....Goodbye Simplymeeh

Hello LIFE of SiMPLYMeeH

I think i'm sayin' goodbye to this blog or at least for now... and gonna stay and blog on my new home.... feel free to visit it... itz--->  http://lifeofsimplymeeh.blogspot.com ...  yeahh... kelangan koh pa I-update and everythin'...there's nothin' really in there yet... I just created it and it only got one post... I still have to put a design on it and update my blog roll lists... but yeah i'll just do it nang unti unti... thanks for all ur love and support on this blog... hope to see u guyz there... much love... and Godbless!

---SimplyDhianz

science! *sayang*

nag-emote sana akoh here nung past couple of days kc that was the time that I was soooo emo.... graveh sobrah! anyhoo... not so emo today but feel so lazy!
 
how's life?
 
good! ok naman... still emo at least once or twice a month... ---- blessed! cuz of God... He's been so awesome! aside from that ehhh.... yeahh tamad.... masipag akoh pero tamad akoh... hanglabo lang devah... yep sometimes I just don't really make any sense...
 
any future trip?
 
yeaaahhh!!!! i'm going to visit my bff at Colorado springs by next month... woohoo! then a week after i'm going to ... actually kasama koh ung isang friend/co worker koh and we're gonna visit her sister and my friend sa Orlando! sosyal i'll be in Colorado and Florida by next month.... of course all of this won't be possible if not for God... don't have that much budget but si God na bahala....
 
any changes?
 
hmmm.... bitter pa ren minsan sa so called ex koh... yeah I know I should have moved on by now... but sori tao lang... may moment pa ren na bitter! especially sori naman stalker akoh at nakita koh na they seemed very happy nung partner nya sa fb while here I am so emotionally miserable sometimes cuz of 'em... yeah life is not fair! I know... not cool! but yeah... but actually right at this moment funny i'm not so affected by 'em... I think masyado lang akong apektado kapag andyan ang monthly na dalaw koh... yep that's when i'm d' most emotional!!! sobrahhh.... on top of that i'm grumpy, sad, depressed... yep u name it kapag meron akoh.... yeah pretty scary... lol

any message?
 
juz wanted to say thank you sa mga natitira kong readers... and i'm sorry if i'm not really so active  lately... and if I couldn't reply with ur koments or if I weren't able to visit u guyz back... pasensya na po... but I juz wanted to say that I appreciate ur time for leavin koments to my blog... and to my silent reader if there are any at all... thank u as well for visiting...  love yah'll...
 
sige nahh.... kinda sleepy na ren... peace out and much love! Godbless!

a LaZY BLoGGeR

yep... i am one LAZY blogger now....

kung gano akoh ka-adik sa blog noon eh ganon akoh ka-lazy ngaun.

I DUNNO BEEN LAZY lang...

random thoughts lang tohhh....

wala akong masabi gusto koh lang mag-BLOG...

gogoli na dapat akoh but tinatamad pa hanglola nyoh...

natuwa akoh last entry koh... kc alam kong nde na akoh active na blogger but i still got 5 koments... woohoo! kahit papaano may limang reader pa akoh... lolz... thank u guyz sa komentz! cuz i love getting komentz... i just lavet! =)

hmmmmmMmmmmm....

oh yah for 2 days in a row i was to able to get some naps... some evening naps... and i lavet! kc puyat akoh these past weeks or yeah kulang sa tulong... so getting some naps feels so GOOD!!!

oh shoot! i just remember i need to fix my nail polish... kelangan koh nang palitan kc tatanggal nah.

*YaWNiNG* starting to feel sleepy again...

i wanan be active in blogging again... but dunno.... medyo lazy hanglola nyoh... but am gonna try...

natutuwa akoh kc meron akong mga ka-blogs noon na until now ka-blogs ko pa ren and they became like a real friend to me... and hoping i will be able to meet even not all of em but some of em someday ... all of em would be great but of course medyo imposible but hey nothin' is imposible right... impossible... haha!.. wala lang... funny i forgot how to spell impossible for a moment... oh yeah double S! geez!

oooohhh... i like this cuz i'm actually talkin' to myself... ha!... lolz

oh yeah my red flag is almost up... my monthly visit... kaya nung nakaraang araw umuusok ulo koh... iinit ulo koh... then hmmm... past 2 days i was kinda naughty... sssHhhhhhh lolz! then wait ka lang... pag meron na akoh ehh EMO naman... lolz =P

ok i talk too much!... hanggang sa muli! yep i can post this much when i am LAZY... lolz... much love yah'll... GODBLESS! -dhianz

INSOMIA LEAVE ME ALONE!

yeah i think i'm sufferin' from insomia lately... dunno why... ang clock nang katawan koh been so messed up lately.... anyhoo... sorry ang may-ari nang blog na itoh ay been so lazy and been bz lately.... ngaun medyo back to normal daw.... cuz i was so bz studyin' for my national exam this past few months and of course a lot of things happened too these past months but i think my heartache and suffering was exchanged for so much blessings from God... and yeah thank God i passed my exam!!! yey!... God is soo Good so AWESOME! anyhoo... i tried to visit some of you guyz here... some of my fave bloggers... BUT dunno so lazy to read... so i juz though i'd make a blog and talk to myself instead...

oh yeah i remember advice ni Glentot na please paki-separate ang blog koh into paragraphs...so here you go glentot... i'm gonna... pero sori puro dot dot dot pa ren... fine! i'm gonna try to make sentences too.

