Simplymeeh!

[non-sense post]....juz bluffing

2012-01-10T01:01:00.000-08:00

Drama princess of the year 2011. Yep. I think i definitely got that award. I was so full of drama last year. Hmm i think I still do this year... i dunno though if I'll be as dramatic as last year pero yeah i still have some drama on me. I think i'm always gonna have some drama on me that I should join a theatre. I think kahit baliktarin moh ang mundo eh yan na akoh... madrama slash emotera.

Anyhoo... dme pinanggagalingan drama koh. Naiipon... cuz maybe because i stopped writing na nde koh mailabas ang mga emote koh...na mas lalo akong nagiging madrama... yeah. I used to have a journal nd i thnk i already told u guyz about it... I wrote on it every night. Then dumating ang time na tinamad na akoh. But by then i discovered these blog world... yep kayah pasensya sa inyo koh nailalabas ang kadramahan koh. Pero hmm...tinamad muli... so 'un... walang mapaglabasan ang emo koh at kayah dinadaan sa iyak at daldal. Mostly iyak yeah.

So much things happened last year. I know there were a lot of good things but i focused so much on the bad ones. I guess not really bad ones but negative ones. Funny i used to be the person who motivate others... inspire 'em. I used to see the world differently... full of colors. I was such a positive person... nd I believed everythin' happens for reason... cuz of that nothin' could really put me down. I was so positive that I became so negative. Doesn't make sense I know. U think maybe cuz i'm such an extreme person. I dunno what i'm talkin' about here.. yeah i'm just bluffin' 'bout whatever... bluffing about nonsense things. But i miss this though...talking to myself and juz talkin' about anythin'...eventhough it doesnt make sense.

Nalimutan koh lately pano ienjoy ang moment. Paano ienjoy ang day. I was so focused on the things that I wanted to do... achieved... mga gusto koh mangyari sa buhay koh. I was so ahead of my future na nalimutan koh maging masaya and be thankful sa present. Funny we always wanted somethin'... its like never ending. I guess yeah... never contented. I dunno but lately i was lost... i guess i still am. Pero i could say na mas ok na akoh ngaun nang konti... I had some improvement. I dunno wat i'm sayin' anymore. Sometimes naiisip koh life is not fair. But then if you look around you... or ok yeah if I look around me.... i could see na i'm still way blessed than others.

I became a hater...complainer... worrier. Yes that was the big one 'bout me lately... i became a worrier. I used to have so much peace in me and leave everythin' to God. But no not lately... I was tryin' to figure everythin' out. Hanggang sumakit ang headache koh. I'm a thinker... i think a lot. Yeah I'm a combination of a thinker and a worrier... kaya a lot of times... i don't get anythin' done cuz it gets overwhelming.

What am I talkin' about here? Actually nothin'... Namiss koh lang to. Namiss koh sarili koh. Namiss koh ang simpleng buhay. Namiss koh maging masaya kahit di koh makuha ang mga things na gusto koh. Maging happy even I have nothing. Namiss koh na i trust na lang si God juz bout everythin. Na miss koh na tanggapin ang fact na life isn't really fair sometimes. I guess namiss koh sarili koh. Medyo nawala koh sarili koh lately kaya i'm trying to find it back.

Anyways yeah that's all for now... Peace out yah'll... namiss koh kayoh nd i miss my blog and I miss talking to myself. Yep...this is a one nonsense post but it kinda made me feel better... Godbless!

tamad na mag-blog

2011-11-21T22:00:00.000-08:00

... funny when i started blogging eh sobrang excited akoh... halos magpuyat akoh sa blog kababasa at kakokoment... halos di akoh matulog at puyat lagi.. excited akoh lagi umuwi agad sa haus para mabasa kung sino nagkomentz saken... yeah di pa uso touch fone with internet noon eh.. tapos bilis koh mag-koment back na minsan parang wala nang life...tapos nde lang isang linya kung mag-reply or magkoment kundi halos essay pah.. actually essay tlagah.. nd now wat happened??? 'la totally tamad nah.. minsan nga skip read na ren lang akoh sa mga blog na dinadaanan koh... sori naman tamad lang tlgah... minsan halos isang linya na ren lang akoh magkoment... dmeng tao sa blogroll koh pero tamad na ren akoh mag-click.. so sori nde na ren akoh makareply minsan sa mga nagkokomentz saken... dunno so tamad na tlgah.... eh why pa akoh nag-bloblog? hmm... good question... i guess cuz mimiss koh kau minsan... so yeah gusto koh lang sabihin sa inyo na pasensya po.. sobrang tamad lang po tlgah akoh lately... yeah sobrang tamad... yep tamad.. oh yeah nasabi koh nah palah na tinatamad akoh.. but love koh kaung lahat... ditoh lang munah akoh sa tabi tabi... advance happy thanksgiving, advance merry christmas... advance happy new year... sige advance happy valentines na ren... oh yeah belated happy 3rd year sa blog koh... umm ano pa bah?... ahh advance happy birthday to me and advance happy anniv. samen nang love love koh... naks... so yeah... churi tamad lang tlgah mag-blog... for now... so yeah take care yah'll... Godbless!

nevermind!

2011-11-13T01:36:00.000-08:00

yeah dradrama akoh earlier sa isang post koh but i deleted it nah cuz we had a fight nang syota koh... lolz...ok nang baby koh... nang lovelove koh.... but i'm fine now... nd we're good nah... madrama lang minsan akoh sa earth... nauubos lang minsan pasensya nya saken... lolz... when he started callin' me by my name nah... galit nah 'un.... pag sinabi na nyang... "diane" instead na baby... yeahhh...galit nah... lolz.. but i find it very sweet though pag tinatawag nya akoh sa name koh... hangcute cute lang kc minsan pag nagalit.... love love koh 'un... sobrah... i thank God for him... yeah he's far from a perfect guy... dmeng weaknesses... minsan mainitin ang ulo...yeah high blood minsan... halos kinuha nya 'ung mga ayaw koh sa isang guy... but d funny thing is that i love him... ganon palah minsan 'un... you have d' lists nang mga gusto moh sa isang guy.... dapat ganito sya nd blah blah blah... pero minsan nakukuha moh 'ung mga opposite non... or wala sa lists na sinulat moh... kinda funny lang... that's why don moh masasabi na meron deng sense of humor si God... lolz

love love koh si God... i always pray bout us... kung pagsubok lang na pinagdaanan ang pag-uusapan... kalerki sa dme mula sa day one na naging kme... but we are strong kc andyan si God sa middle nang relationship na toh.... as long andyan si God sa relationship na 'to eh we'll be fine... as long we are in da palm of His hand eh we'll be ok... *aja!* kaya lahat.... God is awesome nd i love Him so much =)

to 'ung last conversation namen... adik lang mag-usap

vhan: Gudnite attorney! Slamat ka love kta
(yeah nang-aasar kc kung makapag-analyze akoh nang situation minsan at kung makapagtanong... )
dhi: love den naman kita!
vhan: love u gudnite
vhan: ttyl bruno mars
dhi: gcng pah akoh.... ttyl kwek kwek!
dhi: love you dude!
vhan: ok pukikay

love yah'll... later guyz... Godbless!

HaPPY VaLeNTiNeS!

2011-10-25T22:06:00.000-07:00

Baby: andyan ka ur my strength
Meeh: 'lam moh i made a deal with God na ako muna kunin nya in His time bago kaw kc for sure di ako mabubuhay pag wala ka
Baby: nabubuhay ako coz of u
Meeh: i can't imagine my life without u now daz d honest truth
Baby: thnx po baby sa lahat lahat
Meeh: endless love tau bestfriend love u po
Baby: opo love u too

You're the Reason by: dhee

you're the reason why i breathe
you're the reason why i'm still here
you're the reason of my strength
you're the reason why i believe

you're the reason why i smile
you're the reason why i'm still alive
you're the reason of my hope
you're the reason why i survive

i love you with all my heart
i love you with all that i am
i love you with every bit of me
i love you right next to God

you're the reason why i'm inlove
you're the reason why i'm blind about love
you're the reason of my existence
you're the reason why i thank the Almighty One above

ooppss..not valentines yet... actually itz gonna be my blog 3rd year anniversary on d' 31st of this month (october)... juz wanted celebrate it with u guyz... love you all!... i know i'm not so active lately *churi* but i still blog though kahit papaano...kc di koh kau magawang iwan ... i guess tama nga silah.. once a blogger always a blogger.... so yeah... happy valentines!... este happy 3rd year anniversary sa simplymeeh! thank sa mga dadaan, kokomentz nd babati... much love! Godbless yah'll! *hugz*

p.s. oh yeah i changed my backgroundground if u haven't notice...hope u like it.. yeah its still pink but i think itz neater than d' last one..anyhoo... laterz =)

Doubt Love

2011-10-03T19:37:00.000-07:00

-by dhianz

I know i already told you a thousand times
That i love you so much and i wont trade you for any guy
But why sometimes i feel this way
Like i feel i wanted to give up and i dunno why

True love shouldn't have any doubt right?
But why suddenly i do and just staring blankly in the sky
I wanted to tell you all these but i duno how
I didn't wanna hurt you so i guess I'd rather lie

But how do you really measure true love?
How far can you go for someone that you love?
How much are you willing to sacrifice for your love?
Maybe i'm just blinded by the word love

Sometimes I wonder do I really love you?
Does your word I love you still mean anything?
Maybe we just needed each other
And we got it mixed up with love and all just means nothing

Oh don't mind me it's just hormones
The truth is I just really miss you
Sorry I'm just a 'lil emotional right now
You should know by now baby how much I love you

Godbless!

Is it love?

2011-09-18T22:48:00.000-07:00

Am I just desperate for love?
Am I just desperate for sex?
Am I just desperate for romance?
That's why I fall for you?

Did I just get used to all your i love you's?
Did I just get used to all your i miss you's?
Did I just get used to calling me baby?
That's why I got addicted to you?

I'm not suppose to fall inlove with you but I think I did
I'm not suppose to be feeling this way unfortunately I do
You suppose to be just a passerby but you stayed
You weren't suppose to stay in my mind and my heart but you did

I think I love you too but I'm scared to say it
I always miss you I just don't say it
Now without you my day is incomplete
Is it love or am I just really in heat?

oh yeah a funny quote from him for me:

You're my inspiration
You're my motivation
You're my masterbation
You're my ejaculation

p.s. napaka-wholesome nang blog koh noh... lolz... oh yeah an old poem nah yan... my very first poem for him mah bebe koh... juz feel like sharin' it to u guyz than mag-emo...

oh yeah thanks sa mga nagkomentz at naglift up saken sa last entry koh... much luv!... *hugz tight* ---> THANKS TO: BiNo, Kuya Dude aka Gasoline Dude, Xan-Gerna, MoMMY RaZZ, KiKiLaBoTZ, MaRC aka eMPi, iYa-KHiN, Kuya JaG, KuYa GiLBeRT aka GiLLBoaRD, LeaH, aRViN, KuYa eJ aka PaJaY, SHiRT.QuoTe.ToH, KuYa CM, and KLeT MaKuLeT... i appreciate all 'ur komentz... love you all!

and of course salamat sa mga dadaan at dadalaw ditoh... at magkokomentz in advance... salamat sa walang sawang pagsuporta sa blog koh... feeling?! lolz.. love yah nd Godbless!

'la naman akong balak magpakamatay....

2011-09-05T13:46:00.000-07:00

For some reason na-inspired akoh sa entry ni Supladong Office Boy nd yeah naka-link sya nd feel free na dalawin... na i thought ba't nde akoh magpakatotoo naman minsan ditoh sa blog koh... na minsan magpakatotoo sa nararamdaman koh...

I've been very sad lately... nde koh na alam kung ilang months na akong ganitoh... i sometimes feel na in da process of loving someone eh nawala koh ang sarili koh... naiiyak akoh while i'm typin' this... kanina pa akoh naeemo... gustong gusto koh umiyak... well i've been cryin' on and off... sometimes i dunno how to deal w/ my emotions... nde koh alam... noon i'm so good at it... noon i came to d' point of my life na walang akong winorry kahit isa... kahit anong problema eh i juz give it to God... i had so much peace w/in meeh... but not lately though... i feel like winoworry koh every little things... nagiging bitter akoh sa life koh.. nd i've been focusing myself on da things na nde koh nagagawa.... trinatry koh naman magpakatatag... even si God feeling koh nde koh nararamdaman lately... siguro kc papakabaon akoh sa sarili kong problema... ups nd downs ang emotion koh lately... kanina i even stayed in da bathroom pretending masakit tyan koh but i was juz there cryin'.... nde koh alam kung dapat koh kaawaan sarili koh or what... kahit minsan sa work alam nilah pag down akoh.... minsan nga merong gustong tumalon daw na guy off da building that i work at... eh nagkataon i was off that day.. i was like... science! sana i was there para pinuntahan koh sya sa rooftop at nag-usap kme... umiiling iling manager koh kc she knows sometimes i can be really down... she was like oh noh diane.... tatali nya raw akoh so i can't go up there...

point is wala naman akong balak magpakamatay... full of talk lang akoh minsan... but i juz dunno how to deal w/ my emotions... nde koh alam kung masyado kong dinidepend ang kaligayahan koh sa taong kinakaadikan koh ngaun... hangbigat bigat nang loob koh lately... there are times na i can hardly breathe... *sigh*... kaawa awa akoh sa mga moment na toh.... mukha tuloy akong kaawa awa sa blog na toh... well u guyz can probably gimme a really good advice... if not at least lift me up a bit... kc i'm really down... i feel like i'm suffering from depression right now...

daz all for now folks... I would very much appreciate 'ur advice... thanks sa nakinig sa konting kaemohan koh... Godbless!

churi baby

2011-08-28T12:11:00.000-07:00

I love u baby sori sa mga misunderstanding naten lately
Mahal n mhal kta juz wanna let u know
Miss kitah lagi... Walng second na nde kita namiss...
I love everything about u...

Naiinis ako minsan kc namimiss lang kta non...
Nde ka perfect nd so am i
nd dme kang weaknesses like me
but i love u eniweiz...

Pasensya ka na minsan pag sobrang emo koh...
All i wanted lng nman baby is to hear ur safe always...
Nd i all i wanted is to always hear from u nd talk to u
Nd make love w/ u...

I love you baby koh... Love u so much...
Baby ko be patient w/ me lng...

U always gonna be da sexiest... d most wafu
nd da sweetest guy for me
nd i wont trade u for anyone....
kahit kay johnlloyd pa or aga, tom cruise or brad pitt...

Love u... *churi lately*... Godbless!

Usapang mag-Syota!

2011-08-22T03:04:00.000-07:00

haha.. takte syota tlgah eh noh... lolz... wala lang... pangpaagaw attention lang =P.. oh yeah juz wanna share some of our conversation nang baby koh... naks buma-baby eh noh... Justin bieber??? lolz... 'la lang juz for fun... =P

--->Superman & Wonderpet

Meeh: Miss u superman koh and miss ko monster moh! lolz
Baby koh: Hi wonderpet. Love u. Mwahhhh
Meeh: Kelan tau magplaplay superman? Lolz.
Baby koh: Ahahaha. Sliptyt na. Have a Wetdreams.
Meeh: Wetdreams sure sa sunday play tau ha... Lolz. Ttyl. Zzz

*yeah i call him superman... nd so funny kc hangtawag nya saken eh wonderpet naman... haha.. 'la lang... trip lang"

--->Tito & Lola

MeeH: Churi ha hangkulit ko minsan pag nasa labas ka tito
Baby: Ok lng po lola. love love kita.
Meeh: Dapat meron akong nakarecord n boses m then i juz play it kapag di ako makatulog. Kc narerelax ako sa boses moh... pampatulog kc kita tito eh
Baby: Oh Yeah?
Meeh: Kaya nga how do you expect me to sleep at night kung mawawala ka sa buhay ko. Naks naman! Gumaganon....
Baby: Ahaha... Lumilinya si lola. Lolz

*haha.. 'la lang minsan tawagan namen tito and lola ... he's my hot tito and i'm his sexy lola... nakanang naman tlgah eh noh... =P*

--->Lakay & Baket

Lloydi: Awan sabali sika lang ti ayayaten ko.
Dhee: Awwwwwwwwwwwwww. Hangswit! Sarap pakinggan non ahh

translation: Awan sabali sika lang ti ayayaten ko. ---> walang iba kundi ikaw lang ang minamahal koh...

Llloydi: Siak ni lakay mo sika ti bket ko
Dhee: Kinilig ako don ahh... Lolz =P.
Lloydi: Ahahaha
Dhee: Ayayaten ka met lakay =P
Lloydi: Love u baket
Dhee: Love u lakay.

*ilocano yan... baket and lakay i believe tawagan pag mag-asawa... yeah...*

---> Libog & Pukikay

Meeh: Much luv =)
Baby koh: Much luv ka dyan
Meeh: Lolz. Eh ano? Love love hotness..
Baby koh: Love love hotness ka dyan
Meeh: Eh ano? lolz
Baby koh: dapat Love u libog koh. lolz
Meeh: Ahaha.
Baby koh: Kaw tlgah pukikay
Meeh: Love you "L" koh
Baby koh: "L" ko ka dyan
Meeh: Love u libog koh. Better? Lolz
Baby koh: Ya
Baby koh: Kasi pag "L" ang dming meaning. "laway, leche, lamok, libag"
Meeh: Nyahahaha....Hanglalaking nagpapalibog saken. Yan. =P

*getz nyo naman na siguro yang pukikay na yan... lolz... =P*

---> I love Angry Bird

Lloydie: Ano gawa mo?
Dhee: Lalaro. Lalaro nang angry bird.
Dhee: ... Pero 'lam moh Miss koh angry bird moh. Lolz.
Lloydie: Haha... Lolz.

*after few minutes*

Dhee: ..hmmm..... Napagod na akoh maglaro nang angry bird....
Dhee: Next time i'll juz play with your angry bird =P
Lloydie: Ahahaha

*who doesn't love angry bird????* lolz

*oh yeah nick name koh sa kanyah eh Lloydie at akoh hangfeeling sarah... nyahaha... a Very Special Love daw... oh devah of course kakornihan lang... at dahil dyan... tuloy very special love den background song koh... lolz*

p.s. btw nde akoh malibog ha... wholesome akoh... wholesome tong blog koh.... lolz =P... daz all for now folkz... love yah'll... 'ur sexy lola! is out... =P Godbless!

Saksi ang Luha sa Aking Pagmamahal

2011-08-04T22:39:00.000-07:00

by: dhee

Pagmamahal ko sa'yo ay dalisay at totoo
Walang sawa itong pagsisilbihan ka mahal ko
Nandito lamang ako bumaha man o bumagyo
Malunod man ako sa agos nang mga luha ko

Pagmamahal ko sa'yo ay di matatapatan
Handa akong sisirin lalim nang karagatan
Bawat pagsubok ay gagawan ko nang paraan
Ikaw lamang ang mamahalin magpakailanman

Pagmamahal ko sa'yo ay syang nagsisilbing lakas
Kadahilanang nagagawang harapin ang bukas
Patak nang mga luha ko ang naiiwang bakas
Sa pag-ibig kong ito na walang kasing wagas

Pagmamahal ko sa'yo ay panghabangbuhay sinta
Hindi iindahin anumang hirap basta kasama kita
Nagpapasalamat sa Panginoon na ikaw ay nakilala
Sapat ka na sa akin at wala nang mahihiling pa

P.S. natuwa akong sumali sa "LUHA moh Pakontest ni Iya-Khin"
i would like to dedicate this poem sa baby koh =P nd syempre inspired by him na ren... much luv yah'll... medyo on nd off pa ren sa bloggin'... but i'm here... miss koh kayoh... hope u guyz are doin' aight... Godbless! =)

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2011-07-15T21:07:00.000-07:00

alam koh nde na po akoh gano nagblo-blog... bzbzhan daw akoh... tapos lately palitaw... lulubog lilitaw.... sensya nah kahit bloblog minsan eh nde makadalaw sa inyo so much... anyhoo first of all wanna say hi to u guyz... namiss koh kau... parang galing sa ilong noh?... lolz.. 'la lang... don't mind meeh u guyz... if i were u eh hit that x nd juz go somwhere else kc 'la kang mapapala sa entry nah toh... kc feel koh lang medyo tumalak at umemo....

