...warmth of your hand

...[kwento koh lang nangyari saken...]... Nagkaroon kme nang field trip para sa environmental class namen. Nung nakarating kme sa place nah yon eh nde koh feel mag-ikot kasama mga kaklase koh. Basically lang naman kc ang gagawin eh mag-observe nang paligid... observe moh 'ung nature... 'ung mga halaman... at yonz. Nakitah koh merong bench sa gilid. Umupo na lang akoh don. Tamang tama ganda nung bench parang desk style lang sa classroom. Sabi koh ayos kc tamang tama may dala akong book. Magbabasa na lang akoh... So yon nagbasa na nga lang akoh. Tapos biglang out of nowhere eh biglang dumaan ang isang kaklase koh at biglang sinabi saken in a loud voice... "stay w/ ur partner... kc incase may mangyari eh magkasama kayo and maproprotekthan nyo ang isa't isa". Nde na akoh nakapag-react kc parang nagmamadali sya kasama nung partner nyah... Funny ren kc nde akoh aware na by partner palah kme. Then nagulat na lang akoh cuz 'ung guy na kina-iinluvan koh eh katabi koh na palah at nde koh man lang napansin kc i guess i was too busy reading my book. Sabay nang pagkagulat koh at few moments after sabihin nang kaklase koh na stay w/ ur partner... eh sabay non eh ang paghawak nyah sa kamay koh. Whoa! nagulat akoh at kinilig akoh.... Tahimik lang sya at walang sinabi.... basta unti unti nyah lang sinilid ang daliri nang mga kamay nya sa pagitan nang mga daliri koh... I felt the warmth of his hand... graveh! nde koh tlgah alam kung ano ang mararamdaman koh nung moment nah 'un...

"...i felt the warmth of your hand..."

... tapos nakitah koh 'ung teacher namen at papunta sa direction namen...medyo malayo pa nang konti 'ung teacher kaya hinirit koh "tara... ikot tayo at mag-observe baka mapagalitan tayoh..." So sabay kmeng tumayo... hawak pa ren nya ang kamay koh at ramdam koh pa ren 'ung init nang mga palad nyah... ang sweet tlgah nang pagkahawak nya sa kamay koh. Eh paano kaya yung book koh? eh syempre nasa kabilang kamay. So ayon nag-observed kme... holding hands while walking pero walang pa-sway sway. lolz. Nde tlgah akoh makapag-concentrate sa dapat i-observe namen. Makapag-concentrate bah akoh? eh hawak nya kamay koh. Kaso nakitah koh 'ung isang kakilala namen. Eh nde naman kme at baka mapagkamalan na kme so tinanggal koh 'ung kamay koh sa pagkakahawak nyah. Ilang segundo lang 'ung pagkakatanggal koh sa kamay koh sa kanyah... at muling nyang hinanap at hinawakan ang kamay koh. I guess he didn't really care about sa sasabihin nilah. Kaya naman hinayaan koh na lang hawakan nya uletz 'to at nagpatuloy kme sa paglalakad. Nde kme tlgah nag-uusap... parang mga puso lang namen ang nag-uusap... merong ganon eh noh? Basta tahimik lang kme at naglalakad at magkahawak ang kamay... pero graveh.. ramdam koh ang warmth nang pagkahawak nyah saken... sobrah... ang sarap nang feeling... parang punong-puno nang pagmamahal 'ung pagkahawak nya sa kamay koh and kung puwede nga lang eh nde koh na bibitawan ever...

"... holding your hand is all I really need"... "... no matter what happens...please never let go..."



...tapos biglag may tumunog... parang beep beep beep.... langya alarm clock koh palah... pagtingin koh... almost 9 a.m... geez! late akoh nagising at 'la nah... naputol na ren ang dream koh... triny kong bumalik sa dream pero 'la nah eh... wala na ren 'ung naramdaman kong warmness sa kamay koh... hayz!.. dream lang palah... pero it seemed so real... graveh... the end.