I'm starting to feel sleepy. But ok i'm still gonna try to keep talking here. Of course my ususal nonsense talk. But hey this is my blog so who cares right? and I can do watever i wanna do. And i can say whatever i wanna say. And i can blog it however i watever way i want... but of course i gotta think of my readers... kung may reader pah... to make it easier for em to read it...

wat is my topic bah? hmmm... i think my brain is not working no more... and yeah i'm starting to feel sleepy. Yeah... hmmm....  almost 3 am nah in my world... wow i started yawning... awesome! it means nakakatulong tong pagsusulat koh ditoh sa blog koh.. pretty cool!...

Eniweiz before akoh makatulog na nang tuluyan here. I wanted to take this opportunity to thank all of you guyz who's been there for me kahit through words lang and through your advices lang ditoh sa blog koh... just wanted to say i appreciate it ... especially those people who leave some koments on my last entry...sorry di na akoh nakapagreply back to some of u guyz.... again... been lazy and been bz and i was an emotional wreck nung past months.... but glad to say thank God i'm ok now... maybe i'm still on the healing process but i accepted it... forgiven whoever hurt me... and yeah i thank God and to all those people who were there for me during those tough times... and especially God of course because He was my strenght... and He gave so much blessings latey and its so awesome!!! GOD IS SO AWESOME!!! juz wanna say that...

aight i think i better sleep... i better turn my computer off and sleep....

before i do that juz wanted to say a 'lil prayer...

"Dear God, thank you po sa lahat nang blessings moh lately...  i appreciate it po... I love you so much po and kau na po bahala sa family koh and all my love ones... we are in the palm of Your hand and i know You will never leave us nor forsake us... i know You love us so much and I do too... I love you Dear God w/ all of my heart, soul, mind and strength... and I pray all these in Jesus Name. Amen"

aight folkz... nite nite... i'm not even gonna bother rereading my blog... sa mga typo errors or any grammar error or watever error pakiintindi na lang... aight... much love to all of yah... Godbless!



my life verse and been my favorite verse and been my verse lately:

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me -Philippians 4:13


Much Love ---dhianz =)

Dear My Ex,

Di ko alam san koh uumpisahan ang sulat na to. I don't hate you but i wanted to hate you so bad. Lately i've been saying na i wanted you to be miserable... both of you i wanted you to be miserable so bad. I want you guys to experience that pain i'm experiencing... ten times the pain i'm experiencing. I've been reading articles... i've been talking to mr. Googgle to find ways to let you go. I even went out of town this weekend just to have fun w/ friends and so i can forget about you for a moment. I had fun... i was able to enjoy my life again... and nag-shopping akoh even if it was out of my budget so i can enjoy my day. I dunno how you doing... cuz naglaho ka na lang.... i don't even know if you even missed me. I gave you almost a week to explain... or to even at least ask for a apology... i think i deserve even just that. I'm not even asking you that we be together again... i'm not even asking you to be on your knees... i think just one simple i'm sorry. And that's it and we'll both go on our different ways. Yeah nung mga emo akoh andyan kah.... but i think i had more emo moments w/ you... you caused most of my emo moments. We had more sad times than happy times... and of course i'm just realizing that now right. It's been a 'lil more than a week only but i feel like the pain is forever and i feel like suddenly you are just a stranger. I'm tryin' not to think so much of wat we had... or did we really have anythin'? cuz i feel like everythin' was a lie from d' beginning... i don't even know if you u even ever loved. I feel like everythin' was just one big lie. But a friend told me i cannot make that judgment 'bout you... maybe kahit konti minahal moh akoh. Or di moh akoh pagtitiyagaan nang gantong katagal devah. Or maybe you just needed me. I dunno the truth and maybe i will never find out cuz even the truth that i found out didn't even come from you. So funny. Di koh alam pano akoh magrereact nung moment na malaman koh ang truth... gustong kong sabihin sa mukha moh... tama akoh! I've been right all along but I ignored my instinct! I totally ignored those and I believed your lies.... you are such a good liar that's all i can say... i dunno how long you've been hiding it but all i can say ur pretty good. I dunno kung akoh ang may problema for believing ur lies or kaw may problema for keep lyin'... i dunno. Kanina i was kinda reading some articles... I feel like it was my fault.... for loving you too much!... I think i loved you too much that I got scared 'bout lot of things... it wasn't love... i think wat i had for you wasn't love... it was more like a fear....  it was more like a fear of losing you or fear of bein' single again. But our relationship didn't even start right anyways.... it was complicated from d' very beginning... and how ironic... it didn't end right as well. It didn't even have an ending cuz you were just gone in d' wind w/out explanation no nothing. But i don't hate you... I don't really miss you neither and i think i don't even love you anymore too. I think i'm just having a pain of being fooled by you and being lied by you and being used by you. You were kinda distant too anyways lately... funny i thought we just too comfortable cuz we weren't really fighting this past months... i dunno blangko na brain koh... i just hope you'll be happy w/ your decisions. I know you will remember and miss me cuz i didn't do anythin' bad to you or anything to harm you. I've been there on d' lowest time of ur life... or one of d' lowest time of ur life. I've always been there for you... i never judged you or anything. I've loved you inspite of anything. I accepted everything that was wrong with you... i accepted all the pain that you caused me.... I was willing to accept and I was willing to suffer just about anything for you... i think i loved you more than i have loved myself.... and i guess that article was right... i loved you too much... i have loved you too much. One article that I read too said in order to move on from ur ex eh do not think about him... i think i'm still having a hard time on that. But i'm gonna heal as times goes by... but when i finally heal i might just forget all 'bout you... i might forget you even existed. I think i'm done crying for you... now it's ur turn to cry for me. You gonna missed me so much that you gonna have a hard time. Nobody will ever loved you as much as i have loved you . I loved you too much and now I wanted to hate you so bad. But again I dont... you're just a human capable of hurting anyone's feelings and you were very successful w/ mine. But do not forget... this can happen to you too tenfolds of d' pain you caused me. But hopefully not... baka di moh kayanin ang pain. Sige... this probably won't be the last time i'll be talkin' to u like this... but also it could be d' last time. Who knows right. Oh yeah nabuhay akoh non na wala kah... so i can live again w/out you. Sayang lang... pinakawalan moh ang taong minahal ka nang sobrah. Everytime you'll hear my name you'll remember and miss me... too bad my name is too common you'll probably hear it all the time. Anyway.... i do not hate you... and i do not love you too anymore or maybe i just think i don't love you... or I chose to stop loving you. Maging masaya kah sana w/ ur decision. But i still wish you good life... your not that bad of a person... but i hope this will serve you a lesson as well. Sana lang. So yeah... have a good life... I guess I love you Goodbye. 