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hmmmmmm.... *sigh*.... enebeh... 'la lang... lately i think umiikot ang mundo koh sa pag-ibig... hmmm... nde naman tlgah 'un ang gusto kong sabihin... eh noh... actually walah... gusto koh lang tumalak at mag-type.... *sigh*.. hmmm..... nde koh alam kung dahil may dalaw akoh kaya akoh nagkakaganito or hmmm... wla lang... naisip koh lang bigla na gusto kong manood na lang muna nang movies sa netflix.. para maentertain ang yutakz koh... dmeng tumatakbo sa yutakz koh..... siguro nde koh gano trinutrust si God lately... i juz trust my own understanding... hmm.... siguro nga.... tekah... i have a better idea.....

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Dear God,

watz wrong w/ me today? natutuliro na naman po yutakz koh... ano ano na naman po naiisip koh... i take everything so seriously... i take whatever i hear or whatever they tell me seriously..... ano nangyari saken lately?.... siguro cuz i don't spend so much time w/ You... i spend more time to him than to You.... *sigh*... hmmmm..... nde naman po akoh makatulog... gusto koh muna pagurin ang yutakz koh nang makatulog po nagn tuloy tuloy... to have a one long uninterrupted sleep.... pwede po bah 'un... yeah lately kulang akoh sa tulog... *sigh*... hmmm.... hahanap akoh nang kausap.... wala akong makausap po at da moment.... hmmmmm..... me inaasikaso kc syah kung ano man yang inaasikaso nyah.... *sigh*... hmmnnnnzzzzz.... hmmmmm.... 'la lang po..... nood muna po kaya akoh nang movie... or nood muna akoh nang showtime sa internet... hmmmm... or lakad akoh sa labas... yeah lakad akoh eh umuulan po sa labas... gusto koh antukinz... ano po bah pampaantokz... hmmmmmmm..... 'la lang..... i love u po God.. kahit tulirong tuliro minsan ang yutakz koh eh i love you po... juz wanna say that po Dear God.... Kayo na po bahala.... Kayo na po bahala... i love you po... way more than so much... in Jesus Name... Amen.

hmmmmmmmnnnzzz..... 'la lang tlgah.... love yah'll... take care... Godbless!

love love

2011-07-01T23:45:00.000-07:00

loveUmissU
by: dhee

baby koh alam moh mahal na mahal kitah
i love yah way more than the word love
sobrah sobrah po ang pagmamahal koh sa yo
willing koh ibigay more than what i have

naiinis akoh kapag nde kitah nakakausap
kc ikaw ang kumukumpleto nang araw koh
kung pwede nga lang 24/7 tau magkausap
hanggang sa pagtulog at panaginip koh

trip koh lang gawan ka nang poem ngaun
nabanggit moh kasi kanina na makata akoh
yeah on the spot po ang poem na itoh
syempre inspired by you my wabz baby koh

okei sige po tutulog muna po akoh baby
juz wanna say that i love you so much
walang moment na nde po kitah namiss
antokz na'ko what word bah rhyme w/ much?

hmm naputol na ang train of thoughts koh
juz wanna let yah know that i love you
you mean the world to me my sweet love
praying that you'll be my forever my sexy boo

Lord, I Believe

2011-04-21T21:32:00.000-07:00

Dear Lord,

alam Nyo po kung gano kagulo ang yutakz koh lately.. halos wala po akoh sa sarili... na sometimes i dunno what's da right thing to do... minsan alam koh naman kung ano ang tama or mali... but walah.... ewan ko po... nde koh ginagawa po... nde koh po alam.... alam Nyo po kung ano nangyayari... naguguluhan lang po minsan ang yutakz koh... wala na po akong ginawa lately kundi mag-emo.... nakakalerki po... Dear God alam nyo na po kung ano ang sasabihin koh... alam Mo po kung ano tumatakbo sa yutakz koh... *sigh* Kaw lang po nakakaintindi saken... i'm juz gonna trust You po... *hikabz* inaantokz na po akoh.... lately 'la ren po atah akoh sa matinong pagtulog... *sigh* hmmmmmm..... nde koh na po alam atah minsan po pinagsasabi koh... pasensya na po... this suppose to be 'ur week... dahil easter week po.... pero ewan koh po ano ano ginagawa ko po... well everyday is dapat Sau po lagi... hanglabo koh po kausap po noh... *sigh* nde koh po tlgah alam.... kayo na po bahala po... i'm gonna try to be positive po kahit nahihirapan po akoh....

Lord i believe po magiging okei po lahat....gusto ko pong umemo pero po nde koh po magawa... na nde koh po alam...

Dear Lord... yan i'm gonna try po na mag-type nang blog na nakapikit habang ang ulo kh eh nasa unan... konti na lang po matutulog na po akoh... kinakapa koh lang po yung mga letters sa keyboard... for sure dme na sigurong typor error... hmmmm... nde koh po alam... nadodown po akoh... pagod po kayah... kualang sa tulong... or unhealthy ang dieto ko po bah lately... or masyado akong nagpapakastressed... nde koh po alam... nagpapadala akoh masyado sa emosyosn koh po... miss koh po sya dear Lord... nakakalerki po... love lvoe ko po God...

Dear Lord, sige po... kau na po bahala... still typing habang nakapikit... oke pala po toh.. dapat lagi koh tong ginagawa... nakakarelax nang konti... kahit nde moh alam kung anong letters ang lumalabas sa tinatype moh... basta alam koh po na mayh sinasabi po akoh... at alam koh po na gumagalaw po sdaliri koh po... hmmm... manonood daw po muna kme nang movie sa netflix... dear Lord... kayo na po bahala ha.... nalelerki pa ren po akoh.... love u so much po... love u po way more than so much po... love u po... Kayo na po bahala po saken... nasisiraan na nant bait lahat nang tao sa paligid koh.... nasisiraan na nang bait sa kaemohan koh... so yeah.. love u po... Kayo na po bahala... i trust You po... i'm still doin' good po w/ typoin' na nde tumtingin... konti na lang ren po tulog na po akoh... thank u po sa lahat... thank u po for taking care my family nd my love ones... thank u po... Lord i believe.. kayo na po bahala... I pray all these in Jesus name... Amen...

...nde koh na ieedit po... Happy Easter everyone... love koh kayoh... Godbless!

hate u MiSS U LOVE you!

2011-04-18T23:11:00.000-07:00

i hate that i miss you but i still love you

-dhee

i hate you when i couldn't talk to you

i hate you when you're not around

i hate you everytime i miss you

i hate you that i'm cryin' w/out a sound

i miss you when i wake up and before i sleep

i miss you every second of every day
i miss you every time i breathe

i miss you a phrase that i wanna say

i love you more than the word love

i love you that my heart only beats for you

i love you with you i feel so attached

i love you and dreaming of the day i say i do

i hate you that you always make me miss you

i miss you and wanna say that i love you

i love you so much and i will always do

i wanna spend the rest of my forever loving you

Godbless!

i MISS you so bad....

2011-04-14T19:16:00.000-07:00

...and it hurts! =(

writing is mah therapy....

2011-04-02T10:44:00.000-07:00

...well im supposed to be doin' mah bills pero i decided na dumaan sa blogging world at magbasa basa nang konti... medyo may mga nabasa na nagpasmile saken... natuwa... naaliw saglit... nd i thought ba't nde akoh magsulat since lately medyo nag-emo-emohan akoh.... teka parang hanglabo labo nang mga sinasabi koh... sinasabayan kc nang daliri koh 'ung yutakz koh... eh hanglabo lang minsan kausap nang yutakz koh.... really... lolz...

...anyhoo... what am i gonna say bah?... i don't even know kung marunong pa akong mag-blog... nd like wat da title says eh yeah writing is mah therapy... when i started to write my feelings eh it makes me feel better... two things lang yan... either idadaldal koh nang bonggang bongga or isusulat koh... but i've been talkin' so much lately na i forgot na pano magsulat... nd bad thing 'bout talkin' so much eh masyado akong nagiging open book 'bout saken nd 'bout how i really feel... nd i think sometimes it's not a good thing i think... didn't i say it's a bad thing already? hanglabo koh kausap...

...actually yan... yan i think ang namiss koh... ang kausapin ang sarili koh... wow.. i actually missed myself... i think that is a better title ahh... anyhoo... hmmm.... lately i'm so wrapped up 'bout da idea of love... or maybe inikot koh ang mundo koh sa pagmamahal koh sa isang tao... naks naman.... well.. okei naman kme... syempre sa tulong ni God... Syah na ang bahala... i don't have d' control over d' situation... hopin' nd been prayin' na Sya ang maging foundation nitoh nd prayin' na He always stay in da middle of our relationship... hanglove nga naman... it's not always happy... you have to go through some struggles den sometimes... but i think all these struggles make these two people closer together.. and makes 'em tougher... i dunno... prayin' na it'll be a happily ever after...

...well i don't wanna worry so much 'bout it for now... cuz i've been worryin' 'bout it for days or weeks nah?... i dunno... i'm juz gonna trust God 'bout it... but sometimes if 'ur inlove nalilimutan moh ang sarili moh... minsan you even forget wat u wanna do in 'ur life... parang huminto... umikot ang mundo moh sa isang tao... parang sya na lang ang naging pangarap moh... its so funny.... i always advice to my friends.... "hwag nyo iikot ang mundo nyo sa lalaki"... haha.. nagsalita akoh... actually i didn't... nde koh inikot ... kc bumilog sya nang bumilog at unti unti naging mundo koh... wehhh.. gumaganon eh noh... ahh ewan.. lolz...

...takin' 'bout love.. yeah i definitely love him... but like i said... nde koh handle ang situation... i'm juz trusting everythin' to Him... Sya na ang bahala samen... i don't even know what i'm sayin' anymore... natuwa lang akoh na nag-tytype akoh at kinakausap koh sarili koh....

...kaya nde koh maiwan iwan ang mundong itoh... dahil itoh ang therapy koh minsan... natutuwa akoh sa inyong mga ka-blogs koh... nd yeah isa pa ren sa mga pangarap koh ang mameet ang iba sa inyoh... awa ni God... well at least nasa katinuan na akoh ngaun nang konti... kc may pangarap na uletz akoh...yey!... lolz...

...hmmm... sige na nga... gagawin koh na ang dapat kong gawin... i juz thought i'd drop by here nd say hi to u guyz nd i guess yeah talk to mahself... lolz... thanks po sa mga patuloy na sumusuporta sa blog koh... feeling?! lolz... yeah salamat cuz kahit ilang daang beses na akoh nag-hihiatus eh u guyz are still there for mwah... nd i apologize cuz i can't return da favor so much na madalaw den kayoh at least for now.. sa mga nagbasa at magkokomentz eh salamat po.... nd syempre salamat sa sarili koh sa pakikinig... lolz... love yah all so much nd u guyz have an awesome day...

Godbless!

i love mah baby =)

2011-02-15T08:36:00.000-08:00

dedicated to my baby =)

No Doubt I Love You
by: dhee

When I almost lost you
That's when i realized I love you
Now that I love you
I'm afraid that I'll lose you

You put colors to my life
You became the meaning of it
Now you are my life
I'm nothing without you in it

Not a second I didn't miss you
You're all I ever think of
I'm so addicted to you
You're all I always miss of

I love you more than anything
I miss you everytime I breathe
Now you're the definition of my life
You're the reason why I breathe

I pray that you'll always be mine
Cuz I love you so much my baby
Now all I can do is trust God
Hoping you'll be my forever baby

I LOVE YOU baby koh!

p.s. belated happy valentines mahal kong mga ka-blogs... nagparamdam lang saglit... hmmm... i probably still couldn't blog hop *churi*... pero yeah i'm juz around... miss u guyz... much love! & Godbless! -di

BuH-BYe =)

2011-01-28T00:17:00.000-08:00

temporarily sayin' BYE... THaNK You so much po sa walang sawang pagdalaw nyo ditoh.... sa mga komentz nyoh.... nd sa pinakita nyong pagmamahal para saken...

♥ LOVE YOU all ♥

.... thank you for bein' part of my life.... you guyz are all aWeSoMe! hopefully when i get back eh u guyz are still there nd still remember meeh....

take care and MuCH LuV...

Godbless! -dhianz =)

if

2011-01-19T19:39:00.000-08:00

sabi nilah....

"if you talk less... you commit less mistakes"

.... so that's what i'm gonna do...

Godbless! -di

nakakatakot...

2011-01-17T22:45:00.000-08:00

can i juz share my thoughts here... nde sya nakakatakot like mumu... nakakatakot as in takot ma-fall... or more likely takot na mawala 'ung taong u think 'ur fallin' inlove w/? but sometimes not even sure if u really fallin' for dat person... or nasanay ka lang lagi na andyan syah... nasanay ka sa routine nyong dalawa... wat if nde sya tlgah syah 'ung luv moh... wat if nasanay kah lang?... nakakatakot kc nasanay ka sa kanyah at biglang mawawala 'ung nakasanayan moh lately... i dunno watz happenin' w/ meeh lately... i've been bz... or cuz i've been bz w/ him... but funny is... i was juz flirtin' w/ him... i mean itz like nothin' serious.... i actually like this someone else... but this someone else that i've been likin' for so long seemed to be pushin' me away... i thought he likes me too but i guess not... nag-akala lang siguro akoh... umasa.... umasa sa fairy tale... umasa na sya prince charming koh.... i went to church nd asked for a sign.... i believe in sign kc eh..... tinatanong koh si God... na i really luv diz someone else... kung sya bah tlgah... napa-smile akoh sa sagot... kc i think sya ang sinagot... at least dat what i thought... but dunno... cuz itz been an off and on answer... sometimes hangsagot sya sometimes nde....wat if sya ang nagiging sagot kc sya 'ung gustong marinig na isagot ni God... i dunno... i luv him... i think... i think i do... but he never said na he loves me too... ni nde nga nya masabi na he miss me too... itz like wala lang....how can he be d' one if he can't even say those words to meeh?... nde bah.... imagination koh lang bah ang lahat?... maybe.... or is it cuz nde pa tamang panahon.... i dunno... gustong gusto koh na naririnig koh 'ung mga sweet words sa isang guy... sayin' how he feels nd how much he miss me nd how much he loves meeh.... on the otherhand... diz other guy.... na kinakatakot koh na i think i'm fallin' inluv w/ is exactly opposite... sinanay nya akoh w/ so much i love u's nd i miss u's na i dunno.... at first la lang... nasanay lang akoh.... natatakot siguro akoh na wat if mag-commit akoh sa relationship na 'un then mawala syah or nde palah tlgah kme.... wat if diz other guy palah na i've been lovin' for so long eh 'un palah 'ung da one koh... hanggulo devah.... nasaan na 'ung fairy tale?... ang alam koh right now adikted akoh sa guy na punong puno nang pambobola saken... u think i'm juz desperate?... nakakatakot.... natatakot lang akoh... itz a weird feelin'... hangdme kong dapat asikasuhin sa buhay na napepending dahil sa kaadikan koh... ang hirap.... hirap naman..... natatakot lang akoh.... since u guyz are like my livin' diary... i would love to hear wat u guyz gonna say.... natatakot akong masaktan... or natatakot akong mawala sya dahil nakasanayan koh... or natatakot akoh baka maling guy ang mapili koh... if this other guy will juz tell me he loves me... da guy na napamahal sa puso koh nang medyo matagal na eh that'll probably solve my dilemma... that i should go for him... nd not d' guy na kinakatakutan koh na ma-fall inluv w/... or i think i'm fallin' inluv w/.... naman!... hanggulo devah... am i still makin' sense here?... i'm so weird... man!... wat do u guyz think? really hopin' to hear from u guyz....

much luv, di

Godbless!

aww... Thank You! =)

2011-01-09T09:28:00.000-08:00

thank you po sa pagtupad nang pangarap koh na makatanggap nang pix greeting sa mundong blogsphere... hiniling koh lang naman kay Lord eh kahit tatlo lang masaya na akoh... but na-times 2 pah... but kinda expecting more actually pero i guess i didn't advertise it enough... lolz... eniweiz... BeLaTeD HaPPPY BiRTHDaY to meeh.... i had fun naman nung bday koh... nagparty-party!.... except that I was wasted last friday night... i didn't have any sleep after... then i had to work d' next day so when i got home last saturday eh i was knocked down right away on mah bed.... actually i juz woke up now... i think i slept for more than 12 hours... and i feel really really good right now... thank God... yoko na uminom... lolz... so yeah dmeng intro... naman...=P

thank you ms.pretty CC aka chikletz.... thank u friend!!!!! salamat po sa pagtupad nang pangarap koh... aheheh... lolz... nd yeah nasabi koh na devah... ah love HooPS nd YoYo.... nd they're annoyingly CUTE!... sobrang naaliw akoh dyan sa mga yan...lab lab koh yang mga yan... again salamat friend! =)

thank you ms.pretty rainbow.... touched naman akoh binigyan moh akoh kahit dehinz naman tayo so close... but not anymore kc now feeling close nah tayo... yyyeeeyyy... lolz... haha...thank you po dyan... sobrang na-appreciate nang lola moh.... salamat, salamat nd salamat po =)

i was surprised to get a picture greeting from him... kc nde koh naman alam na nabasa nya entry koh... nakita koh na lang sa inbox koh pix greeting nyah... sobrang na-touched akoh...thank you wafung Mr. Anthony Carlo aka Supladong Office Boy.... kahit lately u weren't feelin' so well eh nagawa moh pah akong gawan nang special pix greeting... thank you!! ur so sweet... pagaling kah... hope u feel better... *hugz* =)

thank you wafu kong kuyah!!! salamat.... yeah sinabi nya bibigyan nya akoh nang pix greeting... so sweet!!! salamat.... stay wafu kuyah Alex aka gasoline dude... kahit bihira si kuya dude sa mga entries koh eh sobrang natutuwa akoh pag present sya sa koment section koh... 'la lang.. may masabi lang... lolz... pero itz true...thanks po uletz! =)

awww... thank you wafung glentot... so sweet.. late nah greeting nyah pero nakahabol pa ren kc late na ren akoh nag-post ditoh eh... kc inexplain na sa taas... lolz... thank you glenn!!! thank u! thank u! =)

p.s. in fairness still lookin' good kahit bagong gising... haha... nambola eh noh =)

etoh... finorced koh magbigay... haha.. nakiusap tlgah akoh... haha... mas wafu yan sa personal... tanggalin nyo 'ung naka-blur sa mukha... yan ang wafu kong kuya Drake! ayaw pasabi ang real name eh.. ahahah... thanks kuya... nd sobrang thank you don sa greeting message moh sa yahoo mail... i was gonna post it pero baka ayaw moh kayaw hwag na lang... Thanks wafu kong Kuya Drake!!! =)

thanks po sa mga bumati....nd thanks muli sa picture greeting nyoh ms. pretty CC aka chikletz aka Friend!, ms. pretty Rainbow, wabz kong friendship wafung Carlo aka Supladong Office Boy, wafung kuya Dude, wafung Glentot, and wafung kuya Drake! =)

BeLaTeD HaPPY BiRTHDaY To MeeH!!! =)

PAHABOL: THANKS MARCO PAOLO! =)

yeah sapilitan tong isang toh... pinilit koh nang bonggang bongga... muntik na nga akong magtampo eh.. lolz... thank u ha... so sweet... yeah! birthday koh pa ren bakit bah... lolz.... thanks em aka Marco Paolo....isah sa mga feeling close koh sa mundong itoh... really special to meeh dahil isa sya sa mga unang ka-blogs koh sa mundong itoh.... nd sya ang longest na ka-blog koh... salamat nde moh akoh binigo... salamat sa effort... sapilitang effort? lolz... i appreciate it... *hugz* =)

yeah birthday koh pa ren!!! =P

Godbless yah'll! -di

Hello po GOD =)

2011-01-01T22:11:00.000-08:00

Dear God,

God maraming salamat po sa lahat po nang blessings moh po sa ken nd sa family koh nd sa lahat nang mahal koh po sa buhay... alam koh po nitong nakaraang taon eh sobrang dme koh pong shortcomings... nd sobrang naging maemo po ang taon koh... sobrang naging matigas den po atah ang ulo koh... sori po God sa lahat... kahit alam ko po na minsan na dehinz akoh nagiging so masunurin eh You keep on loving meeh... You keep on forgiving my sins... you probably hated all d' bad things that i did and bad things that i'll probably still do... but You never hated me nor will ever hate meeh... cuz You are an awesome God... you love us all unconditionally...