GODBLESS! -di

Soundtrip

Pretty Boy by M2M

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometimes I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

[BRIDGE]
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

-diz is my background song right now... sound trip lang =) GODBLESS! -di

tinatamad

...sensya nah mga mahal kong bloggers d2 sa mundong blogsphere... lately i've been tired and lazy.. like right now... i'm lazy tinatamad at kinda tired.. and nga palah.. salamat sa mga komentz nyo sa quote ni Bob Ong... nde koh pa nahihiritan nang reply... sige kukuha lang akoh nang lakas at hihiritan... la kc ang energy koh eh... ano bah ang ang energy koh or sino?... wehe.. lolz... hmmm... ba't ganon dali dali kong mapagod lately... pero thank God wala naman na akoh sa depression stage tulad nung last time... pero ngaun graveh dali kong mapagod... tapos may work na naman mamaya... for sure pagod na naman akoh... pag pagodz akoh minsan wala akong gustong gawin... tinatamad akoh... nde koh minsan trip humirit... hayz... makagawa nang poem?... wahaha... joke lang... ang topakz koh tlgah... naging sisa na naman akoh kakausap ditoh sa post koh.... anong oras nah bah??? hayz.... kelagan koh atah kumain nah.... para energy... my body need some glucose.. ayan... glucose glucose pang nalalaman.... sendali nga... hmmm.... i need glycogen to convert glucagon to glucose... since wala pa akong kinakain eh kelangang kumuha nang energy sa aken short term storage of food...which is the liver... haha... may nalalaman pa akong ganyan... 'la lang... wala na akong maalala sa pinag-aralan koh sa past.... i'm tryin' to remember... pero hwag nah... kc tinatamad akoh... 'un... there are times na parang tinatamad ka mag-isip... minsan kahit pag-add pag-subtract nang simpleng math mentally eh kinakatamaran... prang noon naremember koh meron kmeng sobrang strict na teacher nung elementary... pero luvz koh yon... sobrang strict pero sobrang galing... i wonder kung asan na syah... sana makitah koh pah... eniweiz... she was really so strict... pag padating na 'un... lahat tahimik... tapos nakaupo nang straight... tapos wala nang humihinga... haha... lolz... hay naku sobrang strict kc.... she was an english and math teacher... magaling tlgah syah... noon naaalala koh... ang question nya sa math tipong...what is 87% of let's say 140... tipong ganon... abahhh... kahit nde kah marunong mag-multiply... pag sya ang teacher moh... langya gagana tlgah ang yutakz moh... sobrah... kaaliw... abah... kayang kaya koh ren yan noon... mentally nde dahil i luv math.. pero dahil nga sa takotz...lolz... ngaun ask moh akoh... sasabihin koh eh di mag-calculator kah... kung wala kang calculator at nasa harap ka naman nang computer... i-google moh... lolz... ewan... minsan tinatamad ka lang tlgah paganahin ang yutak mo... pero dapat tlga eh inexercise naten ang brain... itz good for us... and i think makakatulong den itoh sa pag-iwas nang pagkakaroon nang dementia... dementia eh 'ung global term for alzhaimer disease.. hirap non... isipin moh mawala lahat ang mga pinakamamahal mong memories.... ang dme dme kayang good memories sa mind... and juz d' fact na mawala na lang 'ung memory moh about ur love ones at nde moh silah maalala eh napaka-sad and hirap nah... hayz... yeah i watched a lot of videos from d' past w/ alzhaimer's disease... kakalungkot..... hmmm... did i spell alzhaimer right?... alzheimer palah... haha... mali nga... toinks!... lolz... pano koh nalaman?... syempre google... lolz... oo nga palah... since dumadaldal na akoh ditoh... ituloy koh na lang... blog koh naman toh eh.... parang journal koh na lang to... dahil tinatamad akong sulatan ang sulat kamay journal koh... yeah lately i've been lazy tlgah.... kaya sensya na marami akong blogs na nde madaanan... eniweiz... ahhh... 'un.... last monday.... pinaliguan koh mga doggies koh... kc stinky stink nah eh.... yeah.... kaya after non napatuyo at na-blower koh na silah... yeah blow dry pah tlgah silah... kc mas mabilis matuyo ang hair nilah that way.... pagkatapos non... knocked down silah sa bed nilah... tulog... na-realized nilah sarap palah nang feeling nang maligo... wehe... pero hmm... kelan na naman ang next na mapaliguan silah... pag sinipag akoh uletz... lolz... btw i got three doggies... maybe i-feature koh next time sa blog koh.... maybe lang.... wehe... two are mixed beagle and pomeranians and the other one eh pure pomeranian lang.... yeah... and yeah last night... we had a family night out.... we didn't have it for a while... ngaun lang kme uletz nagkita nang isang ate koh kc she moved out w/ her husband nah... she's on her own... unlike my isang ate na nakatira pa ren sa amen but plannin' to move out na ren soon... btw they both got kids nah... so yeah more likely itz gonna be me and my parents na lang and syempre my doggies later... unless i'm gonna get married na ren... lolz... aysowz... asan si hubby koh?... haha... naalala koh lang.. sabi ni kuya EJ aka Pajay eh nakikipaglaban pa daw.... okei... sige na nga... makipaglaban na nga lang muna syah... aliw tlgah si kuya EJ kapag bumanat eh noh... ahhh... etoh trip koh... ditoh kaya akoh mag-reply nung mga komentz nyoh sa Bob Ong quotes...