aww... Thank You! =)

thank you po sa pagtupad nang pangarap koh na makatanggap nang pix greeting sa mundong blogsphere...  hiniling koh lang naman kay Lord eh kahit tatlo lang masaya na akoh... but na-times 2 pah... but kinda expecting more actually pero i guess i didn't advertise it enough... lolz... eniweiz... BeLaTeD HaPPPY BiRTHDaY to meeh.... i had fun naman nung bday koh... nagparty-party!.... except that I was wasted last friday night... i didn't have any sleep after... then i had to work d' next day so when i got home last saturday eh i was knocked down right away on mah bed.... actually i juz woke up now... i think i slept for more than 12 hours... and i feel really really good right now... thank God... yoko na uminom... lolz... so yeah dmeng intro... naman...=P

thank you ms.pretty CC aka chikletz.... thank u friend!!!!! salamat po sa pagtupad nang pangarap koh... aheheh... lolz... nd yeah nasabi koh na devah... ah love HooPS nd YoYo.... nd they're annoyingly CUTE!...  sobrang naaliw akoh dyan sa mga yan...lab lab koh yang mga yan... again salamat friend! =)

thank you ms.pretty rainbow.... touched naman akoh binigyan moh akoh kahit dehinz naman tayo so close... but not anymore kc now feeling close nah tayo... yyyeeeyyy... lolz... haha...thank you po dyan... sobrang na-appreciate nang lola moh.... salamat, salamat nd salamat po =)

i was surprised to get a picture greeting from him... kc nde koh naman alam na nabasa nya entry koh... nakita koh na lang sa inbox koh pix greeting nyah... sobrang na-touched akoh...thank you wafung Mr. Anthony Carlo aka Supladong Office Boy.... kahit lately u weren't feelin' so well eh nagawa moh pah akong gawan nang special pix greeting... thank you!! ur so sweet... pagaling kah... hope u feel better... *hugz* =)

thank you wafu kong kuyah!!! salamat.... yeah sinabi nya bibigyan nya akoh nang pix greeting... so sweet!!! salamat.... stay wafu kuyah Alex aka gasoline dude... kahit bihira si kuya dude sa mga entries koh eh sobrang natutuwa akoh pag present sya sa koment section koh... 'la lang.. may masabi lang... lolz... pero itz true...thanks po uletz! =)

awww... thank you wafung glentot... so sweet..  late nah greeting nyah pero nakahabol pa ren kc late na ren akoh nag-post ditoh eh... kc inexplain na sa taas... lolz... thank you glenn!!! thank u! thank u! =)

p.s. in fairness still lookin' good kahit bagong gising... haha... nambola eh noh =)

etoh... finorced koh magbigay... haha.. nakiusap tlgah akoh... haha... mas wafu yan sa personal... tanggalin nyo 'ung naka-blur sa mukha... yan ang wafu kong kuya Drake! ayaw pasabi ang real name eh.. ahahah... thanks kuya... nd sobrang thank you don sa greeting message moh sa yahoo mail... i was gonna post it pero baka ayaw moh kayaw hwag na lang... Thanks wafu kong Kuya Drake!!! =)

thanks po sa mga bumati....nd thanks muli sa picture greeting nyoh ms. pretty CC aka chikletz aka Friend!, ms. pretty Rainbow, wabz kong friendship wafung Carlo aka Supladong Office Boy, wafung kuya Dude, wafung Glentot, and wafung kuya Drake! =)