God ngaung 2011 po... alam koh dehinz pa ren po akoh magiging perfect... nd for sure while I'm on this earth eh never will be.... and for sure that i'll still be lost sometimes po or maybe upset you po countless times.... pero po God i'll do my very best to serve you po... to follow everythin' that You'll tell meeh...and also to learn to forgive those people who will hurt me and who had hurt meeh in d' past... and try my best to live for You alone...nd to always put You po on top of everythin'....nd to let You be in control of my life and all of my love ones life po... lemme be Your tool po to be an inspiration to others... use me so they can know You po... and prayin' that i can be d' way po for others to accept You in their hearts...

dear Lord i-guide nyo po akoh ha... Kayo na po ang bahala sa lahat...salamat po for always takin' care of us... syempre po all my family nd my loves ones... salamat po kc we are always under 'ur protection... salamat po sa uncoditional love... mahal na mahal koh po Kayo... Kayo po ang buhay koh and my everything... i Love You so much w/ all my heart, mind, soul, and strenght... kayo nah po bahala sa amin sa taong itoh at sa mga darating pa po... nd sa rest po nang forever... which i'm lookin' forward po of spendin' w/ You... syempre po kasama nang mahal koh po sa buhay... Love you po God! =)

request lang po.... since malapit na po birthday koh.... isa po sa mga bday wish koh po na sana.... kahit nde po akoh ganong kasing-sikat nang ibang bloggers ditoh at kasing-active nilah na sana po.... maka-receive po akoh nang birthday greetings from 'em... pangarap koh po kc 'un eh na sana po matupad... kahit man lang po isa... or dalawa... or tatlong picture greetings lang na matanggap koh mula sa mga mahal kong bloggers eh sobrang magiging thankful po akoh... first time koh po kc icecelebrate bday koh sa ditoh blogsphere sa dalawang taon po na pagblo-blog koh... sana po maka-receive po akoh nang picture greetings nilah po.... kahit few lang po na magpadala sa kanilah saken bago ang bday koh sa january 7 sa email koh sweet07diane@yahoo.com eh sobrang magiging masaya na po akoh nd again thankful... salamat po in advance dear God....

thank you po palah... kahit medyo malungkot nang konti ang pasko koh eh nakumpleto po kme nang family koh ngaung new year.... maraming maraming salamat po... salamat po sa lahat nang blessings at sa mga coming blessings pa po.... dear Lord one of my new year resolution po eh i'm not gonna try to be so perfect w/ everythin'....cuz alam nyo po na i tend to be a little perfectionist sometimes... life is not perfect... tao lang... nd a lot of times eh things will still not go my way... it's ok... learn to accept it...nd also i should learn to let go... i know that i'm still gonna cry... i'm still gonna be emotional... i will still get hurt... i will still probably hate others... i will still get mad....i'll still be probably a little mean sometimes... but i shouldn't hold on to those emotion for too long... i need to learn to let 'em go... and let (God)You... for sure there's a good reason for everythin'... and i shouldn't be upset nor worry cuz You always have a greater plan for our life... we juz gotta trust You... LOVE YOU SO MUCH po... i pray all this in Jesus name... Amen! =)

HAVE A BLESSED 2011 mahal kong bloggers... lab yah'll...thank you so much for bein' part of my life... you guyz dunno how much I appreciate all of you...and definitely you guyz have a special place in my heart... much luv *muwahugz* =) Godbless! -di

i SLeeP

2010-12-25T17:48:00.000-08:00

yep yan ang naging regalo koh sa sarili koh diz christmas... ang matulog... nemen ilang days den atah akong puyat... or weeks? nd always tired... medyo bumawi lang...

my christmas is not as fun tulad non... nde na kc kme nabubuo na as a family... it all started 'bout five yrs. ago i believe... mula nung naging iglesia isang ate koh... well few years before that... nde na ren nakukumpleto cuz 'ung oldest ate koh eh nag-sspend lagi nang pasko sa pinas w/ her bhabe but now andito na hubby nyah eh ang kasunod naman eh 'ung pag-convert nang isang ate koh kc hubby nya iglesia... point koh... so 'unz... wala kcng christmas ang iglesia... so never kmeng nagkukumpleto pag pasko... i won't have christmas until new year... kc don lang kme magkakasama sama uletz w/ my other ate nd her fam... so i'm not as excited w/ christmas as i used to... even d' openin' of gifts eh won't happen till new year... but i know christmas should be all 'bout God.... rememberin' his birth... and celebrating our love for Him... so i guess everyday should be christmas...

we spent our christmas eve on my oldest ate's house... what we did was we had a dinner at nag-open lang nang gifts 'ung mga nieces koh....nag-open lang sila nang few gifts 'ung galing sa ate koh nd bro in law koh... pero d' rest of their gifts will be open on new year's eve... oh yeah we'll be celebrating new year sa house namen... eniweiz so we didn't go home till like 4 a.m. ... 'la akong tulog non... i took a nap juz for a little bit... then pagdating sa haus.... eh nakatulog lang for few hours kc ginising akoh nang nanay koh... why naman?... cuz my babies (my doggies) need to pee pee... kelangan koh palabasin... my mom was like "palabasin moh muna silah then bumalik ka na lang sa tulog" so that's what i did... so i think from 8ish till like almost 4 pm eh tulog akoh... haha.. yonz... halos tulog akoh nang mismong christmas day.... then kumain nang dinner nd nakipagkwentuhan lang kay God while lookin' up d' sky... kc i have a view of d' outside sa dining room namen... it was actually pretty nice... i juz spent a quiet time w/ Him...

*yawn* i think i'm still sleepy... then mga around 10 eh matutulog na naman akoh... haha... gandang pamasko noh... anyhoo... oh yeah i was so tired den d' day before christmas eve cuz i was doin' my last minute shoppin' at downtown namen... oh yeah mag-iisip pa palah akoh nang new year resolution koh cuz it's almost new year... oh yeah that reminded me na i need to clean my room again so pagdating nang new year eh itz all good... but isang resolution koh eh am not gonna try to be so perfect w/ everythin'... i tend to be a little bit perfectionist kc minsan... ang mahirap kc don sa ugaling 'un... pag nde koh nagawa my way... or d way i wanted it... eh i'd rather not do anythin' at all... kinda like on d' extreme... either magawa koh nang bonggang bongga... or wala akong gagawin at all...

anyhoo... blog koh toh?... oh yeah blog koh palah toh... kc usually napapakomentz akoh nang bonggang bongga sa ibang blog pero nde koh nagagawan tumalak sa sarili kong page... kc minsan tinatamad akoh eh... yep been so lazy lately... sobrah.... so yeah... salamat kung may nagbasa man... haha... anyhoo... belated merry christmas to most of u... christmas pa ren samen... nd a blessed new year! =)

labz koh kayong lahat... forealz! thank for bein' part of my life.. naks naman... isang *GROUP HUG*.... take care lagi... nd Godbless! -di

p.s. party w/ friends kc not till next week nd d week after pah... party! party!... 'la lang...na-excite lang kc si friend chikletz eh.. haha... special mansyon kah ditoh friend!... lol... laterz! =)

メリークリスマス

2010-12-21T22:42:00.000-08:00

And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him. 1 John 4:16

Godbless!

... kse naman....

2010-12-17T20:22:00.000-08:00

Miss you so badly

By: dhee

I haven’t talked to you in a while

And I feel like I’m slowly dying

Oh I miss you so much

That I think my heart is aching

I’m having a hard time to breathe

Without you it feels like there’s no air

Oh baby I’m so inlove with you

I feel hopeless and it’s unfair

Why do I gotta feel this way?

Even if I have no idea how you feel

Oh I’m so crazy about you

You’re all I think of and I’m foreal

How can I sleep tonight?

Without hearing even your simple sigh

Oh honey I’m so addicted to you

I wish I can just hide my feeling and lie

I dunno how long I can still last

But I really do MISS YOU

Oh I love you more than word love
In my dream you felt the same way too

uhm... dee valentines??? nde.... 'la lang... trip koh lang... nagawa koh yan nung namiss koh syah....bakit bah?! lolz... kinausap ang sarili eh noh... wehe.... anyhoo... pabati akoh nang merry christmas juz in case nde na akoh makabati sa inyoh... lab yah guyz so much nd yeah have a blessed new year na ren... *muwahugz* Godbless! -di

request nyoh =)

2010-12-05T23:08:00.000-08:00

to mareng amor: request nya non na gawan koh sya nang poem.. dahil feelingerang manunula akoh eh ginawan koh nga.. pero uhm... isang taon na atah tong tula na toh... never kong naibigay sa kanyah... well itz better late than never devah... it's not all dat but hope she likes it =)

to: Mr. all her Life

Her heart been broken

So many times before

She almost ended her life

She didn't wanna go on anymore

Many years have passed
She's been down and sad

She spent most of her days

Crying and feeling mad

Her heart became fragile

It should handle with care

Don't ever try to play with it

It can't take anymore dare

But "mr. all my life" guy

She fell inlove again with you

Definitely this is a big risk

She's willing to take a chance w/ you

So please take care of her

Love her and be true

Looking forward to the day

When both of you say "i do"

to supladong office boy: nirequest nya nah isulat koh raw 'ung supladong office boy sa snow... eh dahil akoh eh uto uto eh ginawa koh.. lolz... ei effort yan kc muntik nang mag-frozen 'ung daliri koh while i was writing dat.. nd yan.. hope u like it kahit medyo malabo pagkasulat =)

to kuya jag, kuya moks, nd kuya drake: ahh humiritz kayo na pakita 'ung pinaghirapan kong linisin na room koh nung sipag sipagan akoh... one day lang 'un.. 'ung araw lang na 'un.. lolz.. mah room is not all dat pero pwede na ren.. simple lang... nd here u go =)

meet my adopted "naruto" bear... yep u heard it right.. inadopt koh yan.. kc nakita koh sya sa store nag-iisa na lang sya.. naawa akoh... he's all alone... kaya nemen yon inampon koh =)

some of mah bears =)

meet mah hp touchsmart tm2t tablet... pretty small but itz aight... nd itz mine... nd itz "utang" lolz =)

some of mah cd's nd 'lil bit of dvd's...nd mah portable dvd player nd obviously mah alarm clock... lolz =P

... some of mah books... yeah... nde akoh mahilig sa books..=P

so yeah... dat would be all for now.. dunno kung makapag post pa akoh for christmas nd kung nde eh babati na akoh nang merry christmas and a blessed 2011 sa inyong lahat na lab kong mga ka-blogs... nd kung makabalik eh di babati uletz akoh.. lolz... take care yah'll... oh yeah dehinz akoh gano makapag-blog lately kc why bah? uhm... bzbzhan nd tamad tamaran lang po.. lolz... but nanditoh lang akoh nd miss koh kayo lagi... yep... really.... so yeah... *muwahugz* ... ingatz nd Godbless! -di

p.s. *while staring at d' moon* nasan ka man soulmate koh sana masaya ka sa darating na pasko kahit 'la pa akoh sa buhay moh... nyah.. gumaganon eh noh... lolz.. oh yeah natuwa lang akoh sa pix na yan..parang hanglungkot lang kc... natuwa pero hanglunkot.. hanglabo... lolz...'la lang... parang akoh lang diz christmas... SMP na nemen akoh? tsk... lolz... oh dat pix eh syempre taken by muwah... laterz nd much luv =)

yeah i give up

2010-11-24T23:17:00.000-08:00

yeah i give up
by: dee

sometimes i'm so inlove
the next day i'm heartbroken
i'm so crazy 'bout you
but you don't feel the same way

i always wanted to talk to you
but you seemed not to care
i thought you love me too
i guess i am just insane

never a day passed
that i didn't think about you
you're always in my mind
even when i go to the bathroom

yep crazy as it sounds
all i say here is true
but i think this is too much
i need to freakin' let you go

i wanna say that i hate you
at the same time i love you
but the last thing i wanna do
is to make you sad and hurt you

but i guess that's life huh
somehow you have to give up
not cuz you stop loving someone
it cuz you love him too much

yeah finally i'm giving you up
cuz i'm tired of waiting
i'm tired of always tryin'
nd tired of hoping you'll love me

i may give you up
but you'll always be in my heart
i'll never forget about you
now i need a brand new start

emoterraaahhh.... lolz.... uhhmmm... well... diz is not even related to mah topic...juz wanna take diz chance to thank u guyz....salamat po sa mga readers koh... sa mga naging ka-feeling-close koh ditoh... sa walang sawang dumadalaw, nag-iiwan nang bakas, nagkokomento, at nakiki-haller ditoh... salamat po sa patuloy na pangtanggap saken ditoh kahit minsan eh naghihi-atus hanglola nyoh... salamat sa mga bago kong kakilala sa blogsphere... salamat sa pagdamay saken sa mga times na emotera akoh...at salamat sa pakikihalakhak sa mga korni at la kwentz kong jokes at entries... salamat sa pakikinig nang mga inlab inlaban kong posts... salamat sa pagpuri sa mga poems nang feelingerang poet...salamat sa pagdamay sa mga times na feeling heartbroken akoh na nde moh maintindihan.. salamat sa pagpatol sa mga katopakanz koh... salamat for makin' meeh smile, laugh, cry, sad, love and for makin' my day sometimes... u guyz are so awesome... i'm so glad to be part of this world, to be part of your life, and to be part of your blog.... salamat kahit nde koh man kayo kasama nor nakikita eh sobrang close kayo sa puso koh... one day awa ni God i'll meet some of u guyz...love yah all... *mwahugz* =)

HAVE a HAPPY THaNKSGiViNG!

*also advance MeRRY CHRiSTMaS and a BLeSSed 2011*

GODBLESS!

nde na lang kc

2010-11-23T20:50:00.000-08:00

he keeps saying that he loves me and he miss me

but it is YOU who i LOVE and i always MISS

sad part though... i dunno who's in your heart

nor who you love and who you always miss...

ba't nde na lang kc...
"mahal kita mahal mo ko at bahala na silah"

GEEZ!

lolz... la lang... kalerki lang....

much love - emoterang DEE GODBLESS!

freakin' COLD!

2010-11-22T20:18:00.000-08:00

yep... that's d' word for d' day here cuz it is really freakin' COLD! ... snowin' kc outside... kaninang mornin' pah akoh super cold.. graveh... oh yeah i juz checked d' weather...ahh kaya nemen sobrang lamig eh high 30's nd low 15's ngaun... geez! nde kc nagbabasa nang weather sa fone nyah eh... talkin' to myself lang.. lolz... nd right now eh currently 28 degrees farenheit.. kaya nemen palah...below zero nah in celcius... even right now eh sobrang nilalamig hanglola nyoh... naka-HI na nga ang heater koh pero nde pa ren kayah... kalerki.. eniweiz... i'll juz show yah some pixs i've taken few minutes ago.. medyo madilim nga lang... cuz night na kc nd nde naman all that 'un camera koh... anyhoo... these are some of d pixs =)

shhh.. it's my dad's car....ginawa ko lang model nang snow...eniweiz didn't have dat much pixs.. labo ren kc dahil gabi nah... ayonz... i'm still so *freakin'* cold... nemen wala kcng ka-*hugz* eh... walah bang aapply dyan.. kahit one night lang.. lolz... anyhoo... daz all for now...laterz... salamat sa mga walang sawang bumibisita ditoh... i really appreciate it... ingatz lagi nd lab lab koh kayoh so much... Godbless! -di

sleepy meeh

2010-11-18T00:33:00.000-08:00

la akong maisip na title eh yan na lang... sobrang antokz na akoh right now kc little past 12 na here... yep... puyat na naman lola nyoh.. tsk! actually ilang days na akong puyat... kalerki... kaya minsan parang yoko gumising sa morning eh... pero kelangan eh... itz not like i want to but i have to... lalo na't minsan eh hanglamig lamig... i juz wanna stay under my blanket... at matulog... geez! eh dapat kc natutulog nah akoh ngaun eh.. pero eh.. la lang... blog muna akoh... lolz

oh yeah how was my weekend... kalerki weekend koh kc magkaibang magkaibang mood koh nang saturday nd sunday... saturday i was totally lazy... i didn't do nothin' at all... didn't nothin' at all! grammar moh.. eh! ba't bah... ganyan magsalita mga tao d2 eh... feelingera lang akoh... walang grammar grammar ditoh kc eh... nasabi lang... parang kanina ung isang young african american "black" na girlaloo... narinig koh she was tellin' her i dunno brother nyah siguro eh ganitoh... she was like "i ain't got no money to give yah"... haha.. la lang.. un lang...

nde nagfufunction brain kohhhhh.. kalerki.. ahh un... then sunday... yeah i was so masipag.. so masipag tlgah eh noh... uhm... i cleaned mah room... oh i helped my nanay clean up d' leaves in our backyard... kc nga fall.. nagkalat mga leaves... kalerki nga lang nung nilalagay koh ung mga dahon sa trash bag eh uhm... eh... tinatamad na akoh magkuwento.. un na lang... haha... uhm... luluha na mata koh eh...

hmmm... sige sleepy nah akoh... tinatamad na akoh magkuwento... sori nemen.... pwede bah mag-type nang nde nagkukuwento??? *hikabz* sobrang sleepy nah... next time na akoh magkuwento.. nagblog pa akoh eh noh... walang kwentz... later yah'll... *hugz* Godbless!

p.s. sabihin koh na nga...kc may na mix na uod don sa leaves.. kaya i screamed... kaartehang tili... i was like uuoooddd!!!!... but my nanay was like.. nde uod un... bulate un... eh ano bah difference nang uod at bulate??? hmm... so yeah... nite! sooper sleepy na tlgah... oh yeah sensya sa taglish na entry... kaartehan lang...lolz... laterz =)

another p.s. nevermind... i already asked google: ---> Uod = maggots. Bulate = worms... eh di fine! bulate.. lol...nite folkz!

Glimpse of Fall =)

2010-11-15T22:13:00.000-08:00

p.s para maibah naman ang hangin ditoh sa blog koh... well yeah datz juz some of d' fall pix na nakunan koh this fall... not much cuz i lost my camera nd juz found it uhm weeks ago...pix1. nacutan lang akoh don sa yellow tree nang neighbor namen. pix2 hangganda lang kc minsan pagmasdan mga puno sa fall. pix3 pinakafave koh sa lahat yan... i so luv d' red leaves... so yeah... daz all for now.... tc yah'll... nd thanks sa walang sawang pagbisitah... *hugz*... have a nice day.... Godbless!

wala lang =P

2010-11-14T23:08:00.000-08:00

Will you be my Forever?
by: dhianz

I know you are not mine and not sure if you'll ever be
But until now I'm longing for you to be part of me
I wanted to talk to you so bad but i'm scared you'll see
How much i love you and you might never talk to me

I wish I have a strenght to tell you how I really feel
So i'll know if you love me too or i should start to heal
Loving someone comes with pain as part of the deal
But please let me know soon so I can move on and heal

Don't know what is it 'bout you that i couldn't let you go
I tried so many times but i'm still here loving you so
You might not be aware of it but until now i still do
I still do love you, and think of you and it hurts me so

I hope you'll be my prince and be my forever my boo
Dunno if it's possible 'cause all i have is a dream of you
I tried to stop loving you but i still always miss you
I wish I could spend the rest of my forever loving you

p.s. ahh repost hangdrama... tagal na yan... 'la lang... may mah post lang... lol... have a nice day... *hugz*...
oh yeah don't wori nde emo yan... and i'm far from emo tonight... yep... wabz yah all! Godbless! -di

bday palah ni kuya drake....