Marco Paolo ---> duwag bah? nde naman siguro... tulad nga sabi ni Kuya EJ... nakikipaglaban pah... wehe.. lolz... sige ichecheer koh na lang syah.... go go go my prince!... parang linya ni sis jo yang go go go na yan ahh... lolz... =)

Supergulaman---> haha..... meron pa tlgang awwooo... wehe... pag-ibig bah muli?... naaliw lang kc akoh sa quote... =)

Lucas ---> tlgah may bagong book syah?... eh 'la nga akong nabasang book nyah eh... wehe... lolz... nabasa koh lang kc yang mga Bob Ong quotes na yan online... so 'un... maybe gusto moh akong bigyan... wehe... lolz =)

Pajay---> Kuya EJ!!! etoh ang pinakamalufet sa koment eh... natawa akoh don... as in hahaha... hmmm... ma-link nga kayong lahat... pag sinipag akoh... tinatamad den kc akong mag-link minsan... yan... puro katamaran akoh lately... sendali nawala sa topic... kuya EJ palah... tapos na kc akong tumawa nung nabasa koh reply moh... nde na akoh matawa... lolz... excited daw akoh nakikipaglaban pah...

"ito naman!....eksayted!....lolz...relaks lang!...may nakikipaglaban para makasama ka..antayin mo lang Dee...NAKIKIPAGLABAN PA NGA E....baka ngayon spartans na kalaban nya,tapos gladiators naman,tapos abusayyaf ang next,tapos mga npa....hahahaha..antayin mo lang..pagkatapos ng laban magkikita na kayo..."

---> hahaha... yan... naka-quote na lang... wehe... aliw kah tlgah kuya EJ... dala lang yan siguro nang pagka-stressed moh sa mga cute mong doktors... lolz... well still hopin' na nde malala ang iyong situation... prayerz lang kuya... okz =)

Amorgatory---> itoh violent reaction naman... hahaha... *hugz* nga mare kow... wehe... hwag naman... wawa naman pag ginawa moh 'un.. lolz... yan ohh... makinig kay kuya EJ... nakikipaglaban pah... at least kaw ngaun may nakikipaglaban nah... hihhheee... si mr. all my life... ingatz lagi kayo mare kow... =)

Mavs ---> isa pang naaliw sa koment ni kuya EJ... oo nga true people come and go... pero si prince koh and future hubby koh will stay with be till d' end of times... naks naman tlgah oo.... wehe... nd yeah don't wori... nakikipaglaban pa daw... lolz =)