BeLaTeD HaPPY BiRTHDaY To MeeH!!! =)

PAHABOL: THANKS MARCO PAOLO! =)

yeah sapilitan tong isang toh... pinilit koh nang bonggang bongga... muntik na nga akong magtampo eh.. lolz... thank u ha... so sweet... yeah! birthday koh pa ren bakit bah... lolz.... thanks em aka Marco Paolo....isah sa mga feeling close koh sa mundong itoh... really special to meeh dahil isa sya sa mga unang ka-blogs koh sa mundong itoh.... nd sya ang longest na ka-blog koh... salamat nde moh akoh binigo... salamat sa effort... sapilitang effort? lolz... i appreciate it... *hugz* =)

yeah birthday koh pa ren!!! =P

Godbless yah'll! -di

Hello po GOD =)

Dear God,


God maraming salamat po sa lahat po nang blessings moh po sa ken nd sa family koh nd sa lahat nang mahal koh po sa buhay... alam koh po nitong nakaraang taon eh sobrang dme koh pong shortcomings... nd sobrang naging maemo po ang taon koh... sobrang naging matigas den po atah ang ulo koh... sori po God sa lahat... kahit alam ko po na minsan na dehinz akoh nagiging so masunurin eh You keep on loving meeh... You keep on forgiving my sins... you probably hated all d' bad things that i did and bad things that i'll probably still do... but You never hated me nor will ever hate meeh... cuz You are an awesome God... you love us all unconditionally...


God ngaung 2011 po... alam koh dehinz pa ren po akoh magiging perfect... nd for sure while I'm on this earth eh never will be.... and for sure that i'll still be lost sometimes po or maybe upset you po countless times.... pero po God i'll do my very best to serve you po... to follow everythin' that You'll tell meeh...and also to learn to forgive those people who will hurt me and who had hurt meeh in d' past... and try my best to live for You alone...nd to always put You po on top of everythin'....nd to let You be in control of my life and all of my love ones life po... lemme be Your tool po to be an inspiration to others... use me so they can know You po... and prayin' that i can be d' way po for others to accept You in their hearts...


dear Lord i-guide nyo po akoh ha... Kayo na po ang bahala sa lahat...salamat po for always takin' care of us... syempre po all my family nd my loves ones... salamat po kc we are always under 'ur protection... salamat po sa uncoditional love... mahal na mahal koh po Kayo... Kayo po ang buhay koh and my everything... i Love You so much w/ all my heart, mind, soul, and strenght... kayo nah po bahala sa amin sa taong itoh at sa mga darating pa po... nd sa rest po nang forever... which i'm lookin' forward po of spendin' w/ You... syempre po kasama nang mahal koh po sa buhay... Love you po God! =)


request lang po.... since malapit na po birthday koh.... isa po sa mga bday wish koh po na sana.... kahit nde po akoh ganong kasing-sikat nang ibang bloggers ditoh at kasing-active nilah na sana po.... maka-receive po akoh nang birthday greetings from 'em... pangarap koh po kc 'un eh na sana po matupad... kahit man lang po isa... or dalawa... or tatlong picture greetings lang na matanggap koh mula sa mga mahal kong bloggers eh sobrang magiging thankful po akoh... first time koh po kc icecelebrate bday koh sa ditoh blogsphere sa dalawang taon po na pagblo-blog koh... sana po maka-receive po akoh nang picture greetings nilah po.... kahit few lang po na magpadala sa kanilah saken bago ang bday koh sa january 7 sa email koh sweet07diane@yahoo.com eh sobrang magiging masaya na po akoh nd again thankful... salamat po in advance dear God....


thank you po palah... kahit medyo malungkot nang konti ang pasko koh eh nakumpleto po kme nang family koh ngaung new year.... maraming maraming salamat po... salamat po sa lahat nang blessings at sa mga coming blessings pa po.... dear Lord one of my new year resolution po eh i'm not gonna try to be so perfect w/ everythin'....cuz alam nyo po na i tend to be a little perfectionist sometimes... life is not perfect... tao lang... nd a lot of times eh things will still not go my way... it's ok... learn to accept it...nd also i should learn to let go... i know that i'm still gonna cry... i'm still gonna be emotional... i will still get hurt... i will still probably hate others... i will still get mad....i'll still be probably a little mean sometimes... but i shouldn't hold on to those emotion for too long... i need to learn to let 'em go... and let (God)You... for sure there's a good reason for everythin'... and i shouldn't be upset nor worry cuz You always have a greater plan for our life... we juz gotta trust You... LOVE YOU SO MUCH po... i pray all this in Jesus name... Amen! =)