2010-11-13T20:28:00.000-08:00

HaPPY BiRTHDaY Wafu kong KUYA ...

KuYa DRaKe

may u have more birthdayz to come and more blessings from Him...

p.s. la lang trip lang kita batiin sa blog koh... *hugz*... Godbless!

itz better if i juz....

2010-11-13T08:50:00.000-08:00

Silently Love You
by: dhianz

I’m here all alone in my room
And all I wanna think about is you
Do you think I'm really that inlove?
Or maybe I just dream of you too much…
…that's why I'm this addicted to you

I'm happy every time you're around
But feel incomplete everytime you're gone
A simple greeting of yours makes my day
I wonder how much more if you say...
…that magic word that I longed for?

I dunno really what’s happening to me
Nor why my heart beats everytime we talk
It's a feeling that I don't really understand
Like sometimes even you hardly say anything...
...I still find myself so excited to talk to you

Love really moves in mysterious ways
Or maybe I’m just really insane
I even have this thought in my mind
If I am allowed to court somebody…
…I would definitely go for you

I think I would be one of a sweet suitor
I would bring you some chocolates and flowers
I could throw a bear with that too if you like
I might even write you a romantic love letter...
... then I would ask you will you be mine?

Maybe I'm really little crazy about you
That's why I was able to write all these thing
But what if I am not the only one?
What if you're feeling the same way too...
…and you're just hiding your real feelings?

But still I have no idea who’s in your heart
Or if I even have a chance with your love
All I know is I have this special thing for you
I guess for now that is more than enough...
...for me to silently love you

ahh napost koh na toh tagal nah... so more likely nabasa na nang iba...
iba naman nde pa so...ahh la lang... i juz wanted to post it agian =)
...ingatz u guyz... Godbless!

"in ur eyes"

2010-11-12T23:48:00.000-08:00

‎"Nobody can choose the pain, You just learn to live with it. In time.... You Cope"

... juz finished watchin' d' movie in 'ur eyes online... well lately lah tlgah akong time manood nang movie... but since sabado here bukas eh i thought na magpuyat lang.. minsan lang naman eh... so 'un... okei naman... nde naman tlgah akoh pinaiyak nang bonggang bongga tulad nang ibang movies pero kahit papaano eh napaiyak akoh nitoh... gusto koh lang yan quote na yan na nakuha koh sa movie...

... minsan nalilimutan koh na pano maging masayah... eemo daw bah???? haha... takte naeemo ang mood koh kc kapapaiyak lang saken nang movie eh... nyaikz... tuloy nagmumukha na tuloy akong sobrang maemo sa blogging na world na toh... kalerki! i'm little different pag kasama akoh sa person... lot of 'em say na i'm fun to be w/... i'm a little funny.. i usually make 'em laugh... but ditoh feeling koh i'm exactly d' opposite... siguro cuz sometimes sa writing koh lang nailalabas kung minsan kung ano nasa loob koh... nde tlgah kc akoh ma-open na tao... kaya am not sure kung lucky kayo kc nakakapag-open akoh sa inyoh minsan... or medyo d' opposite kc lagi kayo naeemohan koh... lol

... pero papasalamat akoh sa inyoh... andyan kayoh sa mga times minsan na maemo akoh... sobrang naapreciate koh kayong lahat nang ka-blogs koh... i juz wanted to say that... don't wori nde akoh sspeech... hmmmmm.... almost 12 nah nd i think i better sleep nah....

... minsan kung pwede nga lang sabihin sa tao na mahalin moh nga akoh... eh di ginawa koh nah... minsan naman... nde moh alam u juz feel like mahal moh ung tao but dat person don't feel d' same way... minsan nag-assume kah kc... yan mahirap yan.... minsan siguro nde tamang pagkakataon... but i dunno.... well d' best answer is... u juz have to trust God more.... more like trust Him at all times... yeah... *hinganng malalim*... kalerki lang tlgah minsan ang kaemohan koh eh noh... i juz yawned... means sleepy na tlgah.... so yep... daz all my emo for d' day... lab lab koh kayong lahat... basahin nyo man to or nde... have a nice day yah'll... *mwahugz*

Godbless! -di

ah told u...

2010-11-11T21:33:00.000-08:00

pag meron akoh messed up ang mood koh... at etoh ang kinalabasan...

i dunno by: dee

i don't really know why i like you
you're not even close to my ideal guy
it was my heart who fell inlove with you
it's weird so don't bother to ask me why

i dream so many times that you'll be the one
i even pray to God that i hope it's you
the one that i've been waitin for all my life
but now i'm having doubt it'll ever true

sometimes i'm kinda hoping you feel the same way
sometimes i just wanna stop this craziness
sometimes i'm kinda scared to talk to you
sometimes you became d reason of my loneliness

but i feel like this gotta stop
i'm already feeling bad about myself
maybe you'll never feel the same way
maybe i'll just store this feeling on the shelf

i dunno if i'm just feeling down
but writing this makes me wanna cry
i'm about to burst in tears
why everytime i have to say goodbye

can't help the tears from falling
not sure is it because finally i'm letting you go
you'll always be in my heart though
but i'll stay if you tell me so

kalerki hang kadramahan... man!... i was so down when i was writing that... but i'm feeling little better now... kc paalis na ren hangdalaw.. kalerki... have gud day yah'll... Godbless!

Grr

2010-11-07T08:19:00.000-08:00

Naaasar ako kc namimiss kita

Man! why do i always have to miss U

So amazing kc kahit out of nowhere

Nakakagawa ako nang poem for you

You make me crazy you know that

Sobrang nalelerki ako saU

If you could just open my heart

You'll be surprise to see how much I love U

But of course you don't know that

How i wish i could just tell you

Pero hindi naman yon ganon kadali eh

Tsaka baka mabasted pa ako saU

I used not to like poem at all

Natuto lang akong magsulat dahil saU

Guess the only time i'll stop writing one

When my heart stops beating for you

p.s. oh devah hangswit.. lol.. la lang...... take care u guyz! Godbless!

Never Give Up in Life - A Truly Inspirational Video

2010-11-06T17:29:00.000-07:00

ilang beses koh na tong napanood... but lagi akong napapaiyak... it is such an inspiring video...i won't say so much nah but if you feel like giving up juz watch this video... through him we see how amazing God is... Godbless! -di

i love so much po God =)

makadaldal lang

2010-11-05T19:50:00.000-07:00

lab koh ung lagi akong kinukulit.... lab koh kung sinasakyan kaadikan koh.. actually madali lang akoh ma-fall pero but ganon.. i feel like na-fall akoh taong exactly opposite nang gusto koh... siguro dahil nde nya kelangan maging makulit kc makulit na akoh... nde kailangan maging hadik kc adik akoh... nde nya kelangan maging madaldal kc madaldal akoh... kailangan siguro balance...

naasar akoh minsan pag nde akoh kinkulet... btw uhm... advice lang... minsan mga girls hwag mag-assume... don't think they love u until they say they do... sarap kme minsan mag-assume... sarap mangarap... eh libre eh... sometimes i can be totally inluv nd sometimes i can be totally opposite... yes i'm weird sometimes... or maybe more like to d' extreme...

hwag kang mangulit kung ayaw kah kausapin... makaramdam ka kung ayaw kah kausapin... lol... talking to myself... hmmm...

i wanted to take a nap but i couldn't... gising na gising hangdugo koh... yeah ung dugo tlgah ang gising... lol...

minsan hangsarap lang kausapin ang sarili... why kc nde moh kelangan maghintay nang reply... tumalak ka lang nd satisfied ka nah... in a way... or sometimes... or maybe... yeah i guess... sure.... parang ganyan lang... lol

nagkukuwento na lang akoh... actually kinakausap koh na sarili koh eh lubusin koh nah... minsan lang naman toh eh... ahhh... yeah i went party party last last week w/ friends... we weren't suppose to go clubbin'.. kakain lang sana... eh napagtripan so why not... i luv to dance eniweiz nd yeah sometimes to drink but am not a drinker... i was tryin' na nde malasing ung isang friend koh na madalas mag-knock down so akoh ang parang naging bodyguard nya... i was drinking all her drinks... funny nga kc i didn't spend a dime dat night... they all paid for our drinks... who's they... basta they... so un... hangending... akoh nalasing... but... totally alert naman akoh but i almost got kick out... corny kc ung mga bouncers don... i think nung dme koh nang nainom eh nanunulak akoh nang tao.. crowded eh... actually nde akoh ung fwend koh... well... natutulak nyah kc i was pushing her... lol...

anyhoo i didn't even know wat i drink.. i know its all mix wines nd vodka.. nd i dunno... wala akong idea sa drinks.. i juz drink it... kc i'm not a drinker... its just fun sometimes to get drunk... oh funny cuz some guys were askin' me to dance but i like to dance in 3's w/ friends... don't feel like solo... baka ma-rape koh eh... lol... science ung huli daw wafu... di koh nakita face eh... but nung normal mode na akoh next day i was like eh nde naman akoh inask nun nung una eh... 'ung fwend koh.. but since she was taken eh saken pumunta... ano 'un? lol... nd funny everytime they ask me to dance i go to d' bathroom... they were like inaask kang mag-dance! takbo ka nemen nang takbo... lol... anyhoo... it was fun... i had a great time.. i juz luv to laugh when i'm drunk nd i guess linta akoh minsan...yep... lookin' forward of goin' out again next time...

i'm feeling little better now... kalerki... lol... hmmm... *nakatitig lang sa laptop*......

oh yeah i remember last time i told my niece cuz she did somethin' w/ her playdoh... is dat how u spell it? eniweiz... i was like "ano bah yan mukhang palaka!" ung gawa nyah... she was like "wat's palaka?" tawa akoh... mah bad... nalimutan koh slang pala mga kausap koh.. tsk!

nakakaaliw lang tlgah minsan mag-blog... i won't lie that i luv koments... i luv hearin' from u guyz... pero wats more awesome eh is to able to write down my thoughts in any way i want it... it doesn't have to be right grammar... it doesn't have to be in juz one language... it doesn't have be great transitions from paragraph to paragraph... it doesn't have to be like an essay... lol.. kahit jologs pa yan.. kahit conyo... juz write down watever... kinda like journal i guess...

i luv to write down my thoughts too sometimes kc pag nde i'm super daldal... yep... kalerki lang.. i don't like it kc nde lahat nang lumalabas sa bibig koh eh maganda... ung minsang makapagsalita ka lang... yeah..

oh yeah God's been sweet to meeh lately... nakakatuwa.... it was funny cuz i lost my camera for months now... i was pretty sure it was at home pero hinalughog koh sa buong haus nde koh makita... then day before yesterday... pauwi akoh nang haus... nakita koh hangaganda nung mga leaves sa labas nang haus namen... kc fall... lalo na ung mga red leaves... i was like to God "sayang po God nde ko makunan nang pix... la akong camera" then dat very night... pagkadating koh sa haus... tuwang tuwa nanay koh... nd she was like... "nakita na namen cam moh... sa likod nang frame" i was like wat? nde nga?... i was so happy.. kakatuwa... nd hangtungeks...nung naghahanap akoh sa haus eh lahat nang frames binaliktad koh... lahat nang sulok sinilip koh...even room koh binaliktad koh... even kusina hinalughog koh... kahit bathroom pinag-tripan koh... kahit sa haus nang ate koh... pinagbintangan koh... pati mga pamangkin koh ginawa kong suspect...kahit aso namen tinanong koh... lol... pero funny kc there was juz one part of da haus na nde koh chinek... nd it was there... kalerki...

man... end koh nah toh kc essay nah eh kc need to get ready nah cuz i gotta be somewhere tonight... yep nagbebenta akoh nang aliw sa gabi.. lolz... juz kidding of course...

anyhoo... kung may nagbasa man... tibay moh... lol... man more likely i'll be up for 24 hours... i dont' usually do that now eh kc i'm tryin' to stick on my sleep pattern... oh devah... lol... sige... thanks folks... nde akoh nagsasawang makipag-blog sa inyoh... sometimes so lazy nd tired lang tlagah magbasa... *churi*... next time aadik akoh... la lang so much time kc eh... wabz koh kayoh... lab lab... Godbless!

pangarap ko

2010-11-04T20:23:00.000-07:00

simple lang naman ang pangarap koh....

...yun eh maging pangarap moh

lol... Godbless u guyz =)

kinda funny =)

2010-11-03T23:40:00.000-07:00

Titlog and Nanin:

kakatuwa mga pamangkin koh... my niece umm lets call her ann-ann
she say itlog as titlog and my nephew say kanin as nanin... nd ann say gusto as in tuto...
so it sounds like this... "Tuto ko nang nanin at titlog" haha... lolz... kaaliw lang =)

Gusto ko:

mah other niece koh lets name her le-lei... older than Ann...
(yup those are not real names) *niece ann-anne was talking to meeh*

Anne: auntie tuto koh... rice...
ME: tuto moh? hahah... tuto moh rice.. tuto moh... *i was trying to copy her*
*natatawa si LEI kc buyoy si ann so she was like*
Lei: ann! nde tuto moh... you have to say Usto moh....
ME: *laughin so hard* *

oh devah.. kinorek nang isa pang buyoy! lolz

Palo:

Ann-Ann: auntie! Le-lei away me... you palo her
*oh devah sosyal mag-salitah... lol*

Usok:

nephew wil: mommy TOK... *while pointing at the "usok*
niece anne: wil! mali! hindi TOK yon UTOK!
*oh devah... hanggaling magkorek... lol... wehe.. =)*

Dine:

youngest niece Jill... instead of calling me auntie diane...
she calles me DINE! hangcute devah =)

okei at work w/ mga adik na customers nemen

You are Fine

ME: how are you?
Guy: i'll be fine if i have you
ME: sure
*i actually wanted to tell him "cool that rhymes!* lol

other version... ibang customer naman...

ME: how are you?
GUY: i'm FINE like you
*weh?* lol

haha... pero hwag kayo maniniwala cuz mga hadik lang yan...yep =P

Mind Reader:

nakakatuwa ung dalawang matanda kong customer sina lolo at lola
*they were kinda arguing...
Lolo: *then lolo was like*...am i supposed to be a mind reader?
Lola: YES!

haha... la lang... nakakatuwa si lola kc hangtaray nd she was straight to d' point..
nd yep GUYS u all suppose to be a mind reader
...kung gusto nyong tumagal sa relationship nyo! haha...LOL *just kiddin'*

daz all for now folkz.. nite na akoh...nd alam koh paulit ulit na lang ako BUT thank sa mga dumadalaw here... nd sori medyo can't return d' favor for now... kc po medyo tired po akoh lately para gumala... BUT wabz koh kayoh nd appreciate all of u... ingatz...have a super day and Godbless! -di

yoko na =(

2010-11-02T23:48:00.000-07:00

tapos na akong mag-celebrate nang 2 years koh sa blog... eemo naman akoh... =( i juz suddenly feel sad... yang suddenly feel sad na yan eh emo koh pa yan kahapon... then i felt better then i feel d' same way again... actually juz now... i hate d' feeling... wala namang karapatan makaramdam nitoh... oh man! i don't like feeling this way... like i'm 'bout to burst in tears... really... awww =(.... *teary eyes* la lang... i wish i could juz tell u guyz but rather not... *sigh* matutulog na nga lang akoh eemo pa akoh... kalerki... but eniweiz... sori... tapos na kc mag-celebrate nang 2 years eh... time to emo i guess... hmmm... juz wanna say thanks sa mga bumati at babati pa sa pag-turned 2 nang blog koh... if u wanna make me feel better eh go ahead... nde koh kayo pipigilan.... hmmmm... *huminga nang malalim* but i know things always don't go my way... i guess siguro itz more bout trusting God.... "God i trust u po but i just suddenly feel so down and u know why" kalerki... yep makaemo lang... but i'll be aight...akoh pah... wala akong karapatan mag-emo kc... kc yon... yon na un.... take care folks... but i still feel sad =( ... but nite nite though... i gotta sleep nah... thanks for listenin' kahit few second so emo lang.. i appreciate it nd Godbless! -di

2 years na palah tayo

2010-11-01T21:31:00.000-07:00

Akalain mong aabot tayo nang ganitong katagal no
Bilis tlgah lumipas nang panahon oo
Nakakatawa kc ilang beses kitang binalak ilet-go
Ilang beses ko reng tri-ny tapusin ang tayo

Pero anditoh pa ren ako at nde nawalay sa'yo
Nde magawang magpakalayo sa piling mo
Nabihag mo ang tumtibok na puso ko
At di lang yon cuz naging adik den ako sa'yo

Napapasaya mo ang araw koh
Nagiging comfort kita sa kalungkutan koh
Nakikinig kah sa mga kaemohan ko
Pati gabi ko nakukumpleto mo

Pero kung sakalin man na magkahiwalay tayo
Gusto kong malaman moh
Nde ka mawawaglit sa isip at puso ko
Dahil nakaukit ka na ditoh

Nagpapasalamat akoh na dumating ka sa life ko
Naging makulay itoh nang dahil sa'yo
Mahal kitah at nde koh ikakaila itoh
Happy 2nd year sa aten blog koh =)

p.s. kala nyo kung ano nah noh... or kala koh lang? lol...
supposedly 31st pa yan kc un ung 2nd year nang blog koh...
anyhoo.... yey! 2 yrs. na meeh kahit kadalasan eh nawawala....
salamat sa lahat nang ka-blogs koh... wabz koh kayoh...
ingatz nd Godbless! -di

...not easy

2010-10-29T19:32:00.000-07:00

...when i miss you
by: dee

i don't like it when i miss you

i feel so sad and so blue

its like my night is not complete

i feel like i'm under ten below feet

you could have at least say hi

so i won't be like this saying sigh

its crazy but i feel so down

can't smile even w/ a clown

i so hate this feeling everytime

cuz all i do is complain and whine

a day w/out you feels so empty

don't like it cuz it makes me unhappy

starting not to like this feeling

cuz all i do is stare at the ceiling
dunno how my night can get through

if i'm missing you so badly its true

p.s. isang araw pa yang mood na yan... la lang... trip koh lang i post... have a gud day folks... pansin koh nde akoh nagblo-blog lately like nagkukuwento... eh tamad-tamaran lola nyoh eh...btw i appreciate so much ung mga dumadalaw ditoh... luv yah'll... *muwahugz* Godbless! -di

...definitely

2010-10-26T20:40:00.000-07:00

addicted to you

by: dee

ur simple laugh makes me high

ur simple Hi helps me get by

with you I feel like i can fly

you are my light in moonless sky

my day started right cuz of you

you make me daydream out of the blue

you are like a prince in a dream come true

thinking about you is all I wanna do

I dunno why I always feel this way

I dunno how but in my heart you always stay

you are like a rainbow after a rainy day

I always miss you that's all I can say

but you only exist here in my mind

but thinking about you helps me unwind

our every moment is what i love to rewind

I will always love you even only from behind

ps. la lang... natuwa lang akoh gumawa nang poem kanina... la hadik lang minsan eh... lolz... have a nice day folkz.. Godbless! -di

why i love fall?

2010-10-25T23:57:00.000-07:00

Godbless!

U make me =)

2010-10-24T09:48:00.000-07:00

You're better then the best

I'm lucky just to linger in your light

Cooler than the flip side

Of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware

Nothing can compare to where

You send me, lets me know that it's okay

Yeah, it's okay

And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed

Sing like a bird, dizzy in my head

Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Oh, you make me smile

p.s. daz mah ringtone nd mah caller tune at d moment...so yeah have a nice day u guyz... wabzyah'll.. Godbless! -di

gising pa U?

