh sa mga match contest. Pero nga lang preliminary rounds pa lang eh eliminated na akoh. Ayos lang at least nasabit sa mga contest. Yeah like i said I'm a math lover.
2. .Noon pa man eh tampururot na akoh. Madali akong magtampo. Part na yan nang system koh. Konting bagay eh nagtatampo agad akoh. But i'm proud of myself cuz ngaun eh nabawas-bawasan nah ang pagiging dakilang tampururot koh. Ewan koh bah at bakit sadyang matampuhin akoh minsan. I guess yeah ganonz tlgah akoh eh.
3. Noon pa man eh mahilig na akoh dumaldal sa sulat. Sadyang madaldal lang siguro tlgah ang mga daliri koh sa pagsusulat and even sa pagtytype. Even when i was a kid eh mahilig na akong magsulat. Oh yeah naalala koh lang kahit noong 2nd grade pa lang akoh eh kung ano ano na sinusulat kong mga ewan sa likod nang mga notebooks koh. I think nagkaroon akoh nang official own journal koh eh mga around 4th grade akoh. Pero ang nakeep koh lang eh from 6th grade koh. Ewan koh aliw lang tlgah akoh magsulat. Therapy koh ren kc minsan yan eh. Well writing i guess is something na madadala koh hanggang pagtanda koh. I just really love to write may kwentz man o walah. Itz the reason why aliw den akoh ditoh sa mundong blogsphere.
4. Noon pa man eh mahilig na akoh sa pasta. I'm definitely a pasta lover. Kahit anong klaseng pasta yan. Mapa-spaghetti, palabok, malabon, canton, sopas, fettucine, macaroni, lasagne, at kung ano ano pang klaseng pasta. Basta pasta maasahan moh akoh.
5. Noon pa man eh mahilig na akoh sa pictures. That is one of my collections. Mahilig akoh magpa-picture, kumuha nang pictures, at 'un nga mag-collect nang pictures. Looking back at pictures sometimes make me smile at nagpapatanggal nang emo koh cuz syempre it reminds me of all the good memories. Gaya nga nang sabi nilah a picture is worth a thousand words.
6. Noon pa man eh nde na akoh mahilig sa food na malaway at madulas gaya nang okra at saluyot. Ewan koh bah pagdating sa mga gulay na yan eh talaga namang bumabaliktad ang sikmura koh. Dehinz akoh maarte. Nde lang tlgah ma-take nang system koh.
7. Noon pa man eh mahilig na akoh magbasa nang books. But before tagalog pocketbooks lang ang mga binabasa at trip koh. Not until ma-introduce akoh nang isang kaibigan koh sa chickensoup books for the soul. I love it and most of the stories on it. Doon nagsimula ang paghumaling koh sa mga books. Now i'm certifed book lover. Now i'm inlove with books and i really love reading it especially the inspiring ones.
8. Noon pa man eh hindi na akoh mahilig sa mga food na may gata. Kahit anong klaseng gata. Kahit mapa-ginataang alimango pa yan, or hipon, or gabi, or sitaw. Basta may gata dehinz koh type. Dehinz akoh maka-relate sa mga taong mahilig sa mga ginataang food. Dehinz lang siguro tlgah gusto nang sytem koh ang ganong klaseng food.
9. Noon pa man eh mahilig na akoh sa color pink. Not red but pink. Nasabi koh yon kc may naalala akong isang scenario from the past. Nanay koh one time eh pinipilit akong i-wear yung red top na binigay nang auntie koh at ipalit sa pink top na suot koh. Kse daw mas maganda sa picture. Kahit ayoko eh napilitan akong isuot. But if you just gonna see my picture eh halos maiyak akoh sa inis at halos nde moh na maipinta ang hitsura koh. Syempre right after the picture was taken eh dali dali kong sinuot ulet yung pink top koh. Ewan koh bah bakit aliw akoh sa pink noon pah.
10. Noon pa man mahilig na akoh sa food tv shows. Kaya nga nung na-discover koh 'ung food channel sa cable namen noon eh aliw na aliw akoh. Kahit yon lang siguro ang panoorin koh maghapon eh ayos na akoh. Kahit nde na akoh kumain eh busog na busog na akoh sa kapapanood nang masasarap na food.
p.s. you can only guess once. makakahula eh gagawan koh nang poem. naks poem eh noh. nde akoh expert in making a poem but i'll try to come up w/ one para sa winner... goodluck. [sampung bloggers na napili kong pasahan nang tag nah itoh eh sina Kuya EJ, Kuya CM, Kuya DH, Sis Jenskee, Sis Dylan, Mareng Amor, Kuya Gilbert, Kuya Bhoyet [proxy ka na lang Kosa if u like kc nagawa na raw ni Super G itoh], Acrylique, and Marco Paolo. ---> kayo na po bahala magpasa sa iba] =)
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all filipinos... . please read this.......