HAVE A BLESSED 2011 mahal kong bloggers... lab yah'll...thank you so much for bein' part of my life... you guyz dunno how much I appreciate all of you...and definitely you guyz have a special place in my heart... much luv *muwahugz* =) Godbless! -di

i SLeeP

yep yan ang naging regalo koh sa sarili koh diz christmas... ang matulog... nemen ilang days den atah akong puyat... or weeks? nd always tired... medyo bumawi lang...


my christmas is not as fun tulad non... nde na kc kme nabubuo na as a family... it all started 'bout five yrs. ago i believe... mula nung naging iglesia isang ate koh... well few years before that... nde na ren nakukumpleto cuz 'ung oldest ate koh eh nag-sspend lagi nang pasko sa pinas w/ her bhabe but now andito na hubby nyah eh ang kasunod naman eh 'ung pag-convert nang isang ate koh kc hubby nya iglesia... point koh... so 'unz... wala kcng christmas ang iglesia... so never kmeng nagkukumpleto pag pasko... i won't have christmas until new year... kc don lang kme magkakasama sama uletz w/ my other ate nd her fam... so i'm not as excited w/ christmas as i used to... even d' openin' of gifts eh won't happen till new year... but i know christmas should be all 'bout God.... rememberin' his birth... and celebrating our love for Him... so i guess everyday should be christmas...


we spent our christmas eve on my oldest ate's house... what we did was we had a dinner at nag-open lang nang gifts 'ung mga nieces koh....nag-open lang sila nang few gifts 'ung galing sa ate koh nd bro in law koh... pero d' rest of their gifts will be open on new year's eve... oh yeah we'll be celebrating new year sa house namen... eniweiz so we didn't go home till like 4 a.m. ... 'la akong tulog non... i took a nap juz for a little bit... then pagdating sa haus.... eh nakatulog lang for few hours kc ginising akoh nang nanay koh... why naman?... cuz my babies (my doggies) need to pee pee... kelangan koh palabasin... my mom was like "palabasin moh muna silah then bumalik ka na lang sa tulog" so that's what i did... so i think from 8ish till like almost 4 pm eh tulog akoh... haha.. yonz... halos tulog akoh nang mismong christmas day.... then kumain nang dinner nd nakipagkwentuhan lang kay God while lookin' up d' sky... kc i have a view of d' outside sa dining room namen... it was actually pretty nice... i juz spent a quiet time w/ Him...


*yawn* i think i'm still sleepy... then mga around 10 eh matutulog na naman akoh... haha... gandang pamasko noh... anyhoo... oh yeah i was so tired den d' day before christmas eve cuz i was doin' my last minute shoppin' at downtown namen... oh yeah mag-iisip pa palah akoh nang new year resolution koh cuz it's almost new year... oh yeah that reminded me na i need to clean my room again so pagdating nang new year eh itz all good... but isang resolution koh eh am not gonna try to be so perfect w/ everythin'... i tend to be a little bit perfectionist kc minsan... ang mahirap kc don sa ugaling 'un... pag nde koh nagawa my way... or d way i wanted it... eh i'd rather not do anythin' at all... kinda like on d' extreme... either magawa koh nang bonggang bongga... or wala akong gagawin at all...


anyhoo... blog koh toh?... oh yeah blog koh palah toh... kc usually napapakomentz akoh nang bonggang bongga sa ibang blog pero nde koh nagagawan tumalak sa sarili kong page... kc minsan tinatamad akoh eh... yep been so lazy lately... sobrah.... so yeah... salamat kung may nagbasa man... haha... anyhoo... belated merry christmas to most of u... christmas pa ren samen... nd a blessed new year! =)


labz koh kayong lahat... forealz! thank for bein' part of my life.. naks naman... isang *GROUP HUG*.... take care lagi... nd Godbless! -di

p.s. party w/ friends kc not till next week nd d week after pah... party! party!... 'la lang...na-excite lang kc si friend chikletz eh.. haha... special mansyon kah ditoh friend!... lol... laterz! =)

メリークリスマス

And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him. 1 John 4:16

Godbless!

 

... kse naman....

Miss you so badly

By: dhee

I haven’t talked to you in a while

And I feel like I’m slowly dying

Oh I miss you so much

That I think my heart is aching

I’m having a hard time to breathe

Without you it feels like there’s no air

Oh baby I’m so inlove with you

I feel hopeless and it’s unfair

Why do I gotta feel this way?

Even if I have no idea how you feel

Oh I’m so crazy about you

You’re all I think of and I’m foreal

How can I sleep tonight?