2010-10-16T01:52:00.000-07:00

hmmm...

parang gusto koh gumawa nang tula on d' spot... hmmmm....

try koh...

parang gustong gusto ko maging parte nang buhay mo
minsan feeling koh i'm getting closer to you
tapos darating ang time na feeling koh nde kita maabot
minsan parang gusto koh nang gu-mive up sau

actually ilang milyong beses na kitang ni-le-letgo
pero tatangahan ata pa ren itong lola mo
nde koh alam bakit parang umaasa pa ren akoh
may inaasahan pa ren kaya akoh mula sayo?

dumadating ang time na halo halo pakiramdam ko
kanonood koh lang kc nang maemong movie
kaya siguro pati yutaks koh nag-eemote na ren
or ano nga bah? la akong maisip na rhyme sa movie

nalilito ang yutakz koh or nde lang tlgah gumagana
kc naman sobrang late na noh.... anong oras na bah?
kalerki tlgah minsan ang maging babae oo
pero kung alam moh lang...mahal pa ren kita

oh devah... on d spot yan... la lang... makapag-blog lang... lolz... so yeah nde naman akoh emo.. nd yes maemo akong sobrah pag meron akoh... nde koh alam ang pakiramdam... before naman akoh may dalaw eh sobrang mainit ulo koh... weird but yeah itz true... daz all muna folkz... have a super day... alam koh i don't have to explain but i'll explain eniweiz... i'm not being fair kc nde akoh makadalaw balik sa mga dumadalaw sa blog koh.. pasensya nah po medyo tired lang lately... pero pag nag-adik akoh eh hwag kah... babasahin koh lahat nang post mo.. lolz.. ingatz folks.. i appreciate all ur visit... have a super day po.. hwag ganong maemo like mwah... GODBLESS! -di

yoko pakiramdam na'to

2010-10-14T20:25:00.000-07:00

medyo tired ako and medyo emo
parang hanglungkot at gumuguho mundo ko
nde koh maintindihan ang pakiramdam koh
siguro dahil un nga pagod lang ako

umuulan kc ngaun sa mundo ko
so sumasabay sa pag-emo koh
nde moh tuloy maipinta ang mukha ko
nakakalerki ang pakiramdam na ito

hangsakit pa nang mga paa ko
la akong gustong gawin kundi umupo
yoko nang pakiramdam na itoh
kc parang wala kang magawang matino

pero actually nagkakaganito ako
kc lintek na buwanang dalaw na ito
sinisira lagi ang mood ko
kakaganito tlgah ako pag meron akoh

umeemong dee =(

...Godbless

hikabz

2010-10-08T21:28:00.000-07:00

bagong trip eh mag-blog nang nakahiga... yupz... hmmm.... inaantokz na akoh... feeling koh everytime na nag bloblog akoh eh inaantokz akoh... *hikabz*... oh yeah main goal koh bukas.. matulog... yeah... gusto kong matulog... tutulog akoh... teka... oh yeah i was thinkin' of doin' somethin' pero narealized koh *hikabz* hhhaaayyy... yon narealized koh tinatamad akoh.. actually iniisip koh kung nagawa koh pero dehinz pa palah.. na confused akoh there for a sec... hmmmm... time na bah.... maaga pa para bukas... *hikabz* hhhaayyy... *teary na eyes koh* sabay punas nang mata... uhm pasensya na alam koh i don't have to explain but sasabihin koh pa ren... medyo tired lately *hikabz* hay shoot... so un... kinda tired nd lazy na nde makadalaw at magawang magparamdam sa inyo mahal kong bloggers... i'm tellin' d truth nd nothin' but d' truth... lolz... *hikabz*.... i think kelangan koh nang matulog.. oh yeah nagtytype akoh eh medyo napapapikit akoh... may part na nagtytype akoh at tutulog saglit... oh yeah i was gonna make a poem daw but since i was so tired nd not so inspired right at this moment eh 'la akong magawa... *yawn* para maiba nemen.... *teary eyes* uletz... punas nang matah... 'unz... gusto lang talagah igalaw ang mga daliri nang kamay koh... yupz... *hikabz*... sige.. hhhaaayyyyyyy.... sige na bago koh maubos ang word na h and z... later madlang bloggers... u guyz rock!.. Godbless! -di

bilis nang heartbeat koh...

2010-10-05T00:09:00.000-07:00

... eh kc nagkape akoh.. matutulog na eh nagkape pah... geez! weh? un nga bah ang dahilan?! un nga eh.. enebeh! hadik noh... haha.. kinausap ang sarili... eh kc nemen... puyat na naman akoh... malapit na namang mag-cinderella... yes almost 12 na nemen... devah sabi koh nde akoh eexplain... pero i juz feel like explaining right now.. medyo hinay hinay lang akoh sa pagdalaw sa mga blogs ha... medyo pagod lola nyoh nd medyo uhm lang time? pwede nang reason un... lolz... yeah feeling koh dme kong kausap... un pala sarili koh lang... teka.. u guyz think nalelerki na akoh ??? hmm... slight lang nemen i think.. lolz... kalerki gising pa kc akoh eh.. taas pa nang sugar level koh... sugar level nga bah? eh ba' hangbilis nang tibok nang puso koh?! hmmm... inlababo ang heart... nde nga... nag-kape nga akoh.. lolz... natatawa akoh sa sarili kong post... wala lang... uhm... hmmmm... i really need to sleep na tlagah... sensya na palah kung sometimes i sounded so conyo.. yeah may nagsabi na saken nyan... but mine naman daw is not so bad... not so annoying.. well i better hope not... or is it annoying? r u sure? really sure? positive? hmm... well ok... itz ok to lie para nde lang akoh ma-hurt.. lolz.. nde feel free to say ur opinion... ayos lang yan... kc i'm happy... i'm not emo.. i'm blessed and i'm inlove!... inlove w/ coffee.. nemen di pa akoh tapos eh... lolz.. so yeah... juz wanna update u guyz w/ my kalerkihan... and yeah i'm out for now.. peace! much luv nd Godbless! -nalelerking dhee =P

pasasalamat lang sa mga koments nyoh sa mga posts ko sa aking pagbabalik... btw oi effortvyan... lolz... nite na talagah... Godbless!

hanglabo lang

2010-10-03T21:43:00.000-07:00

Pansin koh lang parang ang sipag koh mag post lately. Medyo nag-adik lang kc pagkatapos nang mahabang panahon na pagkawala... Habang panahon ha... lolz. Well uhm three months den un so in blogsphere world eh that is like a year... oh yeah... lolz. Well also hangsipag koh mag-post kc ang hangreality medyo tinatamad akoh... hanglabo devah? gusto nyo bang iexplain koh pah para lalong lumabo. Kaya nemen i won't even bother... kc nemen also i dunno how to explain it...wat to explain or why do i even have to explain.

Speaking of explain... itz just that pansin koh lang nd gawain koh ren kc... why do we have to explain everything to our fellow blogger such as maghihiatus tayo.. mawawala tayo saglit.. or why we posted certain post nd be like kc ganito ganyan at blah blah blah... la lang.. i should be asking myself of dat question kc akoh yan kadalasan.. i feel like i have to explain everything everytime... i dunno... i juz feel like respect lang sa mga readers koh... nd i guess uhm... nde kc akoh tipong tao nang-iiwan sa ere so most of d' time papaalam akoh kung mawawala akoh...akoh lang un okei... hmm parang hangboring nang topic koh... pansin koh lang.. hmmm.

Nakakaaliw lang tong laptop koh.. hangdmeng puwedeng gawin... dmeng pwedeng panoorin... pwedeng laruin and i can even read a book from my nook reader here... sa dmeng pwedeng gawin eh wala na ako minsang gustong gawin... oh yeah.. parang wala.. tinatamad akoh... so 'unz.. la na-blangko akoh there for a second.

I really wanna be a good writer sometimes like d' other bloggers here... parang hangsmooth lang lagi nang pagkakuwento nila.. ung transition nang every paragraph nilah or kahit anong ikuwento nilah parang hangsarap sarap basahin... me on d' other hand.. uhm.. i dunno... i juz feel like typing.

in fairness.. i'm a little bit early ngaun mag blog.. uhm its only 9:35 in my world right now... so 'unz.. bout to take off na ren online... oh yeah kanina ano bah ginawa ko... well never mind i don't feel like telling it... la lang we juz watched movie... sinabi ren eh noh... hanglabo.. so 'unz.. hmmm....may gusto akong gawin... may gusto akong kausapin... may gusto akong ewan... may gusto akoh pero nde koh alam... may gusto kang gawin sometimes pero nde moh ginagawa.. nde moh magawa.. or nde moh lang ginagawa... did that even make sense? of course not... dahil akoh eh isang malabong nilalang.

i guess... daz all for now? yeah kelangan talagah may question mark... inaantokz na ren akoh nang slight... i stil have to wake up early tomorrow... yup... i still got so much things to do but am not doing it.. how productive devah.. of course.. akoh pah... you know akoh i can really be so lazy sometimes... tawag koh minsan sa sarili koh eh masipag na tamad... masipag akong tao pero tamad akoh... oh devah hanglabo lang.. lolz

yon lang muna ang post koh para sa sarili koh for now... lolz... blangko na naman... uhm... i know i was gonna say something more but then i forgot... uhmm... iniisip koh kung ano dapat ang sasabihin koh pero dehinz koh maisip kaya nemen nevermind... btw isa yang hate na word koh ang nevermind.. kapag may mga taong may sinasabi sau and u juz ask them wat once and they'll be like.. "nevermind"... so 'unz... eh that's all for now... have nice day folks... enjoy blogging.. oh devah... ingatz... nd GODBLESS! -di

wabzU

2010-10-03T14:45:00.000-07:00

haha... trip lang... naaliw lang akoh gamitin ung sa paint koh sa laffy taffy koh... uhm... yeah.. have a super day yah'll... feeling inlab lang yan.. lolz... Godbless! -di

uhhmm...

2010-10-02T23:02:00.000-07:00

gusto koh nang matulog cuz inaantokz na akoh cuz it's almost 11 pm nah... kalerki den akoh mag-blog eh noh... usually late at night... but i won't probably do this so often.. i mean blogging so late at night kc itz not healthy... tutulog na ren siguro maya maya... *hikabz* so sleepy... geez!

now wat am i gonna say? i actually have no topic on my head.. i juz feel like blogging and typing...yup... my usual... actually medyo napagod na nang slight kc kanina pa akoh medyo gumagala sa blogsphere... pero i felt like itz pretty quiet.. kc i think mostly are off right now sa blogging world... cuz uhm... sunday sa pinas time... yup... so 'unz... ahhh... hmmm...

*hikabz* kalerki... inaantokz akoh.. oh yeah... oh i was juz gonna say why am i so sleepy eh i juz took a nap earlier.. speaking of nap... uhm... i had a bad dream kanina graveh... well in my dream laging alam moh un may sometimes humahabol sau or somethin'.. or ur being chase by some bad scary whatever creature.. but funny thing is akoh kapag nananaginip akoh nang ganon eh nagagawa koh ang mga gusto kong gawin kinda like makalusot sa very small hole.. tumalon sa pader or somethin' like dat.. but when d' dream getz really bad i always try to wake up... so i think kanina i was almost got killed or caught by dat watever creature.. it didn't look so scary but i felt like if that thing catch me it would be d' end of me.. so i prayed na magising and i was trying to scream pero there was no voice comin' out of my mouth... pero thank God nagising akoh... so i turned on d' light right away... thanked Him.. and yeah un lang.. so 'unz...

namiss koh mag-blog... namiss koh magkuwento.. namiss koh kuwentuhan sarili koh... cuz of most of d' time eh akoh lang naman ang reader nang blog koh... or it was more like akoh ang number one fan nitoh.. kahit paulit ulit koh pang basahin eh dehinz akoh nagsasawa.. kahit isa lang syang walang kwentz na post...

so i guess basically datz it for now... i don't have a matinong kwento.. kelan bah akoh nagkaroon? hmm... lolz.. so yeah... i so appreciate all of u guyz... especially ung walang sawang sumusuporta nang blog koh.. oh devah... feeling.. wehe... luv u bloggers.. i think u guyz are all awesome... have a super day and Godbless!

-di

la lang

2010-10-02T11:11:00.000-07:00

hangsarap naman non...

2010-09-29T23:38:00.000-07:00

ahhh wala lang.. napadalaw lang akoh sa page ni Mr. B... humanga lang akoh kc ung blog nyah dedicated sa luvz nyang si Ms. Kate... hangsarap naman nang ganong pagmamahal... ramdam moh pagmamahal nyah sa bawat salitang binibitawan nyah para sa babaeng minamahal nyah.. ramdam moh ang bawat poem na inaalay nya para sa kanyah... and ramdam moh ang bawat letra na minumutawi nang labi nyah para sa Kate nang buhay nyah... minumutawi? is dat even a word? may word na ganon devah? basta un.. lolz

uhmm.. la lang... itz almost 12 na sa mundo koh.. well ba't gising pa akoh? tama! kc nde pa akoh tulog.. lolz.. yeah bout to sleep na sana eh pero naisipang dumalaw saglit sa mundong blogsphere.. don't really have much time magbabasa pero un.. i tried kahit saglit lang... yeah feel koh lang mag-explain...

hangsarap naman non.. yeah un... la lang.. ung ganong klaseng pagmamahal... parang tipong edward bella.. or kaya naman henry claire... yeah.. un lang... di na gumagana yutakz koh... *sigh* san ka na bah pag-ibig koh... my gulay almost pasko na naman ohh... magtatapat ka bah or nde? lolz.. kausap koh?! sarili koh.. haha... trip koh lang mag-type...

namiss koh mag-blog in fairness.. namiss koh kahit minsan tipong akoh lang nagbabasa nitoh..yeah aliw na aliw na akoh kamo.. yup... la lang.. adik eh... kalerki... thank God kc may laptop na akoh.. yey!.. la lang... tagal koh reng nakikigamit lang nang computer noh.. at pinagtitiisan ang cellfone para mag-online.. so 'unz...

sige un lang muna for now... sarili koh lang nemen kausap koh ditoh eh.. lolz.. have a super day u guyz... i like sayin' that kc yan madalas sinasabi nang boss namen.. so 'unz... *powerhugz* labz koh kayoh... u guyz may juz be a blogger pero u guyz have a special place in my heart.. naks.. ingatz yah'll...

Godbless! -di

naaasar akoh..

2010-09-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

Naaasar ako sayo kc u always make my day
Konting hirit mo lang eh aliw na aliw na'ko
Kakaasar lang kc parang you complete me
Mas maganda sana kung if I complete U too

Naaasar ako sayo kc nde ka naman so wafu
Di ren so sweet at minsan may pagka-suplado
Kakaasar kc parang kilig na kilig pa ren ako
La kang ka ide-idea pero nalelerki ako sa'yo

Naaasar ako sayo kc di U nagbabayad nang rent
Tagal ka nang tambay nang libre sa yutakz ko
Kakaasar kc la ka na atang balak mag-move out
Geez! pro echoz lang un kc tuwang tuwa nemen ako

Naaasar ako sayo kc my heart is still yours
Tumitibok pa ren nang bonggang bongga para saU
Kakaasar kc i think i'm still inlove with you
Hangproblema nga lang sikreto koh lang ito

kaya SShhh...

walang basagan nang trip... lolz GODBLESS! -di

broke Ako

2010-09-27T22:32:00.000-07:00

yeah..

2010-09-27T00:44:00.000-07:00

Before I sleep tonight my dear
I just wanted to let you know
how much my heart longed for you
& how bad I wanted tell you these

I miss you Guys! =) Love, DHIANZ

GODBLESS!

eexist pa ba ang true love?

2010-05-13T17:53:00.000-07:00

yeah nag-eexist pa bah? kc malapit na akong gumive up... ang hirap naman na ibigay ang pag-ibig mo sa taong nde mo mahal... naks oh devah... feeling dmeng nagmamahal... lolz... yeah hopeless case romantic akoh... fan akoh nang mga fairy tale love stories... feeling ko kc cinderella akoh eh... mas mabuti siguro maging sleeping beauty na lang akoh... matulog na lang akoh hanggang gisingin ako nang prinsipe koh... teka tanggalin natin ang word na beauty kc nde naman ako maganda kaya gawin nating sleeping human... haha... *sigh* well blog ko naman to devah... nde nyo naman ako kilala so ba't ako mahihiya mag-open nang ibang feelings koh... yeah there are days na i feel so alone... halos lamunin ka nang kalungkutan... ang lalim noh... itz like u dont wanna do nothing but either stare at d sky or stare in d ceiling of ur room... na u feel so sad bour urself especially if u see those people around u with their special love ones... nakakalungkot na minsan wala kang taong makasama specially pag nde mo makontak mga kaibigan mo cuz they have a date with their honeys... or u feel sorry for urself kc parang napaka-loner moh... nakakalungkot devah... masama bang mangarap na may nagmamahal den sau? dme kong pagmamahal na gustong ibuhos kung sino man syah na halos nalulunod na puso koh... but sometimes its funny sabi nang isang kaibigan koh na baka mawalan na akoh nang time sa kanyah pag muling nagmahal akoh... hanglalim... haha... of course nagmahal in d past but actually thatz been a while... pero parang nde naman love.. nde naman real... but nasaktan nang tunay... not too much but got hurt a bit... after dat last one nde naman huminto ang buhay koh... pero nahinto na akong magmahal i guess... not totally pero naging loveless nah... itz sad but itz a fact... may ibang medyo nabulag as in medyo lang but wasnt given a chance cuz nde ko naman gusto nd i doubt itz a love nd maybe cuz im waiting for my real prince... i hoping d next one would be my last...maybe my first real love and my last one nd my forever... hopeless talagah akoh graveh... feel free to lift me up kc medyo lang naman kinda down lately... kaya u guyz not in my FB kc nag-oopen ako sa inyoh bout some of my real feelings... kc i dont really open up... u guyz are like my living diary as well... thanks for listening... atin atin lang to ha... lolz... Godbless! nagmamahal, emoterang dhi =)

itz been a while

2010-04-30T22:40:00.000-07:00

di na atah ako marunong mag-blog...lolz... hmmm... ah wanted to blog kc since i started blogging eh i have at least one entry in a month... eh end na nang april sa mundo koh so yeah... i thought i'd make a post... nd kc kapag nde ko na sya sinulatan this month... if i have no any entry at all this month eh more likely i won't post anything for next month and maybe d month after that... hanggang sa dehinz na ako mag-blog... i don't think i'm ready yet to leave this world... ah still lavet it here and lab u guyz... hangswit... nd miss ko ren kc kayoh nang bongga... not sure if u miss me guyz though... but daz fine cause i definitely miss u mga ka-blogs koh...kakulitanz..kaemohan... at kalabteam ko... haha...at kung ano ano pah... ahhh oh yeah kinda hard kc den mag-blog ditoh sa fone koh... not as easy sa laptop koh... unfortunately kc haven't buy a new one... i know there are some cheap ones out there that i can buy pero kung bibili akoh eh ung gusto koh nah...more likely i'll have it siguro awa ni God by fall ...man! time goes by so fast noh... pero in fairness thank God eh nakuha ko na ung 2 stuff na i wanted to buy so bad...out of five bah un...etoh nga ung cell koh na htc touch pro 2... still loving it... then now i got mah nook ebook reader! yey! niregalo nang ate koh nd bro in law koh... i juz had to add hundred bucks to it though kc ung cash gift na binigay saken wasnt enough nd that money eh meant for nook talagah... so unz... itz pretty cool... ah so lavet it!... so unz... ang daldal koh... haha... so ah guess daz all for now... dehinz makagala so much ditoh sa fone koh but i'll do my best dumalaw or at least say haller... salamat sa mga komentz from d past na dehinz ko nareplayan.. sensya nemen... so yah... lab yah all...good to back kahit sometimes eh dehinz pa ren so active... so yeah... *muwahugz*.. Godbless!