SUBJECT: KOREAN ESSAY WORTH READING
Please pass it to all Filipinos you know. The message goes: As you know, we have plenty of Koreans currently studying in the Philippines to take advantage of our cheaper tuition fees and learn English at the same time.
This is an essay written by a Korean student i want to share with you. (Never mind the grammar; it's the CONTENT that counts) Maybe it is timely to think about this in the midst of all the confusion at present.
MY SHORT ESSAY ABOUT THE PHILIPPINES
Filipinos always complain about the corruption in the Philippines . Do you really think the corruption is the problem of the Philippines ? I do not think so. I strongly believe that the problem is the lack of love for the Philippines
Let me first talk about my country, Korea . It might help you understand my point. After the Korean War, South Korea was one of the poorest countries in the world. Koreans had to start from scratch because entire country was destroyed after the Korean War, and we had no natural resources.
Koreans used to talk about the Philippines , for Filipinos were very rich in Asia . We envy Filipinos. Koreans really wanted to be well off like Filipinos. Many Koreans died of famine. My father & brother also died because of famine. Korean government was very corrupt and is still very corrupt beyond your imagination, but Korea was able to develop dramatically because Koreans really did their best for the common good with their heart burning with patriotism.
Koreans did not work just for themselves but also for their neighborhood and country. Education inspired young men with the spirit of patriotism.
40 years ago, President Park took over the government to reform Korea . He tried to borrow money from other countries, but it was not possible to get a loan and attract a foreign investment because the economic situation of South Korea was so bad. Korea had only three factories. So, President Park sent many mine workers and nurses to Germany so that they could send money to Korea to build a factory. They had to go through horrible experience.
In 1964, President Park visited Germany to borrow money. Hundred of Koreans in Germany came to the airport to welcome him and cried there as they saw the President Park . They asked to him, "President, when can we be well off?" That was the only question everyone asked to him. President Park cried with them and promised them that Korea would be well off if everyone works hard for Korea , and the President of Germany got the strong impression on them and lent money to Korea . So, President Park was able to build many factories in Korea . He always asked Koreans to love their country from their heart.
Many Korean scientists and engineers in the USA came back to Korea to help developing country because they wanted their country to be well off. Though they received very small salary, they did their best for Korea . They always hoped that their children would live in well off country.
My parents always brought me to the places where poor and physically handicapped people live. They wanted me to understand their life and help them. I also worked for Catholic Church when I was in the army. The only thing I learned from Catholic Church was that we have to love our neighborhood. And, I have loved my neighborhood. Have you cried for the Philippines? I have cried for my country several times. I also cried for the Philippines because of so many poor people. I have been to the New Bilibid prison. What made me sad in the prison were the prisoners who do not have any love for their country. They go to mass and work for Church. They pray everyday.
However, they do not love the Philippines . I talked to two prisoners at the maximum-security compound, and both of them said that they would leave the Philippines right after they are released from the prison. They said that they would start a new life in other countries and never come back to the Philippines
Many Koreans have a great love for Korea so that we were able to share our wealth with our neighborhood. The owners of factory and company were distributed their profit to their employees fairly so that employees could buy what they needed and saved money for the future and their children.
When I was in Korea , I had a very strong faith and wanted to be a priest. However, when I came to the Philippines , I completely lost my faith. I was very confused when I saw many unbelievable situations in the Philippines . Street kids always make me sad, and I see them everyday. The Philippines is the only Catholic country in Asia , but there are too many poor people here. People go to church every Sunday to pray, but nothing has been changed.
My parents came to the Philippines last week and saw this situation. They told me that Korea was much poorer than the present Philippines when they were young. They are so sorry that there are so many beggars and street kids. When we went to Pasangjan, I forced my parents to take a boat because it would fun. However, they were not happy after taking a boat. They said that they would not take the boat again because they were sympathized the boatmen, for the boatmen were very poor and had a small frame. Most of people just took a boat and enjoyed it. But, my parents did not enjoy it because of love for them.
My mother who has been working for Catholic Church since I was very young told me that if we just go to mass without changing ourselves, we are not Catholic indeed. Faith should come with action. She added that I have to love Filipinos and do good things for them because all of us are same and have received a great love from God. I want Filipinos to love their neighborhood and country as much as they love God so that the Philippines will be well off..
I am sure that love is the keyword, which Filipinos should remember. We cannot change the sinful structure at once. It should start from person. Love must start in everybody, in a small scale and have to grow. A lot of things happen if we open up to love. Let's put away our prejudices and look at our worries with our new eyes.