Without hearing even your simple sigh

Oh honey I’m so addicted to you

I wish I can just hide my feeling and lie

I dunno how long I can still last

But I really do MISS YOU

Oh I love you more than word love
In my dream you felt the same way too

uhm... dee valentines??? nde.... 'la lang... trip koh lang... nagawa koh yan nung namiss koh syah....bakit bah?! lolz... kinausap ang sarili eh noh... wehe.... anyhoo... pabati akoh nang merry christmas juz in case nde na akoh makabati sa inyoh... lab yah guyz so much nd yeah have a blessed new year na ren... *muwahugz* Godbless! -di

request nyoh =)

to mareng amor: request nya non na gawan koh sya nang poem.. dahil feelingerang manunula akoh eh ginawan koh nga.. pero uhm... isang taon na atah tong tula na toh... never kong naibigay sa kanyah... well itz better late than never devah... it's not all dat but hope she likes it =)

to: Mr. all her Life

Her heart been broken

So many times before

 She almost ended her life

She didn't wanna go on anymore

Many years have passed
She's been down and sad

She spent most of her days

Crying and feeling mad

Her heart became fragile

It should handle with care

Don't ever try to play with it

It can't take anymore dare

But "mr. all my life" guy

She fell inlove again with you

Definitely this is a big risk

She's willing to take a chance w/ you

So please take care of her

Love her and be true

Looking forward to the day

When both of you say "i do"

to supladong office boy: nirequest nya nah isulat koh raw 'ung supladong office boy sa snow... eh dahil akoh eh uto uto eh ginawa koh.. lolz... ei effort yan kc muntik nang mag-frozen 'ung daliri koh while i was writing dat.. nd yan.. hope u like it kahit medyo malabo pagkasulat =)

to kuya jag, kuya moks, nd kuya drake: ahh humiritz kayo na pakita 'ung pinaghirapan kong linisin na room koh nung sipag sipagan akoh... one day lang 'un.. 'ung araw lang na 'un.. lolz.. mah room is not all dat pero pwede na ren.. simple lang... nd here u go =)

meet my adopted "naruto" bear... yep u heard it right.. inadopt koh yan.. kc nakita koh sya sa store nag-iisa na lang sya.. naawa akoh... he's all alone... kaya nemen yon inampon koh =)

 

some of mah bears =)

meet mah hp touchsmart tm2t tablet... pretty small but itz aight... nd itz mine... nd itz "utang" lolz =)

some of mah cd's nd 'lil bit of dvd's...nd mah portable dvd player nd obviously mah alarm clock... lolz =P

... some of mah books... yeah... nde akoh mahilig sa books..=P

so yeah... dat would be all for now.. dunno kung makapag post pa akoh for christmas nd kung nde eh babati na akoh nang merry christmas and a blessed 2011 sa inyong lahat na lab kong mga ka-blogs...  nd kung makabalik eh di babati uletz akoh.. lolz... take care yah'll... oh yeah dehinz akoh gano makapag-blog lately kc why bah? uhm... bzbzhan nd tamad tamaran lang po.. lolz... but nanditoh lang akoh nd miss koh kayo lagi... yep... really.... so yeah... *muwahugz* ... ingatz nd Godbless! -di

p.s. *while staring at d' moon* nasan ka man soulmate koh sana masaya ka sa darating na pasko kahit 'la pa akoh sa buhay moh... nyah.. gumaganon eh noh...  lolz.. oh yeah natuwa lang akoh sa pix na yan..parang hanglungkot lang kc... natuwa pero hanglunkot.. hanglabo... lolz...'la lang... parang akoh lang diz christmas... SMP na nemen akoh? tsk... lolz... oh dat pix eh syempre taken by muwah... laterz nd much luv =)

yeah i give up

yeah i give up
by: dee

sometimes i'm so inlove
the next day i'm heartbroken
i'm so crazy 'bout you
but you don't feel the same way

i always wanted to talk to you
but you seemed not to care
i thought you love me too
i guess i am just insane

never a day passed
that i didn't think about you
you're always in my mind
even when i go to the bathroom

yep crazy as it sounds
all i say here is true
but i think this is too much
i need to freakin' let you go

i wanna say that i hate you
at the same time i love you
but the last thing i wanna do
is to make you sad and hurt you

but i guess that's life huh
somehow you have to give up
not cuz you stop loving someone
it cuz you love him too much

yeah finally i'm giving you up
cuz i'm tired of waiting
i'm tired of always tryin'
nd tired of hoping you'll love me

i may give you up
but you'll always be in my heart
i'll never forget about you
now i need a brand new start

emoterraaahhh.... lolz.... uhhmmm... well... diz is not even related to mah topic...juz wanna take diz chance to thank u guyz....salamat po sa mga readers koh... sa mga naging ka-feeling-close koh ditoh... sa walang sawang dumadalaw, nag-iiwan nang bakas, nagkokomento, at nakiki-haller ditoh... salamat po sa patuloy na pangtanggap saken ditoh kahit minsan eh naghihi-atus hanglola nyoh... salamat sa mga bago kong kakilala sa blogsphere... salamat sa pagdamay saken sa mga times na emotera akoh...at salamat sa pakikihalakhak sa mga korni at la kwentz kong jokes at entries... salamat sa pakikinig nang mga inlab inlaban kong posts... salamat sa pagpuri sa mga poems nang feelingerang poet...salamat sa pagdamay sa mga times na feeling heartbroken akoh na nde moh maintindihan.. salamat sa pagpatol sa mga katopakanz koh... salamat for makin' meeh smile, laugh, cry, sad, love and for makin' my day sometimes... u guyz are so awesome... i'm so glad to be part of this world, to be part of your life, and to be part of your blog.... salamat kahit nde koh man kayo kasama nor nakikita eh sobrang close kayo sa puso koh... one day awa ni God i'll meet some of u guyz...love yah all... *mwahugz* =)
 

HAVE a HAPPY THaNKSGiViNG!