kakalerki

2010-03-12T20:31:00.000-08:00

takte! na-miss koh toh... ang mag-type na gumagalaw lahat nang daliri sa kamay koh... pwamis!... ahmiss it!.. i can type very very fast.. ahehhe... oh my gulay... kung alam nyo lang gano akoh nalelerki mag-internet sa cellfone koh... hangbagal!... i think my regular typin' speed eh ano nga bah?.. around 80 siguro... or less.. don't remember... i can type pretty fast... pero sa cell... what?.. uhm... 11 to 15 word per minute siguro.. or less?.. ahahah... takte!.. nde ka bah naman malerki non... sobrah... ahhmiss u guyz... nang bonggang bongga... adik akoh mag-type eh... kaya akoh nakakapag-komentz nang nobela kc aliw na aliw akoh minsan na mag-type nang mag-type or sadyang madaldal lang tlgah ang mga daliri koh... siguro yon nga... madaldal lang ang daliri koh... haha... oh yeah nakadalaw kc akoh ngaun d2 sa ate koh... yey! hep hep hooray!.. ahehhe... pero okei... gaya nung sinabi koh sa deleted entry koh eh *READ MODE* lang muna akoh.. but am gonna try mah best na magreply sa mga komentz nyo usin' mah bonggang bongga na new cell... wehe... pero dehinz muna akoh magsusulat nang mga new entries so much... unless sipagin... hanglabo... basta yon... anyhoo... wala nemen akong topic eh... usual!.. aheheh... kakalerki tlgah oo... bilis koh mag-type... parang zooommm lang.. haha.. 'la lang.. kakalerki... hmmmm... now am lost.. ano pa bah ang sasabihin koh?... man! yon... now ahwanna buy a new laptop so bad... oh my goodness... hmmm... isoli koh kaya ang bonggang sosing new cell koh then ibili koh na lang nang laptop... sounds like a good idea... tapos gamitin kong parang cellfone ang laptop... imaginin nyoh nasa tenga koh yung laptop.. as in yung laptop ha... ahaha... hang-sisa eh noh... wehe... enebeh.. kakalerki... teka.. try koh nga maghanap nang image nang aking sosing new fone... be right back... =)

naramdaman nyo ba pagkawala koh?... haha.. lolz... eniweiz... you think i should keep mah fone? ... i can still return it if i want to... and i have 'bout a week more for that option... then juz buy a new laptop... actually mas mahal yung laptop eh... yung gusto kong laptop... but hmmm ahreally like this fone though... well letz see na lang kung ano ang mangyayari.. kung topakinz akoh or nde... or keep this na lang nd buy a new laffy taffy... yey! i think that's a better idea.. haha... feeling yamin eh noh... feeling lang... anyhoo... so yeah.. folkz... for now eh *READ MODE* lang muna akoh... i'll try na makireply pero not gonna post so much new entries muna and kita kitz na lang sa mga entries nyoh.. lab yah'll... *hugz*... Godbless! -di

p.s. nd ahwanted to make a new entry usin' a computer kc namiss koh ang style and color nang font koh... =)

kulang lang sa tulog

2010-03-10T01:00:00.000-08:00

May pagkakataon minsan sa buhay moh na nalulungkot kah lang. Hindi mo maintindihan ang nadarama moh. May mga taong gusto moh kung puwede lang sayong sayo lang sya. Minsan sobrang selfish lang. Minsan nde ka lang maligaya. May pagkakataon na parang gusto na tumulo nang mga luha moh. Nde moh talagah maipaliwanag ang nararamdaman moh. Nakukuha mo man minsan ang mga bagay na inaasam moh. Pero nde pa rin sapat para paligayahin kah.

Masama bang mangarap na andyan ka lang lagi para sakin. Paramdam mo na mahalaga den akoh sau. Kung nde man eh paramdam mo ren. San kah sa mga panahong malungkot akoh. San kah sa mga moment na ganitong umaagos ang luha koh. Bat nde kitah maramdaman. Bat feeling koh nag-iisa akoh. Bat feeling koh ang lungkot lungkot koh.

Eh kc nemen gabi na. Mag-isa kah dahil tulog na mga tao sa mundo moh. Nagkakaganyan kah dahil ilang araw ka nang pagod at mix nang puyat. Nagkakaganyan kah dahil medyo malayo kah nang slight minsan kay God. Nagkakaganyan kah dahil madalas iniisip mo lang sarili moh. Nagkakaganyan kah dahil minsan bitter-bitteran ka lang. Kakaganyan ka dahil minsan nabubuhay ka sa inggit. Kakaganyan kah dahil nde moh na alam ang landas na tinatahak moh. Kakaganyan kah dahil nawalah na yung sobrang passion mo kay God. Kakaganyan kah dahil minsan masyado kang focus kung anong walah kah keysa magpasalamat sa sobrang dmeng blessings moh. Kakaganyan kah kse madaling-araw na at gising ka pah. Kalah mo umeemo ka pero antok lang yan. Itulog mo lang yan.

Kaya nite. ZzzzzZzzzZ.

Godbless!

1st fone blog entry

2010-03-08T22:03:00.000-08:00

yeah bloblog akoh d2 sa aking new touch fone...yabang eh noh...hayaan nyoh na akoh kc minsan lang akoh magyabang at naaaliw lang kc akoh nang bonnga ditoh sa fone koh...kaaliw mag-online...or nasabik lang tlagah akoh mag-online...kaaliw kc i can go online anytime...probz lang pag nasa labas akoh nd i use d internet eh daling mag-lobatt nang fone...kaso nga lang....one word per minute atah akoh...ah nde siguro make it two...haha....at tsaka itoh ang tinatawag na sobrang effort na blogging...ma-aappreciate moh ang bawat letra koh...teka siguro naman eh mga four to five word per minute naman akoh...haha...hangkuletz eh noh...sa sobrang bagal eh nde makahabol ang thoughts koh...geez! wehe... and yeah i don't think i can edit d font nd la ding color...pero ayos lang at least makakapag-blog pa ren akoh kahit la pa akong new laffy taffy....behind na behind na ang yutakz koh....ung thoughts koh nasa third page na pero akoh nasa second sentence pa lang nang introduction...haha...hanglabo at hangkuletz koh....inaantokz na akoh sa bagal koh nag-blog...haha...*hikabz* yan ramdam nyoh antokz koh....nde ko na alam pinagsasabi koh...naaaliw na lang akoh sa mga pinipindot kong letters....haha.....pinipindot talagah eh noh...naaliw akoh sa word...haha la lang...hangcute pa dito sa fone na toh eh may stylus na kasama at itz way easier than using ur finger...sosyal stylus....wehe....ahlike diz fone way better than iphone....mah dream fone....thank God nabili koh....cute den ang price at monthly koh....at least feeling sosyal akoh...may internet akoh at makakabasa akoh nang mga entries nyoh....un nga lang nde akoh makakomentz siguro nang nobela unlesss am using d regular computer...brb ngah...am back ...feeling koh naramdaman nyoh pagkawala koh....haha....sabi koh ba na nagugutom akoh kanina...actually still hungry...uminom konti nung naked protein juice smoothie....healthy un...sinabi ko lang....pero gutom pa ren akoh..didnt eat so much atah today...mamyah siguro midnight snack akoh...past tenn na kc ditoh....at inabot akoh nang forever sa entry na to....regular typing koh siguro nakapag-entry na akoh at nakakomentz na akoh nang nobela sa sampung blogs....haha...sige pagod nah lolah nyoh...kahit kinda naaaliw pa ren akoh sa kapipindot ditoh eh post koh na toh....parang la naman akong inentry....kinausap koh lang sarili ko...haha....sige gagala gala akoh...medyo mabagal na paggala nga lang dahil aaabutin akoh nang taon bago makapagkomentz sa mga entries nyoh...unless maka-online akoh sa ateh koh or somewhere else besides ditoh sa fone or any fones....eniweiz nde koh na alam ineexplain koh or pinagsasabi koh....wala siguro ganong typo errrors toh eh isa isa mo ba namang pindutin ang mga letra....haha....word for d day pindot...lolz....kalerki sige medyo antokz na akoh...at napagod akoh nang bongga sa entry na to...haha...so yeah ingatz kayoh lagi...at walang sawang pasasalamat sa mga feeling close kong ka blogs na walang sawang dumadalaw ditoh....appreciate it....you guyz have a nice day, afternoon, and nite saken....at kung ano man ang time zone nyoh at kung san lupalop na mundo man kayoh...haha...ingatz lagi...Godbless!

delete new post

2010-03-07T21:59:00.000-08:00

haha... yon ang trip koh... delete new post.. lolz... takte! namiss koh ang magtype nang gumagana nang mabilis at bonggang bongga ang mga daliri koh... i made a new post from my new touch fone pero dinelete koh.. oh devah bongga pa-touch fone touch fone na lang... kaso man! ang bagal koh sobrah don... at minsan tinotopakz ang internet... oo nga unlimited nga pero ibah talagah kapag nag-oonline kah mismo sa computer... pero i so thank God though kc nakuha koh ang dream fone koh... yey! that was on my 2010 wish list... next on mah list would be new laffy taffy.. or kaya new camera... meron kc akong type den na new camera.. actually two of them.. but eniweiz.. yeah 'ung new fone muna... one at a time... pero man! namiss koh ang computer.. takte! wawa naman akoh oo... but pagtitiyagaan koh muna for a while ang internet sa fone koh... anyhoo! namiss koh kayo nang bongga... and i feel way better nah keysa last time... actually lately dehinz akoh gano lumalabas... eh pano bah naman halos lahat den nang ka-hang-out koh eh may mga sakit... hawa-hawaan.. or hinawaan koh... haha... lolz.. eniweiz... na-miss koh ang mag- blog.. and yeah namiss koh mag-type nang ganitoh... yung mabilis na mabilis na as in excited yung mga daliri moh na dumaldal sobrah... so 'unz.. eniweiz am here sa ate koh so etoh... makaka-computer for few hours but tmrw back to reality... btw thank u so much sa mga komentz nyoh sa last entry... nde na akoh eexplain nang bongga... pero babawi akoh nang mga komentz sa inyoh pag nakabili na nang new laffy taffy ang lola nyoh... pero that would take a while siguro few months... pero sana awa ni God before the year ends... hangtagal eh noh... eniweiz... yeah... ano bah kukuwento koh?... 'la naman ganong kuwento or tamad tamaran lang siguro magkuwento... kc not fair naman so much sa inyoh... some of u guyz eh nakikibasa sa mga la kwentz kong sinasabi d2 eh akoh eh walah ganong time to read ur blog.. kc nga po ang situation nang lola nyoh... pero am gonna try to read and komentz w/ mah new fone na kaso nga lang... takte medyo ewan koh anyareh... kakakalikot koh kanina pah eh now eh dehinz akoh makapag-online sa fone koh... tsk!... i juz bought it! as in few hours ago lang... as in bagong bago pah... eniweiz... it got warranty... they can change it naman if ever na may problema yang fone koh na nakuha koh... but so far loving it.. pero dehinz koh pa so kabisado.. i'm still playin' around w/ it... so yeah... may chechekin' pa akong ibang site and i have to pay some of my bills... all of mah bills na kc i do it online keysa by mail... tipid sa paper and para go green.. hirap nga lang... go green nga kaso takte right now eh walang computer ang lola nyoh so i have to make sure na makapunta akoh d2 sa ate koh so i could do mah bills.. well i could use the computer in the library by mah workplace.. but kaso lang... mas secure pag d2... eniweiz todo explain eh noh... anyhoo... feeling koh mahaba na to bongga.. and sobrang expain nah... thank you so much sa inyong lahat na walang sawang dumadalaw at nag-hahaller d2... miss koh kayoh sobrah... salamat...and ingatz kayoh lagi... Godbless! -di

ayEMistilSIK

2010-02-24T00:38:00.000-08:00

akala koh magaling nah akoh pero am still sick... been sick since friday... nahawa akoh sa mga nieces koh... umikot lang ang sakit kc lahat kme nagkasakit... nde tumatalab yung gamot saken kc siguro nde consistent pag-inom koh or mahina lang tlgah immune system koh minsan... pero kelangan koh magpahinga nang bongga tomorrow 'cause may work sched na uletz akoh sa thursday and called in nah akoh nung weekend and they already lemme had few days off 'cause i was sick... so 'unz.. hirap nang maysakit... medyo uso sakit ngaun d2 'cause of d' weather ren siguro... like sometimes itz so weird ang sunny sunny but so cold... oh yeah btw sori kay kuya CM kc two deleted entries nah akoh at nagkomentz kc syah don pareho... nde kc ayos yung mga post koh... kc siguro nga masama pakiramdam koh at medyo wala ren sa ayos yung yutakz koh at mga pinagsasabi koh... and dahil den don... dehinz ren akoh makagala so much... dme koh laging dahilan noh... tsk!... lolz.. eniweiz sige... dahil mahal koh kayo eh nag-iinarte akoh sa harap nyoh pero don't wori gagaling den akoh... layo nemen sa bitukah.. i juz need to get a little bit more rest... so yeah folkz... hanggang sa muli... =)

Godbless! -di

kinda sleepy

2010-02-18T00:59:00.001-08:00

yeah i'm kinda sleepy nah pero magblo-blog akoh.. bihira kaya akoh makapag-online... kinda sleepy ha... eh past 12 na kaya d2.. almost 1 a.m. na kayah... kinda sleepy pa na nalalaman.... inaantokz na kamo! time to sleep! tsk... uhm... hmmm... oh yeah i was gonna say na naiingit akoh nang kinda lang naman... slight sa ibah na madalas makapag-blog... kakamiss den... yung tumalak ka lang... 'unz... so yeah since lately wala akoh ganong internet life eh puro social life lola nyoh... naks naman tlgah eh noh... kayah etoh... kinda broke ... actually really broke until friday... tsk!... gastos kc pag puro labas... at least pag nasa bahay ka lang nasa harap nang computer moh eh libre... walang gastos... libreng tawa at saya pa minsan... anoh point koh?.. wala naman... as always.. haha... ang bilis nang minuto... kanina 12:59 lang.. ngaun 1:01 nah.. tsk!...hmmm... *hikabz*.... i think i'm definitely sleepy nah... balik reality na akoh bukas... 'la naman akong makuwentong matino sa inyoh... hmmm.... i guess kelangan koh na matulog... kc nemen... nung Sunday eh dehinz na naman akobh nakatulog... 'la eh... slight lang naman na uminom w/ friends... juz for fun.. eniweiz.. *hikabz* yeah ilang fridays and weekends na akong halos lumalabas... i dunno if its a good thing though.. hmmm... okei... nagparamdam lang... walang katapusang pagpaparamdam... haha... nite nite yah'll... hanggang sa muling pagkikita po... lab yah'll... *hugz*.. Godbless! -di

[belated] HaPPY VaLeNTiNeS! =)

2010-02-14T16:37:00.000-08:00

Ikaw Pa Rin by: Dhianz

Aaminin ko pinilit kong kalimutan ka
Inignore ko kung ano man nararamdaman ko sa'yo
Hindi ko hinayaan na kontrolin ako nang emosyon ko
I thought ok na pero ba't nangangarap muli ako sa'yo

Namiss kita nang bonggang bongga aaminin ko
Nakakagawa lang ako nang poem pag kaw naiisip ko
Kung puwede lang sabihin na mahal kita gagawin ko
Pero natatakot akong masaktan at marinig ang sagot mo

Tapusin mo na nga please ang paghihirap ko
Either sabihin mo na mahal mo ako o 'la na akong pag-asa sa'yo
Para manahimik na ang tumitibok kong puso para sa'yo
At maging masaya na lang ako kung sino man ang future mo

Pero sa mga sandaling it hayaan mo akong mangarap
Malay mo dalhin ni kupido ang mensahe ko sa'yo
Gusto ko lang sabihin na sobrang na-miss kita
If i were a boy... sasabihin ko na mahal pa rin kita

p.s. naks! hangswit... libreng mangarap at walang pakialamanan... haha.. lolz! =)
[belated] happy valentines yah'll... ingatz lagi.. Godbless! -di

Define Love

2010-02-04T11:58:00.000-08:00

gusto nyo bang i-define koh nang bonggang bongga ang salitang LOVE... eh! hwag nah.. aabutin atah akoh nang pasko sa pag-eexplain at baka abutin kayoh nang 2012 sa pagbabasa.. nyah!.. wehe... ei guyz! so sori! dehinz akoh makareply sa mga komentz nyoh.. limited ang time koh online... kahit gusto koh eh dehinz koh gano magawa...and now naki-online akoh d2 sa ate koh 'cause i have to print somethin' for school... man! may deadline akong dapat gawin for next week... pero bongga.. naubusan nang ink...san kah pah... so i guess i gotta go maybe sa library or somewhere tomorrow para makapag-print... hanglayo nyoh.. usapang LOVE sa printer.. ahaha.. lolz... ei... pag nde nyo akoh maramdaman eh nde akoh bzbzhan.. ganyan lang po tlgah ang buhay kapag 'lang internet sa haus.. sana hoping around early spring eh meron nah uletz... kung nde eh siguro around summer d2.. oh well... 'un nga walah akong internet life.. pero instant social life tayoh.. 'la akong choice eh.. bobored akoh..haha... so babawi na lang po akoh nang bonggang bongga sa inyoh... for now eh share koh na lang muna ang poem koh sa inyoh... feelingerang poet tayo minsan eh... pagbigyan nyoh nah... wehe.. pagtiyagaan nyo na lang po muna yan... *muwahugz* sa inyong lahat... at kung nde po tayo magkita sa araw nang mga puso eh happy valentines na lang po sa inyong lahat... spend it w/ someone u love... nde naman necessarily na w/ bf or gf nyoh spend toh... u can spend it w/ 'ur parents.. friends.. dogs.. cats... oh devah.. haha... neighbors.. or strangers... lolz. so yeah... you guyz always take care of 'urself.. and pray at all times... lab yah'll... Godbless! -di

Matulog Na Nga Lang Muna
by: dhianz

Ano kayang gingagawa mo sa mga oras na'to?
Umeemo ka ren kaya kagaya ko?
Pina-pray koh lagi na dumating ka na sa buhay ko
Kse tagal na akong naghihintay sa'yo

Maraming sleepless night na ang naranasan ko
Natitigan ko na lahat nang star kapapangarap sa'yo
Napanood ko na ren halos lahat nang romantic movies sa mundo ko
Pero nde ka pa ren dumadating sa buhay ko

Ano kayang feeling kapag nakasama na kita?
Daig koh pa siguro ang naglalakad sa ulap at mga tala
Magniningning ang mga mata ko na parang prinsessa
Wala na siguro akong ibang papangarapin pa

Hindi ako magsasawang mahalin ka
I-make up natin yung mga panahon na nde tayo magkasama
Hawak kamay tayo hannggang tumanda
Mamahalin kita nang wagas aking sinta

Nalulunod ka na siguro sa mga sinasabi ko
Feeling ko naman dadalhin nang hangin ang mensahe koh sa'yo
Sige matutulog na nga lang muna ako
Baka sa panaginip koh magkita pa tayo

i got drunk

2010-01-31T18:08:00.000-08:00

Yeah kahapon we went to d' party nang ex-manager namen... kala nyoh ex koh noh?.. lolz... eniweiz kc lilipat na syah nang ibang place... goodbye party slash birthday nyah... eniweiz... i don't really drink... itz just not mah thing... last na uminom akoh eh w/ my friends pah non nag-vacation akoh sa Pinas.. actually tequilla lang 'un.. 'bout seven shots siguro 'un... pero walang talab... ano bah ininom namen kanina... este kagabi... takte! wala pa kc akong tulog... dehinz akoh makatulog... oh yeah 'un... i think it was henessy... 'bout 3 shots of that and another three shots of somethin' else medyo mas malakas atah sa henessy eh... dehinz koh na maalala... total of six and yeah medyo tinamaan akoh... pagka-shot eh inom nang konting coke... good thing we ate before we drink... eniweiz i always wondered naman kung pano akoh kapag nalasing... kakatakot baka mag-emo akoh nang bonggang bongga.. or i dunno magwala or somethin'... but in fairness... tawa lang akoh nang tawa... i feel like everythin' was funny... nag-passed-out na yung isang kaibigan namen after four shots eh medyo natatawa pa ren akoh pero concerned naman... thank God she's ok naman... parang nag-take a nap lang nang ilang oras.