I discover that every person is worthy to be loved. Trust in love, because it makes changes possible. Love changes you and me. It changes people, contexts and relationships. It changes the world. Please love your neighborhood and country.
Jesus Christ said that whatever we do to others we do to Him. In the Philippines , there is God for people who are abused and abandoned. There is God who is crying for love. If you have a child, teach them how to love the Philippines . Teach them why they have to love their neighborhood and country. You already know that God also will be very happy if you love others.
That's all I really want to ask you Filipinos.
(FOR THE LOVE OF OUR COUNTRY PLEASE PASS THIS MESSAGE)
If you love someone,
Set him free...
If he comes back, he's yours,
If he doesn't, he never was....
... dahil mahal kitah i'm setting you free... hahayaan koh na lang si God ang tumapos nang script nang love story koh... if you were really meant to be mine eh for sure we'll end up together... but before I let you go I wanna say that I Love You...(naks parang kanta lang 'un ah... wehe...) *wink*...
p.s. 'la lang.. adik lang..teka dmeh kong nasasabi sa komentz koh sa iba pero sa post koh wala na akong masabi...tsk!...lolz =) Godbless! -di
I wanna let you know that you are special to me
Even only for a while I thank God that you came to my life
But somebody already own your heart and it can't be us
I let you go before I'll be the cause of your relationship strife
Thank you for being there when i needed someone
I really appreciate your time when I just wanted to talk
You know I never had a boring conversation with you
And it always feels so good like i just had a long walk
You became my own special sexy version of a clown
There was never a moment with you that I never laugh
Even there are times that you are sick and not feeling well
Still you do your best to make me smile just for my behalf
Too bad I came to your life at a wrong place at a wrong time
Maybe it's just really a sign that we are not meant to be together
But I'm always gonna be thankful for all the wonderful moments
And since I care for you I wish you a life of happily ever after
p.s. dedicated itoh para don sa taong naging crush koh kaso taken nah... teka crush lang naman... masama bah? wehe... nabasa nya na ren... ayos naman naaliw naman... shinare koh lang kc nakornihan na akoh don sa isang post koh eh... nde 'ung other poem ha... so yeah...laterz. Godbless! -di
my niece: "letz watch naruto"...
Meeh: "wait lang... "
bz akoh... yeah bz akoh w/ my laptop... bz akoh.. as in bz... bz kablo-blog... hehe...
my niece (again): "auntie please..."
Meeh (again): "wait..."
yang wait na yan... ilang oras aabutin nyan... hanggang makatulog na lang syah...wehe... hay naku... isang walang kwentang post na naman... oh well... ganon tlgah ang buhey... hmmmm....
[hangkuletz] my niece: 'cmon auntie..."
meeh: manood ka lang... hwag kang maingay... ... [sya na lang muna mag-isa nanonood... bz kc akoh eh]
... ang kuletz.. bz nga akoh eh... lolz... wehe... yan... ganyan lang ang magblog... bow.. laterz...
I’m here all alone in my room
And all I wanna think about is you
Do you think I'm really that inlove?
Or maybe I just dream of you too much…
…that's why I'm this addicted to you
I'm happy every time you're around
But feel incomplete everytime you're gone
A simple greeting of yours makes my day
I wonder how much more if you say...
…that magic word that I longed for?
I dunno really what’s happening to me
Nor why my heart beats everytime we talk
It's a feeling that I don't really understand
Like sometimes even you hardly say anything...
Love really moves in mysterious ways
Or maybe I’m just really insane
I even have this thought in my mind
If I am allowed to court somebody…
…I would definitely go for you
I think I would be one of a sweet suitor
I would bring you some chocolates and flowers
I could throw a bear with that too if you like
I might even write you a romantic love letter...
... then I would ask you will you be mine?
Maybe I'm really little crazy about you
That's why I was able to write all these thing
But what if I am not the only one?
What if you're feeling the same way too...
…and you're just hiding your real feelings?
But still I have no idea who’s in your heart
Or if I even have a chance with your love
All I know is I have this special thing for you
I guess for now that is more than enough...
...for me to silently love you
p.s. folkz bawal ang ma-chismax...eniweiz hmmm so much things goin' on w/ my life right now... things that you can't really control... some sad facts that were revealed.... hayz... pero bahala na si God... so yeah akoh ay nagbalik... pero juz wanna let you guyz know pag nde nyo akoh maramdaman eh nasa outer space lang akoh... okei? lolz.. na-miss koh kayoh... thanks sis jenskee for takin' care of my plurk... i appreciate it... Godbless! -di