*also advance MeRRY CHRiSTMaS and a BLeSSed 2011*

GODBLESS!

nde na lang kc

he keeps saying that he loves me and he miss me

but it is YOU who i LOVE and i always MISS

sad part though... i dunno who's in your heart

nor who you love and who you always miss...

ba't nde na lang kc...
"mahal kita mahal mo ko at bahala na silah"

GEEZ!

lolz... la lang... kalerki lang....

much love - emoterang DEE  GODBLESS!

freakin' COLD!

yep... that's d' word for d' day here cuz it is really freakin' COLD! ... snowin' kc outside... kaninang mornin' pah akoh super cold.. graveh... oh yeah i juz checked d' weather...ahh kaya nemen sobrang lamig eh high 30's nd low 15's ngaun... geez! nde kc nagbabasa nang weather sa fone nyah eh... talkin' to myself lang.. lolz... nd right now eh currently 28 degrees farenheit..  kaya nemen palah...below zero nah in celcius... even right now eh sobrang nilalamig hanglola nyoh... naka-HI na nga ang heater koh pero nde pa ren kayah... kalerki.. eniweiz... i'll juz show yah some pixs i've taken few minutes ago.. medyo madilim nga lang... cuz night na kc nd nde naman all that 'un camera koh... anyhoo... these are some of d pixs =)

shhh.. it's my dad's car....ginawa ko lang model nang snow...eniweiz didn't have dat much pixs.. labo ren kc dahil gabi nah... ayonz... i'm still so *freakin'* cold... nemen wala kcng ka-*hugz* eh... walah bang aapply dyan.. kahit one night lang.. lolz... anyhoo... daz all for now...laterz... salamat sa mga walang sawang bumibisita ditoh... i really appreciate it... ingatz lagi nd lab lab koh kayoh so much... Godbless! -di

sleepy meeh

la akong maisip na title eh yan na lang... sobrang antokz na akoh right now kc little past 12 na here... yep... puyat na naman lola nyoh.. tsk! actually ilang days na akong puyat... kalerki... kaya minsan parang yoko gumising sa morning eh... pero kelangan eh... itz not like i want to but i have to... lalo na't minsan eh hanglamig lamig... i juz wanna stay under my blanket... at matulog... geez! eh dapat kc natutulog nah akoh ngaun eh.. pero eh.. la lang... blog muna akoh... lolz


oh yeah how was my weekend... kalerki weekend koh kc magkaibang magkaibang mood koh nang saturday nd sunday... saturday i was totally lazy... i didn't do nothin' at all... didn't nothin' at all! grammar moh.. eh! ba't bah... ganyan magsalita mga tao d2 eh... feelingera lang akoh... walang grammar grammar ditoh kc eh... nasabi lang... parang kanina ung isang young african american "black" na girlaloo... narinig koh she was tellin' her i dunno brother nyah siguro eh ganitoh... she was like "i ain't got no money to give yah"... haha.. la lang.. un lang...

nde nagfufunction brain kohhhhh.. kalerki.. ahh un... then sunday... yeah i was so masipag.. so masipag tlgah eh noh... uhm... i cleaned mah room... oh i helped my nanay clean up d' leaves in our backyard... kc nga fall.. nagkalat mga leaves... kalerki nga lang nung nilalagay koh ung mga dahon sa trash bag eh uhm... eh... tinatamad na akoh magkuwento.. un na lang... haha... uhm...  luluha na mata koh eh...


hmmm... sige sleepy nah akoh... tinatamad na akoh magkuwento... sori nemen.... pwede bah mag-type nang nde nagkukuwento??? *hikabz* sobrang sleepy nah... next time na akoh magkuwento.. nagblog pa akoh eh noh... walang kwentz... later yah'll... *hugz* Godbless!

p.s. sabihin koh na nga...kc may na mix na uod don sa leaves.. kaya i screamed... kaartehang tili... i was like uuoooddd!!!!... but my nanay was like.. nde uod un... bulate un... eh ano bah difference nang uod at bulate??? hmm... so yeah... nite! sooper sleepy na tlgah... oh yeah sensya sa taglish na entry... kaartehan lang...lolz... laterz =)

another p.s. nevermind... i already asked google: ---> Uod = maggots. Bulate = worms... eh di fine! bulate.. lol...nite folkz!