Good thing my friends waited for me after work otherwise i wasn't gonna go. So 'unz. Bonnga after two shots.. i was like.. walah naman palang talab eh... 'lang talab ha... kaya yon... shot uletz hanggang sabi nilah napapagod na panga nilah katatawa. Well in fairness.. sabi kc nilah... lumalabas daw kung ano kah inside pag lasing kah... pero ei.. it means tumatawa akoh inside... haha... eniweiz i don't feel like i'm so funny right now though while i'm typin' this... medyo inuupdate koh lang kayo kc u know bihira cmeeh mag-online... at tsaka.. 'cause... wala akong tulog.. gising akoh mula around 8 a.m. nung sabado pah.. eh ano na ngaun d2... almost 7 p.m. na nang sunday.. so way more than 24 hours na akong gising... how 'bout dat... well medyo hilo na akoh kagabi... pero alam koh naman ginagawa koh... so don't u guyz think lahat naman nang lasing aware sa ginagawa nilah.. or meron tlgah na sa sobrang lasing eh walah nang idea?... well in fairness saken kc dehinz naman akoh nag-knocked down for someone who doesn't drink... pero yun nga lang... ahh.. sa sobrang medyo feeling koh umiikot nang slight ang mundo koh eh para lang akong linta.. sinong makapitan koh eh naka-hug at kapit akoh nang bongga... buti na lang dehinz akoh iniiwan nang mga girlfriends koh.. kundi.. baka poste na yakapin koh.. lolz... thank God dehinz koh nilalandi mga guyz don.

Some of them tryin' to take advantage of u kc feeling nilah lasing kah nah... pero samen 'la tlgah silang magawa.. lalo saken kc wala akong ginawa kundi kumapit sa mga kaibigan koh... at pumunta like maya maya sa bathroom w/ them... so 'unz... maraming kwento pero i think na-iblog koh na sa yutakz koh kanina while nakahiga sa bed while i was tryin' to fall asleep pero 'un ngah.. dehinz makatulog... and yeah i guess medyo lo batt nah ren akoh right now.. and yeah not so funny anymore too.. lolz... mamaya kelangan koh makatulog nang bonggang bongga kc may trabaho akoh bukas... yeah.. tsk!... oh yeah kanina i actually took a nap for a little bit when i got home... then pagkadilat nang mata koh... 5:18 sabi nang alarm clock... nakatitig lang akoh... finifigure out koh kung ano yung 5:18 na 'un.. then.. iniisip koh kung anong oras 'un... then kala koh hapon nah pero nde koh maalala na natulog akoh... basta... medyo 'la na sa sarili... then dehinz tlgah akoh makatulog... feeling koh yeah kinda may hang-over pa akoh non... kaya nagkape na lang akoh.. at uminom akoh nang maraming tubig... feeling koh uhaw na uhaw akoh... pero thank God nakapag-church pa akoh... nakausap koh pa naman nang ayos si God... thank God den kc nakakaaliw lang palah akoh malasing... tatawa lang nang tatawa... eniweiz... yeah... sige 'un lang muna for now... try koh lumibot sa blogsphere pag may powers pa akoh.. kung wala nah eh hanggang sa muling pagkikita na lang mga mahal kong bloggers... miss koh kayong lahat nang bonggang bongga... lab yah'll... Godbless! -di

p.s. I think medyo hilo pa akoh...dehinz akoh makapagbasa nang ayos nang blog niyoh... feeling koh dumadaan lang yung mga letters sa yutakz koh and *churi*... later na lang akoh magrereply don sa last post koh... babawi po akoh... *muwahugz* sa lahat... =)

Nde po akoh EMO =)

2010-01-26T14:56:00.000-08:00

haller everyone... akoh po si dhianz.. haha.. nagpakilala daw bah eh noh... lolz... eh.. uhm... juz wanna say po na dehinz akoh super emo ha... ahehe.. 'la lang... nakausap koh kc si friendship... isang revelation nyah saken... mga entries koh daw eh napaka-emo lagi... so parang ang emo emo kong tao... minsan daw parang nakaka-drain nang energy... u know like tipong ganda ganda nang mood moh... masaya kah... tapos pagdating sa page koh.. ayonz... emo!.. lolz... pag nakikita nya raw minsan na may bagong entry akoh.... sasabihin nyah... emo toh... emo nga minsan.. haha... pero dehinz akoh super emo na tao... siguro uhm...slight lang naman.. i think? eniweiz basta 'un...pero dehinz naman as in sobrah... todo explain eh noh.. pero nde naman tlgah super E.. wehe.. 'la lang... natawa lang tlgah akoh nang sobra sa revelation nah 'un... masayahin po akong tao.. teka since nemen dehinz akoh emo na taoh eh... etoh share koh mga ibang nakakatuwang usapan sa mundo koh... kahit papaano eh sana mapa-smile koh kayoh... dagdag lang... sabi ni friendship nakakahilo lang daw minsan ang entry koh kc dmeng H and Z... aheheh... sensya nemen.. naaliw lang kc akoh dyan eh =)

*nag-uusap yung former manager namen at co-worker kong si Ate Sephie*
[meron kc kmeng lucky bamboo don sa workplace namen non]

Manager: Oh Sephie paki-diligan naman yung halaman... natutuyo nah eh
Ate Sephie: Okei... san akoh kukuha nang tubig?
Manager: Umm... maglakad kah... tapos kuha ka nang tubig sa lake...

*syempre sa faucet.. lolz*

*ahehehe... hangtawa koh non... lolz*

[paakyat kme nang stairs nang ate koh sa haus... eh nahulog yung isang flip-flop koh... ]

Meeh: 'Nang pakiabot nga yung tsinelas koh... *sabay abot nang paa koh*
Ate: Feeling moh Cindrella kah? *sabay bato saken nang tsinelas*
*wehe...*

Uhm... yan na lang muna ha... aheheh... bumabawi lang akoh sa inyoh... wehe... masayahin akong bata.. pwamis.. lolz... uhm... teka... naaliw akoh d2... nakapanood kc akoh nang TFC kanina d2 sa haus nang ate koh... nakakatuwa mga contestant sa wowowee... mga bading na nanalo sa mga gay contest... eniweiz kaaliw lang... may isa don na sobrang ganda as in parah tlgang girlaloo.. mas maganda pa sa mga karaniwang babae... itz funny lang yung mga gayz ang gaganda... yung ibang girls na ang mukhang bading... then mga gayz eh ang tawagan nilah minsan sa isa't isa eh mga "sister!!!" "kafatid!" then yung mga girlaloo ang tawagan..."jokla!" "bakla" ahehe.. kakalerki ang mundo ngaun... eniweiz i kinda like d' quote nung isang contestant don...

Quote: Hwag kang malungkot dahil nde pa dumadating ang lalaki sa buhay moh... Hindi rin sya masaya dahil nde ka pa dumadating sa buhay nya.

oh devah bongga! hangswit.. wehe... oh etoh pah... quote naman na natutunan koh galing kay kuya Drake...

"Hwag moh mahalin ang isang tao dahil sa mga bagay na binibigay nya... Mahalin moh sya dahil sa mga bagay na hindi niya kayang ibigay"

bongga! original ni kuyah Drake yan.. oh devah kuyah bukod kay friendship eh napasama kah ren sa spesyal mansyon koh... since nabanggit den kitah eh juz wanna let u guyz know na feel free to visit po his blog... gaganda po nang mga entries nyan... itz all worth readin' it... hala.. patalastas toh kuyah.... babayaran moh akoh.. lolz... juz click DRAKE para makarating don...

oh yeah natuwa lang akoh kanina.. narinig koh or i watched it somewhere.... sabi:

"do somethin' that you cannot do"

patay tayo dyan...ahehe.. 'la lang... kaya nemen.. kanina... kahit medyo kinakabahan pa ren nang slight minsan ... pero i think mas aatakihin kung sino man kasama koh... wehe... eh bongga nag-drive around akoh gamit ang car ni bro in law w/ mah ateh... kaso na-abused akoh... kinapitan nang bongga 'ung braso koh nang ate koh kc nung pag-turn koh... nde kc akoh gano nakapag-break.. kaya ayonz... lumipad kme.. ahaha.. so yeah.. daz all for now... i can go online basta and2 akoh sa haus nang ate koh.. so yeah... again po.. dehinz akoh super emo na tao ha... nakakaaliw den naman akoh kahit papaano...eh ba't defensive akoh?... kc si friendship eh... tsk! lolz

to Friendship: ei... salamat nang sobra sa mga sinabi moh.. pwamis.. nabuhayan akoh nang loob... you inspired meeh and you uplift my soul.. naks naman!.. wehe.. oh yeah sa kanyah ren galing yung "do not expect" na natutunan koh... friendship... i wish you all d' best in life too... hangad koh ang kaligayahan moh... naks... mahal kah namen no matter wat... hangswit! wehe... ingatz lagi =)

*muwahugz* sa inyong lahat... Godbless! -di

p.s. oh yeah teka.. sabi ni friendship try koh raw magpa-survey... okei... juz for fun eh wat do u guyz think of meeh based on my etnries and why? : a. super emo b. loner c. boring d. funny e. other... if you choose other eh explain nyo na lang po kung ano 'un... salamat po... =) [EDIT: suggestion ni sis jenn... f: hopeless romantic =)

"Do Not Expect"

2010-01-25T02:20:00.001-08:00

Yan ang lesson for d' day koh... "do not expect"... advice galing sa isang kaibigan... sobrang naliwanagan akoh sa salitang yan... tama bah hiritz koh?... well uhm.. kc i guess yeah.. am kinda like dat... sobra akong nag-eexpect.. and everyone fall short of my expectation... mas masarap palah ang feeling na nde kah nag-eexpect... don't feel bad right away... lahat may reason.. may dahilan... nde na-reach ang expectation moh 'cause for some reason.. eniweiz... basta yan ang main lesson koh ngaun..."do not expect"... medyo iniimprint koh na nga sa yutakz koh eh... sobrah... whew! teka.. honestly.. right now.. naduduling na akoh... yeah.. sa antokz.... sobrang nag-adik akoh sa blogsphere.. na-miss koh tlgah magbasa nang mga entries nyo... pwamis.. well kc nakitulog kc uletz akoh d2 sa haus nang ate koh... eexplain koh pa bah?.. kc 'la akong internet for a while sa haus 'cause pinaputol koh... 'cause why?... dahil nasira na yung laptop koh.. well feeling koh nga disposabable laptop koh... i think naka-tatlo na atah akoh... hangsosi eh noh!... pero nde nga... i guess minsan.. ewan koh bah.. siguro nde lang magandang klase nabibili koh or maybe i dunno how to take good care of it.. usually navi-virus akoh.. ewan bah.. well yung una... kc ewan koh... yung pangalawa... ano nga bah?.. nde koh maalala.. pangatlo?.. ahh.. 'un virus.. nde koh atah na-update ang virus protection.. actually i did.. well papa-fix koh sana... pero ano nga bah?... ahh mas way cheaper kung bibili ka nang bago.. so nire-boot koh.. pero 'un nde na tlgah kinaya nang powers... nde koh na pina-fix why?.. kc yung first.. pina-fix koh nang bongga... i had to pay like i dunno hundred of dollars... or less or i dunno don't remember... but i paid a lot... pero it ended up not workin' still... so why waste 'ur money nde bah... pag nde na nag-work... bumili ka na nang bago... hangdami kong sinabi eh noh.. at nag-explain tlgah akoh nang bongga.. may nagbabasa pa bah?... don't wori akoh.. haha.. mukha akong tanga noh.. feeling koh kinakausap koh sarili koh.. but then again.. pagbigyan nyo akoh kc bukas nang umaga eh balik reality akoh... babalik na akoh sa haus namen... a place w/ no internet.. huhu... haha... sa kaunaunahang pagkakataon na walah akong intenet... eversince nagka-computer kme... may internet na akoh... lumaki na akoh at nagkamalay sa internet.. ahahha.. hanggulo koh nah.. pwamis bangag na akoh... brb =)

uhhh... may kinausap lang na friendship... pero sabi nga do not expect.... so na-bz lang... haha.. ano pinagsasabi koh.. ewan... haha... juz wanna say na dehinz na akoh emo... dme kong narealized.... salamat sa tulong nang isang friendship... i needed dat actually kc kahit sinasab koh na ok akoh.. na i'm tough... medyo weak pa ren akoh... actually alam ni God.. lost akoh.. kinda.. lately... yeah.. 'unz... pero hey i'll be fine... gusto koh lang po magpasalamat nagn sobra sa tumangkilik nagn blog koh.. oh devah.. wat a word.. haha... bangag eh!.. lolz.. nde.. honestly... salamat nang sobrah sa inyo mga bloggers.. u guyz helped through a lot of tough times... kayo minsan ang nagiging sandigan koh.. oh devah sandigan... man!.. kelangan ko na itulog toh... sensya na parang lasing lang akoh mag-blog kc high na tlgah akoh... uhm... pasasalamat nang sobra sa inyong lahat... galing sa puso koh 'un.. sa lahat nang sinasabi nyo.. mga advices nyo... sa pagdating sa buhay koh... naging parte na ren kayo nang puso koh.. naks naman... pero true... salamat.. u guyz are awesome... i'm glad na maging parte nang blogsphere.. and i'm glad natagpuan koh ang mundong toh... salamat sa pagdating sa buhay koh... teka nasabi koh na 'un ah?.. haha... toinks!.. wehhe... pero yeah.. sige.. tutulog na cmeeh... so yeah back to reality tomorrow.. but i'll be around.. and every chance i get eh magbabasa akoh nang blog nyo.. eemo akoh... hanggang... yeah.. makabili nang new laffy taffy.. yey!.. na-excite akoh... so yeah.. salamat.. walang sawang pasasalamat.. u guyz always take good care of 'urself.. and if ever na u guyz are goin' thru some tough times.. juz look up... pray... talk to Him... talk to Him like how you talk to 'ur bestfriend.. kahit ano pa yan.. sabihin nyo.. sama nang loob... kahit ano pah.. tatanggapin lahat ni God yan... nang buong puso... at kahit anong galit sa puso moh... anong mga maling bagay na nagawa moh.. eh mamahalin ka pa ren Nyah... nde Ka nyah pababayaan... hwag kayoh bibitaw nang kapit sa Kanyah ha... *muwahugz* sa inyoh... lab koh kayong lahat... hanggang sa muli... nde koh na eedit toh so bahala na magkabuhol buhol yutakz nyo.. haha.. gudlak sa mga magbabasa.. sa mga nde man.. ayos lang.. labs koh pa ren kayoh.... laterz... Godbless! -di

Pa-EMO saglit

2010-01-24T17:25:00.000-08:00

Ba't Ganon? by: dhianz

Ba't pag ikaw ang naiisip ko ay nakakagawa ako nang tula
Nde naman tayo... nagfe-feeling lang ako madalas
Medyo matagal na ren na nde ka napadaan sa isip ko
Pero ba't ganon feeling ko konektado ka pa ren sa puso ko?

Nalaman ko na masaya naman ang lovelife mo
Kung ganon ay masaya ako para sa'yo
Kahit nde ako yung laman nang puso mo
Pero ba't ganon pakiramdam ko nasasaktan ako?

Natanggap ko naman na... na nde ikaw yun
Yung taong nakalaan para sa akin
Ang taong makakasama koh habangbuhay
Pero ba't ganon parang gusto na umagos nang mga luha ko?

Hindi ko alam bakit kita minahal
HIndi ko alam paano ka naging parte nang puso ko
Naging makata ako sa tula dahil sa'yo
Wala akong sagot... magiging masaya na lang akoh para sa'yo

p.s. hwag nyong sirain moment koh.. umeemo lang akoh... haha... bihira lang akoh mag-online pagbigyan nyo nah.. lolz... pero don't wori ayos lang akoh.. akoh fah... lab yah'll... Godbless! -di

takte!

2010-01-22T17:28:00.000-08:00

na-miss koh mag-blog.. pwamis!... man! hirap hirap nang walang computer sa haus oh....sori... nde matiis nang lola nyo na dehinz mag-blog... eh etoh nakadalaw sa haus nang ate koh... they moved out kc nga eh... sinama pati yung computer nilah.. of course! computer nilah 'un eh... lolz... nemen kc eh... 'la pa akong budget to buy a new one... and kc medyo tight nga ang budget...and hmmm... puwede naman akong mag-apply nang credit card... pero... dme koh nang credits eh... yayaman na akoh masyado... yeah sa utang... lolz

naiinggit akoh dme nyong new post.. kaasar dehinz akoh makapagbasa... ang dmeng nakakaaliw na new entries.... tsk! wawa naman cmeeh.... musta naman akoh?... uy buti naman nagtanong kayoh... lolz.. eh! akoh palah... wehe... ayos lang po... still breathing... yey! kelan kaya akoh makakabili nagn new laffy taffy koh???... tic tac tic tac... sino bah yamin dyan?... ahh si kuya drake?.. lolz... kuyah pautang... haha =)

hmmm.... sige... napadaan lang akoh online peeps... namiss koh lang kayo nang bonggang bongga bongga... ganon ka-bongga... *churi* nga lang... kahit gusto kong magpalaboy laboy here eh dehinz koh magawa... am not gonna stay dat long here... mamya babalik na ren akoh sa haus koh.. so yeah... 'unz... juz wanna say na namiss koh kayo... sobrah... *muwahugz* sa lahat... pag nagka-new laptop akoh eh don na lang akoh mag-aadik nang bonggang bongga... for now eh yeah... pa-drop by drop by lang munah.... laterz yah'll... *hugz*

Godbless! -di

Hanggang sa Muli =)

2010-01-15T01:35:00.001-08:00

Katatapos koh lang basahin yung book ni Nicholas Sparks na "The Guardian". Dehinz akoh makatulog hangga't dehinz koh matapos eh. Naiyak akoh... kc yung doggie ni Julie si Singer. Eniweiz dehinz koh na kukuwento for those who wanted to read it... itz an old book na ren naman eniweiz.. and 'cause it'll take me forever lang para ikuwento. Basta pag it got somethin' to do w/ dog eh i get very emotional since i'm a dog lover. The book is a love story... I think most of his book are love stories eniweiz... but para saken i think mas masakit pa ren sa dibdib yung dear John ni Nicholas Sparks. Eniweiz i was more emo few minutes ago. Since nailuha koh na eh i'm ok nah.