Dylan Dimaubusan ---> ang bes ni kuya EJ... naaliw den kay kuya Ej... mas naaliw sya sa koment ni Kuya EJ keysa sa quote ni Bob Ong... kc sa hirit ni kuya EJ nakakoment sya eh kay Bob Ong wala na syang masabi... wehe.... ingatz lagi ms. prett dylan =)

Chyng---> oo nga eh... locoh nga si Bob Ong eh... batukan moh nga... wehe... oo nga yeah true there's one for everyone... feeling koh naman mauubusan akoh eh noh... wehe... at least den sau andyan si enrico nakikipaglaban.... hihheeee..so yeah... ingatz kayo lagi... =)

Abe Mulong Maracas---> hhhaaayyyyy!... 'un na ren lang... lolz =)

Gillboard---> may point kah don sa sinabi moh... oo nga naman i'm still young eh masyado koh nang sineseryoso ang quote na yan... lolz... pero nung first time koh syang nabasa... tlgah nalungkot akoh... pero yeah dapat nga malungkot yang quote na yan eh... eh 'la eh...hiniritan ni Kuya EJ.... naging comedy tuloy....lolz... but yeah... u got a point there... okei ang word verification ah... letshe... letshe plan ayonz masarap... lolz =)

Lord CM ---> haha... hwag bah hintayin... hanapin koh nah... wehe... oo nga eh... baka naghihintayan lang kme... tsk!... hayz hayaan na nga... nakikipaglaban pah 'un.. lolz... feeling koh hundred times koh na nasabi ang word na pakikipaglaban sa post na toh... kuya EJ kc eh... tsk!... lolz =)

Vhonne---> ahhh... nde daw bah galing sa kanyah... kanino kaya galing?... ahhhh... quote siguro ni kuya Pajay yan... lolz... tsk!... hmmm... i'm happy for you... at least may nakikipaglaban na sau and same ka ren sa kanyah... i'm happy for you two... i wish yah two all d' best... =)

Marco Paolo ---> uy! si bro uletz... ahhh... wehe... oo nga eh... si mareng amor... violent... si kuya EJ... comedy.... lolz... aliw tlgah eh noh... oo nga naman dee... hwag excited!... lolz... kinausap lang ang sarili... wehe... ingatz kah lagi... hwag ganong ma-emo.... halo halo ka na lang.... cafe latte flavor....lolz.... pa-share... or manlibre na lang... lolz =)

Extraordinary---> haha... kulang pa bah... do i have to wait till it becomes thrillion?? wehe... lolz... nagbubulag bulagan bahh... eh baka naman nakikita koh nah.... nakikita kong nakikipaglaban nah... ayon ohhh.... he's on the way nah... weheh... natawa akoh don ahh... hayz.. dapat tlgah malungkot yan quote na yan eh... 'la sinira ni kuya EJ aka Pajay ang ka-emotan nang quote eh... sensya nah 'la na atang koneksyon reply koh sa koment moh.. lolz... salamat sa pagdaan =)

Ms. Donna ---> donz adik!... na-miss kitah... na-miss koh mga hirit moh... kahit sinasabi moh lang adik! or kaya fave kong line moh... "nag-adik ka na naman!"... wehehe... emote emote bah lately... langyang usapang love na yan eh... pinapa-emote akoh... wehe... lolz... okz lang akoh... salamat sa pagparamdam adik... kaw ren sana okz kah na w/ ur boss... ingatz =)

hmmm..... napagod akong mag-reply....at see... tinatamad na akong mag-link... pasensya nah... tinatamad tlgah akoh.... i think kelangan koh nang kumain... may work pa palah akoh mamaya.... hayz!.... tinatamad akoh pag on the way to work... pero pag nasa work nah eh okei naman.... graveh tinatamad tlgah akohhh... hmmm.... sendali... feelin' koh may nalagpasan akoh.... sabi koh ba't parang walah akong reply kay sis jo... nde bah sya nagkoment?... ahhh... 'un oh... nalagpasan koh nga... sensya nah sis...