Glimpse of Fall =)



p.s para maibah naman ang hangin ditoh sa blog koh... well yeah datz juz some of d' fall pix na nakunan koh this fall... not much cuz i lost my camera nd juz found it uhm weeks ago...pix1. nacutan lang akoh don sa yellow tree nang neighbor namen. pix2 hangganda lang kc minsan pagmasdan mga puno sa fall. pix3 pinakafave koh sa lahat yan... i so luv d' red leaves... so yeah... daz all for now.... tc yah'll... nd thanks sa walang sawang pagbisitah... *hugz*... have a nice day.... Godbless!

wala lang =P

Will you be my Forever?
by: dhianz


I know you are not mine and not sure if you'll ever be
But until now I'm longing for you to be part of me
I wanted to talk to you so bad but i'm scared you'll see
How much i love you and you might never talk to me


I wish I have a strenght to tell you how I really feel
So i'll know if you love me too or i should start to heal
Loving someone comes with pain as part of the deal
But please let me know soon so I can move on and heal


Don't know what is it 'bout you that i couldn't let you go
I tried so many times but i'm still here loving you so
You might not be aware of it but until now i still do
I still do love you, and think of you and it hurts me so


I hope you'll be my prince and be my forever my boo
Dunno if it's possible 'cause all i have is a dream of you
I tried to stop loving you but i still always miss you
I wish I could spend the rest of my forever loving you


p.s. ahh repost hangdrama... tagal na yan... 'la lang... may mah post lang... lol... have a nice day... *hugz*...
oh yeah don't wori nde emo yan... and i'm far from emo tonight... yep... wabz yah all! Godbless! -di

bday palah ni kuya drake....

HaPPY BiRTHDaY Wafu kong KUYA ...

KuYa DRaKe

may u have more birthdayz to come and more blessings from Him...

p.s. la lang trip lang kita batiin sa blog koh... *hugz*...  Godbless!

itz better if i juz....

Silently Love You
by: dhianz


I’m here all alone in my room
And all I wanna think about is you
Do you think I'm really that inlove?
Or maybe I just dream of you too much…
…that's why I'm this addicted to you


I'm happy every time you're around
But feel incomplete everytime you're gone
A simple greeting of yours makes my day
I wonder how much more if you say...
…that magic word that I longed for?


I dunno really what’s happening to me
Nor why my heart beats everytime we talk
It's a feeling that I don't really understand
Like sometimes even you hardly say anything...
...I still find myself so excited to talk to you


Love really moves in mysterious ways
Or maybe I’m just really insane
I even have this thought in my mind
If I am allowed to court somebody…
…I would definitely go for you


I think I would be one of a sweet suitor
I would bring you some chocolates and flowers
I could throw a bear with that too if you like
I might even write you a romantic love letter...
... then I would ask you will you be mine?


Maybe I'm really little crazy about you
That's why I was able to write all these thing
But what if I am not the only one?
What if you're feeling the same way too...
…and you're just hiding your real feelings?


But still I have no idea who’s in your heart
Or if I even have a chance with your love
All I know is I have this special thing for you
I guess for now that is more than enough...
...for me to silently love you


ahh napost koh na toh tagal nah... so more likely nabasa na nang iba...
iba naman nde pa so...ahh la lang... i juz wanted to post it agian =)
...ingatz u guyz... Godbless!

"in ur eyes"

‎"Nobody can choose the pain, You just learn to live with it. In time.... You Cope"

... juz finished watchin' d' movie in 'ur eyes online... well lately lah tlgah akong time manood nang movie... but since sabado here bukas eh i thought na magpuyat lang.. minsan lang naman eh... so 'un... okei naman... nde naman tlgah akoh pinaiyak nang bonggang bongga tulad nang ibang movies pero kahit papaano eh napaiyak akoh nitoh... gusto koh lang yan quote na yan na nakuha koh sa movie...


... minsan nalilimutan koh na pano maging masayah... eemo daw bah???? haha... takte naeemo ang mood koh kc kapapaiyak lang saken nang movie eh... nyaikz... tuloy nagmumukha na tuloy akong sobrang maemo sa blogging na world na toh... kalerki! i'm little different pag kasama akoh sa person... lot of 'em say na i'm fun to be w/... i'm a little funny.. i usually make 'em laugh... but ditoh feeling koh i'm exactly d' opposite... siguro cuz sometimes sa writing koh lang nailalabas kung minsan kung ano nasa loob koh... nde tlgah kc akoh ma-open na tao... kaya am not sure kung lucky kayo kc nakakapag-open akoh sa inyoh minsan... or medyo d' opposite kc lagi kayo naeemohan koh... lol


... pero papasalamat akoh sa inyoh... andyan kayoh sa mga times minsan na maemo akoh... sobrang naapreciate koh kayong lahat nang ka-blogs koh... i juz wanted to say that... don't wori nde akoh sspeech... hmmmmm.... almost 12 nah nd i think i better sleep nah....

... minsan kung pwede nga lang sabihin sa tao na mahalin moh nga akoh... eh di ginawa koh nah... minsan naman... nde moh alam u juz feel like mahal moh ung tao but dat person don't feel d' same way... minsan nag-assume kah kc... yan mahirap yan.... minsan siguro nde tamang pagkakataon... but i dunno.... well d' best answer is... u juz have to trust God more.... more like trust Him at all times... yeah... *hinganng malalim*... kalerki lang tlgah minsan ang kaemohan koh eh noh... i juz yawned... means sleepy na tlgah.... so yep... daz all my emo for d' day... lab lab koh kayong lahat... basahin nyo man to or nde... have a nice day yah'll... *mwahugz*

Godbless! -di