Uhm... hmm... eniweiz first salamat po sa mga bumati nang happy new year at mga nagkomento sa aking unang entry nang taon. Pero pansin nyo po am not so active lately... not 'cause bzbzhan akoh nor tamad tamaran akoh it was 'cause 'la na akong computer sa house. Madalas koh kcng gamitin yung imac nang ate koh... eh kaso.. they moved out na so wala na po akong computer na magamit. Right now pinagtitiyagaan koh itong laptop koh na few minutes ka lang eh ishushut-down ka nah or kaya naman nde kah makapunta sa website na gusto mong puntahan... or it'll show so much errors that will make yah restart 'ur computer over and over and over... as in sobrang over.. so 'unz. So i decided to disconnect my internet conection since wala akong matinong computer and unfortunately i can't buy one anytime soon 'cause of d' ecomomy crisis blah blah here...na too bad medyo apektado ren akoh.. actually kme... so tight ang budget and everythin'. Pero awa ni God i'm plannin' to buy a new one by Spring time or Summer or early Fall. Hangtagal eh noh?... at inisa isa pa ang season... sana sinabi koh na lang this year. wehe. Unless may mabuting nilalang na gustong magbigay nang new laptop saken?...hmm... lolz.. nde basta new laptop it should be the d' one that i wanted ha... demanding pa eh noh. lolz. Yeah i know there are a lot of cheap laptops pero syempre kung bibili akoh eh yung somethin' na gustong gusto koh na 'cause i actually have a laptop that i've been inlove with for a while now.,.. so yeah awa ni God mabili koh yon. So yeah no internet for a while sa haus startin' this weekend. *sigh*

So yeah i juz wanted to say goodbye for now... pansamantalang pamamaalam... well okei sige... hiatus mode muna... kc mas ok atah pakinggang yun... babalik pa naman akoh devah?... kahit dehinz koh gusto eh i don't have much of a choice right now. I know dehiz koh naman tlgah kelangan magpaalam na mawawala akoh but i feel like a lot of u guyz are my friends na and ayoko lang mawala nang parang bula. So mamimiss koh kayo nang bonggang bongga... actually na-miss koh kayoh nang sobrah. Salamat for bein' part of some of my emo moments... salamat den for reading my entries and sa lahat nang komentz nyo... salamat sa mga messages nyo, pag-haller nyo, at mga pagdalaw nyoh... salamat sa mga libreng tawa... sa pakikinig... and thank you so much sa inyong lahat na ka-blog koh and to those who became my friends already. For now papakalunod muna akoh sa mga books and kung sana awa ni God mabili koh yung kinaiinlaban kong Nook na E-book reader...kahit yun muna for now before a new laffy taffy eh that would be so nice. Ang haba koh magpaalam eh noh? lolz... Pagbigyan nyo nah... kc mamimiss nyo akoh... aysowz! So yeah... until then... sana you won't forget meeh... emo! lolz... Feeling koh kc sa blog world.. ang one week feels like a month... how about kapag months mawala.. feels like a year... well.. sana lang dehinz nyo akoh malimutan and you guyz will still be here when i get back... juz pray too na i'll find my way back here... pero sabi nga nilah nde bah "once a blogger always a blogger" ganon bah 'ung quote nah 'un? eniweiz... I'll miss u guyz... thanks for everythin'... *muwahugz* sa lahat... GODBLESS! -di

ma-mimiss koh kayoh...=)

have a blessed 2010 =)

2010-01-04T00:54:00.000-08:00

I feel like this will be my best year so far. Oh devah yan ang spirit! lolz. Sabi nang isang friendship sa FB eh this is the year of decisions. Hmm... *buntong-hininga*... God help meeh w/ every decision i'm gonna make kc minsan messed up ang yutakz koh. Umpisang umpisa nang year eh parang buhol buhol nah ang language koh. Enebeh! Lolz. Since this is my first post for d' year of 2010 eh i would like to start it w/ a prayer... =)

Dear God,

God alam nyo po na masyado akong maemo nang year 2009 and for sure magiging medyo maemo pa ren akoh nang slight this year pero nde naman po yung ang point koh eh. Ano po bah point koh God? wehe. Okei seryoso nah po. Alam nyo po yung mga bagay na dinideal koh po and i don't think I need to broadcast it to the whole wide world or more likely whole wide web... eniweiz kayo na po bahala po saken. Alam nyo naman po minsan roller coaster of emotions po akoh. Sana po maging tool Nyo po akoh para maging blessing to someone else inspite of my weakneses. Tulungan Moh po akoh with every little decisions na gagawin koh po. Dalhin nyo po akoh sa path na gusto Nyo pong tahakin koh. Kayo na po bahala sa pagtupad nang mga pangarap koh po. Alam nyo po ang desires nang puso koh and Kayo na po bahala don and i believe naman po na ibibigay Nyo ren po lahat nang yon in Your time.

God alam koh po most of the time all i think about is myself. Pero maraming taong nangangailangan po sa Inyoh. Marami na ren pong tao na alam koh po napaghihinaan nang loob na magpatuloy sa buhay or kaya naman po nawalan na po nang faith sa Inyo. God guide those people and bless them and make them feel that You are near kahit man lang po sa tulong nang mga taong tulad namen na patuloy pa ren po sa pagkapit sa Inyoh na kahit sometimes selfish and a lot of times eh lost den po ourselves. I am praying for those people. Alam koh po na never Mo silang ile-let go and kahit anong mangyari eh nandyan Ka lang po lagi and You'll always be there for them and will always love them uncoditionally.

God let this be the best year so far for all of us. Alam koh po kagaya nang emotions koh eh magiging roller coaster den minsan ang pagdadaanan namen. Alam koh po na we are not always gonna be happy and a lot of times eh ido-down kme nang mga enemies. But let you be our strength, our protector, and healer everytime we get wounded. God kayo na po bahala sa lahat lahat. I'm letting go everything to you starting right now. God alam Nyo po dehinz madali itoh. Nde akoh magiging perfect i know that... malilito pa ren akoh minsan... iiyak pa ren akoh... eemo akoh... masasaktan... and darating ang time i would still feel like giving up. But Kayo na po bahala. I'm trusting you po.

So God i'm letting go everything to you right now. I want you to run my life, my desires, my wants, my ambitions, things that i wanna do in life, things I wanna accomplish, stuff i wanted to have and so on. God pinapaubaya koh na ren po sa Inyoh and family koh po and all my love ones. I'm leaving them to Your Hand. Please always take good care of them and always stay in their hearts. May you always guide them too in the right path and never ever let them go and I believe you won't... and alam Nyo na po ang greatest prayer koh po sa kanilah.

I love you so much po w/ all my heart, soul, strenght and mind. Minsan nga lang po nde masyadong obvious. Lolz. Pero mahal na mahal koh po kayo. Sorry for all the wrong things that i've done lately and from the past and i believe I'm forgiven. From now on... I'm gonna try to walk in love... whew! dehinz po madali po God but yeah i'll do my best for you. I"m gonna try to clear my mind from all the wrong ungodly things and instead i'll try to fill it w/ Your words and everything that is positive. Thanks for all Your wonderful blessings and for loving us so much. I"m excited for all your wonderful blessings that are waiting for all of us this year. Thanks in advance po and I love you po.

In Jesus name, I pray and say thanks. Amen.

GODBLESS yah'll! -di & again, HAPPY and a BLESSED 2010! =)

Bakasyon nah?!

2009-12-22T01:07:00.000-08:00

Yeah feeling koh lahat naka-on vacation na sa blog... konti na lang ang nag-uupdate nang blog nilah.. or siguro sa blogroll koh lang... neweiz... akoh bah? babakasyon pa bah akoh eh halos puro pagbabakasyon na nga lang ang ginagawa koh... pero expect nyo na 'ung minsan maghihiatus akoh... *wink* .. so yeah pipik-apin koh na lang 'ung mga awardz nyo for muwah na dehinz koh nakuha... keysa mag-emo ang lola nyoh.. =)

FRIENDSHIP AWARD from sis Dangel, & UBER AMAZING BLOG AWARD from Donz Adik, Sis Mayyang, Sis Jo & Kuya Bhoyet

BLOGGER FRIENDSHIP from sis Jo & TRIPLE AWARDS from Donz adik & Nenos award from Sis Mayyang

LOVELY BLOG AWARD from ate yanz and marc & QUADRIPLE AWARD from Donz adik and Sis Jo

from sis Chikletz and kuya Kheed

FRIENDSHIP AWARD 2009 from Ms. Pretty Dylan, Batman Pogi, Kuya CM & kuya Kheed

PERPETUAL SMILING AWARD & FRIENDS AWARD from Kuya Bhoyet aka Super G

from Pablong Pabling

from kuya CM

from Acrylique

from sis Jade

STAR ng PASKO BLOG AWARD from Fiel-kun

so yeah... pasensya na kung meron mang award na dehinz koh nakuha.. thank you so much dyan.. pag binenta koh yan yamin na akoh... lolz.. pero yamin ang puso koh sa pagmamahal nyoh.. naks naman.. while i was pickin' up d' award sa mga house nyoh eh may napulot akong award sa daan.... so i picked it up... puwede naman devah... and share koh sa inyoh.. hangcute kc eh... =)

i'm gonna share this BLOG LOVE AWARD to all of u guyz kc lab koh kayoh... hangcute noh... hope u guyz like it... muwahugz... have a merry christmas to all... and a blessed new year kung dehinz na akoh makapag-year end post... ingatz lagi... and salamat sa lahat nang walang sawang dumalaw... nag-haller.. nagpasaya.. nakiemo saken... at kung ano ano pah... i appreciate all of u guyz.. and thanks for bein' part of mah life.. naks naman... ingatz lagi... Godbless! -di

Will You Be My Forever?

2009-12-18T12:36:00.000-08:00

I know you are not mine and not sure if you'll ever be
But until now I'm longing for you to be part of me
I wanted to talk to you so bad but i'm scared you'll see
How much i love you and you might never talk to me

I wish I have a strenght to tell you how I really feel
So i'll know if you love me too or i should start to heal
Loving someone comes with pain as part of the deal
But please let me know soon so I can move on and heal

Don't know what is it 'bout you that i couldn't let you go
I tried so many times but i'm still here loving you so
You might not be aware of it but until now i still do
I still do love you, and think of you and it hurts me so

I hope you'll be my prince and be my forever my boo
Dunno if it's possible 'cause all i have is a dream of you
I tried to stop loving you but i still always miss you

I wish I could spend the rest of my forever loving you

by: dhianz

p.s. nabored lang... haha... napagawa nang poem =) Godbless! -di

Dear John,

2009-12-14T23:38:00.000-08:00

Katatatapos koh lang basahin yung book ni Nicholas Sparks na Dear John.... itz one of d' saddest love story na nabasa koh... nakakaiyak to the part na they love each other so much that they can't be together na they can't have a happily ever after... katatapos koh lang umiyak sa book... pinaiyak akoh... naramdaman koh ang pain nilah... i like da book for da fact that it made meeh cry... not such a happy ending... not a typical love story.

Dunno kung gusto koh pa mainlab uletz... Kung inlab bah akoh or darating pa nga bah syah? Is he on the way... or nakasalubong koh nah?... or mahal namen ang isa't isa at kme lang ang nakakaalam nang mga sarili naming feelings or is it meant to be hidden forever na lang or darating ang time na mamahalin namin ang isa't isa para lang magkahiwalay?... hay... ewan... affected lang siguro akoh sa dear john.

I really love books, movies that make meeh cry... because siguro yeah like sabi nga nang isang kaibigan eh i like it kc in that way koh lang nailalabas ang real feelings koh. Nakamaskara akoh kc lagi... nakatago ang real emotions koh... Most of the time yeah i'm such a happy, golly, smiling, laughing, crackin' a joke kinda person... but behind all that... i'm actually crying and really sad... i think?! haha... masyadong nang seryoso eh noh.

Eniweiz kapag malungkot naman akoh i usually know how to handle it... madalas nagkukulong lang akoh sa room at iiyak akoh... pagkatapos na lumabas nang luha koh nang bonggang bongga eh ayos na akoh... balik reality na akoh and life goes on... Juz few people know da real meeh... and i think i was kinda hoping that d' person that God has for meeh.. the one i'll spend d' rest of my life w/ would be dat kinda person too... who would be able to know the real meeh behind the mask... deep inside of meeh... who'll understand meeh.... who'll be juz not a lover but also a bestfriend... that a lot of times he doesn't even have to say anything...just be there for meeh and just be there to listen and if he's w/ meeh it'll means so much to meeh if i have his undivided attention too... eniweiz libre naman mangarap so why not make d' most of it devah?

Oh yeah i took this quiz in FB... although yeah the quiz might be not so valid nor realiable... i think d' result was pretty cool cause it did kinda describe meeh.

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ from FB

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you. You hide your emotions. Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel. You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.” You appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect. You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all.

Yeah... 'la lang... brokenhearted ang lola nyoh kay savannah and john.... sigh.... it really made meeh sad.... and i'm still kinda sad until now... kinda like i want them to be together... hopin' they'll together later or in other dimension?... really sad 'cause itz a real love but they don't have a happily ever after... neweiz now i need a new book to read... i'll either read d' book na rekomended ni marc... or hmmm... u guyz have any recommendation? juz lemme know... a love story that will make meeh cry would be nice... juz holla!... oh yeah... thanks kay Jepoy kc sa blog nyah koh nabasa 'bout sa dear john na book... so yeah laterz yah'll... Godbless! -di

ei =)

2009-12-11T22:44:00.000-08:00

tagalog love quotes and pix from FB:

* Di naman aq umaasang mahalin mo ako eh!okay lng kahit hndi.Pero sana wag munam ipamukha sakin kung gaano mo cya kamahal dahil ang sakit,sakit,sakit(ouch)

* sa life maraming pagpipilian pwedi piliin kita. pweding sila.pwedi rin kahit sino. pero ano nga ba ang ikinaiba mo? ewan ko... basta ako.akin ka.mahal kita.pinili kita. PAKI NILA :)

* kung lahat mabbgo at lilipas......... di ko ccrain ang pinagsamahan natin.... pero kung makakalimutan mo ko........ Wala kong mggwa....... basta ako????????????????? itatago kita sa puso ko!!!!!! HANGGANG SA HULING TIBOK NITO...........T_T

* kung mahal k niya.. edi mahalin m din cya.. masama kung mamahalin m cya pero d k nmn niya mahal.. wag k martyr..:P

* ngayon uso na yung mahal ko. mahal mo pero di kayo.. masaya, kakakilig pero maiisip mo sapat na ba na ganito kami? baka kasi bigla nyang sabihin na "sawa na ko..commited ba tayo? "

* hindi mo naman kailangan mahirapan, minsan kasi ayaw mo lang talaga pakawalan.

* mahal nya ko.mahal kita.mahal mo siya.. di ba pweding mahal mo ko. mahal kita. tapos bahala na sila?

p.s. haha... 'la lang.. naaliw lang lola nyoh dyan... oh yeah finals over so yey!... kaso balik reality na naman akoh... oh yeah... this past couple of days... below zero ang temperature sa mundo koh... sabi nga sa news it was brutally cold... kaso... hmm... parang below zero na ren atah ang puso koh eh... nde koh na alam kung ano ang nararamdaman nitoh... ahehhe... nde akoh eemo.. lapit na kaya pasko.. i'll save it for next year... wehe....salamat sa mga walang sawang dumadalaw, nagkokomento, nagbabasa at kung ano ano pah ditoh kahit dehinz akoh active-activan lately at kahit medyo feeling bz akoh... i appreciate it.. really... ingatz lagi.

Godbless! -di

"Akalang Pag-ibig"

2009-12-05T02:04:00.003-08:00

Nabanggit mo sa akin walang nagmamay-ari nang puso moh
Pagkalipas nang ilang buwan sabi moh may mahal kang iba
Alam mo ba nasaktan akoh nung sandaling nalaman ko iyon
Akala ko kasi akoh na yung magiging laman nang puso moh

Alam mo na-miss koh yung noon na madalas kita makausap
Ikaw ang nagpapaganda nang bawat minuto nang buhay ko
Napapangiti ako kahit sa simpleng sambit nang pangalan mo
Wala akong pinagarap kung di maging parte nang buhay mo

Maraming pagbabago sa buhay ko sa paglipas nang panahon
Pero pag-ibig ko sayo sabay pa ren sa pag-ikot nang mundo
Kaso hindi ko alam kung tama pa ba tong nararamdaman ko
Oh dapat na kitang palayain dahil nasasaktan na lamang ako

Kahit anong mangyari naging parte ka pa rin nang buhay ko
Naging dahilan ka nang aking ngiti, saya, kahit paghinga ko
Salamat sa maikling panahon na akala ko mahal moh rin ako
Hangad ko kasayahan mo at pati na nang babaeng mahal mo

p.s. ang emo!!! at ang katah atah... har har har... haha... wala lang... trip lang folkz!... hwag magtanong... no komentz.. lolz... Godbless! -di

''If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy....even if its not with you''

Love Phrases

2009-12-03T18:38:00.000-08:00

'Today I caught myself smiling for no reason... then I realized I was thinking about you.''

''If you count all the stars in the sky, all the grains of sand in the oceans, all the roses in the world and all the smiles that have ever been, then you will have a sample of how much I love you.''

'If I had never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.''

''If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me...''

''If a star fell each time I thought about you then the moon would truly realize what loneliness is really like.''

''You make me smile for no reason whatsoever, you make me laugh at the unfunny things, but most of all, you make me love you when I shouldn't be loving you.''

''Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.''

''If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy....even if its not with you''

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control."

p.s. hangswit! inlab si FB..haha... laterz =) Godbless! -di

almost Pasko na palah...

2009-12-02T19:14:00.000-08:00

oh man!.. nde koh man lang napansin... bzbzhan kc sa skul nd san pa bah?...hmmm.... nemen! kelangan koh matapos research paper koh.... due na tmrw!!!!!! need help!.. lolz... sendali... i'm takin' a break... matatapos koh toh... mas magaling akoh minsan pag under time pressure.. at kapag last minute nah... whatz d' term for dat? ayonz.. procrastination... dehinz gumagana yutakz koh...

oh yeah kaaliw lang... 'cause kanina eh my tatay and nanay were helpin' my niece do her homework... she's only in first grade.. pero kadalasan nosebleed na mga homeworks nyah.. puro english.. tsk!... tatlong tao para gawin ang homework nang first grade.. ayos... i helped a little bit but not really kc gotta finish my paper...

pag natapos koh na toh eh medyo makakahinga akoh nang konti... then next week finals... yey!.. then yon mas makakahinga akoh lalo... oh yeah thank God medyo ayos na ang parents koh... aso't pusa kc minsan eh.. kakasawa lang minsan... hmmm....sabi sa clock sa computer 7:17... hmmm.... p.m. yan... tic tac tic tac... oh my gulay ang bilis nang orasss... and i need to finish my paper badly.... tsk!... *breathe*... gawin koh na nga... lab yah'll... advance merry christmas sa ibah... feeling koh on-vacation na atah ang ibah... kc medyo tahimik na ren sa blogsphere eh... so yeah... laterz... *hugz*... Godbless! -di

Simplymeeh!

[non-sense post]....juz bluffing

tamad na mag-blog

nevermind!

HaPPY VaLeNTiNeS!

Doubt Love

Is it love?

'la naman akong balak magpakamatay....

*churi baby*

Usapang mag-Syota!

Saksi ang Luha sa Aking Pagmamahal

hmmnnnn....

love love

Lord, I Believe

hate u MiSS U LOVE you!

i MISS you so bad....

writing is mah therapy....

i love mah baby =)

BuH-BYe =)

if

nakakatakot...

aww... Thank You! =)

Hello po GOD =)

i SLeeP

メリークリスマス

... kse naman....

request nyoh =)

yeah i give up

nde na lang kc

freakin' COLD!

sleepy meeh

Glimpse of Fall =)

wala lang =P

bday palah ni kuya drake....

itz better if i juz....

"in ur eyes"

ah told u...

Grr

Never Give Up in Life - A Truly Inspirational Video

makadaldal lang

pangarap ko

kinda funny =)

yoko na =(

2 years na palah tayo

...not easy

...definitely

why i love fall?

U make me =)

gising pa U?

yoko pakiramdam na'to

*hikabz*

bilis nang heartbeat koh...

hanglabo lang

wabzU

uhhmm...

la lang

hangsarap naman non...

naaasar akoh..

broke Ako

yeah..

eexist pa ba ang true love?

itz been a while

kakalerki

kulang lang sa tulog

1st fone blog entry

delete new post

ayEMistilSIK

kinda sleepy

[belated] HaPPY VaLeNTiNeS! =)

Define Love

i got drunk

Nde po akoh EMO =)

"Do Not Expect"

Pa-EMO saglit

takte!

Hanggang sa Muli =)

have a blessed 2010 =)

Bakasyon nah?!

Will You Be My Forever?

Dear John,

churi baby

hikabz