Jhosel ---> puwede bah na nde akoh magreply sau... eh tight tayoh eh...wehe... kaso nde nagkakaabutan lately... tsk!... aliw akoh sau lately... may bulong bulong ka na ren nalalaman ha... pakibulong nga ren saken... wehe... and haha... president ka na nang fans club ha... wehe... kelan pah?.... graveh ka ren palah kung makapag-kape noh... langyah.. pakape... now i'm cravin' for coffee... 'ung post moh... hwag moh muna palitan... di koh pa nahihiritan.... try koh mamya.. kahit feeling koh ang tamad tamad koh... pero true... merong isa tlgah na destined para sa ating lahat... we juz gotta trust Him tlgah... biglang seryoso ang mode noh... lolz... ingatz sistah... =)

sendali...kinukuwento koh palah ang family kanina.... yeah.... masaya kc get together kme uletz pagkatapos nang ilang buwan? was it?.. yeah bihira kme magkita nah... even nga kme sa haus na magkakasama eh bihirang magkita or magkasama... actually wala silang idea minsan asan akoh... puwede nga akong gumala hanggang umaga na nde nilah napapansin... hayz...pero nde naman akoh gano gumagala.... aysowz!... noong gustong gusto koh gumala eh nde nilah akoh pinapagala...laging No.... naman ngaun... ayaw kong gumala eh kulang na lang ipagtulakan akoh palabas nang bahay makagala lang... lolz... ngaun dali dali magpaalam.. actually nde koh na kelangan magpaalam... tipong "uy nay anditoh akoh... mamaya pa akoh uuwi"... basta ganonz... wehe... hayz... pero non nangangati lagi ang paa koh gumala...kahit No eh Yes pa ren saken 'un.... usually ang dahilan birthday ni ano... or birthday ni ganyan... so on so on... nanay koh she was like "langya birthday na naman... nde nauubusan nang birthday ahh..." wehe... nde tlgah kc ilan 'ung friends moh... syempre 'ung iba nagcecelebrate nang bday once a month... or twice a month... magkaroon lang nang alibi... or minsan nagbabago bago na lang ang names nang may bday... or juz makin' up names na lang... lolz... hayz... those were d' days na walah tlgah akong matinong pinaggagawa sa sarili koh... walang matinong pinaggagawa?... parang ngaun ganon pa ren ah?... lolz... noon my nanay was always like "ilalabas ko na lang kaya cabinet moh since umuuwi ka na lang para magpalit"... yeah more likely noon.... even one time sinira koh screen nang door namen cuz i couldn't get in... ni-locked daw bah nilahh.... i got a key for the door but not for the screen door... tsk! eh nakatulog kahihintay saken.... syempre.... kabado akoh non sobrah... anong choice?... sirain ang screen... lolz... kahit weak kang tao eh magiging strong kah sa sobrang kaba...wehe... ayonz.... nasira koh... then punta sa room and nag-pretend dumating na kanina pah at tulog nah... lolz.... kaso 'ung puso koh maririnig moh sa lakas nang kaba eh.... hayz... i could go on forever here talkin' about mga ewan na pinaggagawa koh noon... slight lang yan... but i'm a new person nah eh... a tamad person nah.. lolz... a lot of things changed... i think as u get older things changed... nagiging more matured kah....nakakamiss lang noon... parang nung mas bata akoh eh mas simple ang buhay... wala ganong iniisip... feeling koh lately lahat iniisip koh... graveh... as in sometimes dme dmeng tumatakbo sa yutakz koh... kakapagod... graveh... pero 'un nga... i should fill my mind with His words....hayz... pero dehinz koh nagagawa lately... tsk!... pero mas nalalabas koh 'ung ibang thoughts koh ditoh sa blog... since 'un nga.. tinatamad akoh minsan sulatan ang journal koh... tinatamad akoh magsulat at mas trip koh mag-type... actually diz blog is my own small world that i created.. actually walang nakakaalam na may blog akoh.... kaya as much as possible nde akoh nagpopost nang mga pictures.... this is my own world my own thoughts separate sa tunay na mundong ginagalawan koh... so even real names eh i don't really mention... 'la lang.... yoko lang na anyone dat i know na mabasa tong mga pinagsusulat koh... actually masikreto akong tao... yeah... even my journals... pag binasa moh.... hayz... ewan nah.... so i guess kapag may nakaalaman na kilala koh sa real world about diz blog of mine eh i guess that would be the end of my journey here... so basically diz become my version lang nang journal koh... kayah u guyz are lucky that you can read some of my thoughts... sendali... nagugutomz na atah akohh... tigil koh muna toh... parang napagod den akong mag-type eh.. lolz.... eniweiz bahala na kayo kung basahin nyo toh or nde... basta akoh.... akoh ang number one reader nang blog koh... lolz.... ingatz lahat kayo and have a blessed day... Godbless! -di

alone

"Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka."

-Bob Ong

Godbless! -di

“uoYSSiMi”

Staring at the monitor of my computer
I’m trying to come up with a poem… whew!
Of course it’s about love again
So I’ll have an excuse to talk about you

Why you’re always in my mind?
Honestly I always dream about you
You’re all I ever think of...Sigh!
A feeling that I can’t outdo

Don't you know that I always miss you?
It’s not obvious but I do
Even right now that I’m sleepy
I so miss you… I dream that you are my boo

I'm really sleepy now *yawn*
Lemme take a break from thinking of you
Yeah I think I better sleep now... ZZzzzZzzzz
So my computer can get some rest too

-dhianz


p.s. hayz... nag-adik na naman akoh... yan ang resulta... lolz... 'la lang naaliw lang akoh sa poems lately...kakornihan sa earth =) EDIT: [hmmm gusto koh atang i-idelete... nakornihan na akoh eh... hayz].... GODBLESS! -di

I Thought

I thought you’ll be mine
I thought you were the one

I was willing to wait for you

Until we become one

But I found out
That your heart belonged to her
I won’t lie I was hurt
How I wish it was me instead of her

As hard as it is

I’ll try to move on and be happy for you

Yeah it definitely hurts

But I’ll take the pain ‘cause I love you

I thought you’ll be my future

I thought you were my destiny

But I guess I have to let you go

And accept the fact you are her destiny

-dhianz

p.s. naks.. gumawa na naman daw nang poem... wehe.. 'la lang... bawal magtanong... at bawal ang violent reaction... lolz =) GODBLESS!

itz time to smile =)

p.s. pasensya nah adik slash korni slash emo lang tlgah akoh minsan... pasensya na sa mga kaadikan kakornihang kaemohan koh sa buhay lately... salamat sa lahat nang mga sinabi nyoh saken.. na-appreciate koh 'un... salamat ... so etoh to lift me up naman.... at mapa-smile den kayoh... =)


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BF: Sunduin kita mamaya ha. Bubusina nalang ako pag nasa harap nako ng bahay nyo.
GF: Cge. Anong sasakyan ang dala mo?
BF: Wala. Busina lang...
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Boy: Nay, meron ba tayong ulam?
Nanay: Tignan mo na lang dyan sa ref, anak.
Boy: Eh wala naman tayong ref, di ba?
Nanay: O, e di wala tayong ulam. Konting common sense naman dyan!

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INFORMATION
Erap: Hello, I will like to inquire how long is the flight to San Francisco ?
Operator: Just a minute sir…
Erap: Thank you! (klik).
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Bongbong: Pare sinong idol mo?
Chavit: Si Arnold Schwarzenegger.
Bongbong: Sige nga, spell Schwarzenegger.
Chavit: Hindi, joke lang pare, si Jet Li talaga ang idol ko.
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Tatay: 'Nak, bili mo ko ng soft drink.
Anak: Coke o Pepsi?
Tatay: Coke.
Anak: Diet o regular?
Tatay: Regular.
Anak: Bote o can?
Tatay: Bote.
Anak: 8oz o litro?
Tatay: Leche! Tubig na lang.
Anak: Mineral, distilled o purified?
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Sa phone (Bad news)…

Doc : Meron akong bad & mas bad news syo!

Man : Wats dat doc?

Doc : 24 hrs na lang taning ng buhay mo!

Man : Ha?! Ano naman po ung mas masama pa?

Doc : Kahapon pa kita kinokontak eh…
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Wife : Love, mahal mo ba ako?
Husband: Siyempre, asawa kita eh.
Wife : Enjoy ka ba sa akin?
Husband: Siyempre, asawa kitae h.
Wife : Baka naman niloloko mo lang ako?
Husband: Siyempre, asawa kita eh.
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Anak : Tays ! kakains nas tayos !
Tatay : Hoy ! Tigilan mo yang kalalagay mo ng 'S' sa mga sinasabi mo ha ! Ano ba ang ulam ?
Anak : BANGU na may KAMATI, ARDINA na may IBUYA !
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Anak: Dear Itay, padalhan mo ako ng pera kasi ang mga damit ko pinagkakain ng mga daga.
Itay: Dear Anak, wala akong pera. Kung gusto mo, meron dito pusa.
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3 Baliw sa Mental nagkuwentuhan. ..
B1: ako presidente dito!
B2: wala ka sa akin! ako si bush, presidente sa america !
B1: sino nagsabi?
B2: Ang Diyos!
B3: At kelan kita sinabihan??
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Ang linaw

Pedro: Galing ako sa doktor, nakabili na ko ng hearing aid. Grabe! ang linaw na ng pandinig ko!

Juan: Talaga?! Magkano bili mo?

Pedro: Kahapon lang
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Mental patient nagbubungkal ng lupa para magtanim.
Nurse: Ano ginagawa mo?
Patient: Di mo ba nakikita? nagtatanim ako!
Nurse: Eh wala ka naman tinatanim ah?
Patient: Seedless to! adik ka ba?!
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Nanay: Ano 'tong malaking zero sa test paper mo?
Anak: Hindi po 'yan zero, 'Nay. Naubusan lang ng star ang teacher ko kaya binigyan niya ako ng moon! Moon lang 'yan, 'Nay, promise!
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May Ubo

DOC: umubo ka!
PEDRO: ho! Ho! Ho!
DOC: ubo pa!

PEDRO: ho! Ho! Ho!
DOC: okay.
PEDRO: ano po ba sakit ko doc?
DOC: may ubo ka.
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Juan: Birthday ng asawa ko....
Pedro: Ano regalo mo?
Juan: Tinanong ko kung ano gusto niya.
Pedro: Ano naman sinabi?

Juan: Kahit ano basta may DIAMOND.
Pedro: Ano binigay mo?
Juan: Baraha.
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MISIS: Hindi ko na kaya 'to! Araw-araw nalang tayong nag-aawayMabuti pa, umalis na ako sa bahay na 'to!
MISTER: Ako rin, sawang-sawa na! Away rito,away roon! Mabuti pasiguro, sumama na ako sa 'yo!
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mental tape

Sa mental may isang baliw na kumakanta hbng nkhiga sa kama... bigla i2 dumapa, kumanta ulit.. nagtaka ang nurse at tnnong, "o bkt ka bumaliktad?"
BALIW:"Tanga!! Side B na!"
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Nanay: Hala, sige, layas! Huwag ka nang bumalik dito sa bahay! Simula
ngayon, huwag mo na akong tawaging nanay at hindi na rin kita tatawaging anak, naintindihan mo?
Anak: Sige dude, alis na ako.
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Boy: Kukunin ko ang mga bituin at ibibigay ko sa iyo!
Girl: Shut up! Hindi mo nga makuha yang kulangot mo, bituin pa!
Boy: Ay sorry, hindi ko alam na ito pala ang gusto mo!
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mga kriminal

KRIMINAL1: “Pare, sigurado ka bang dito dadaan yung papatayin natin?”

KRIMINAL2: “Oo, nagtataka nga ako, 1 oras na tayo dito wala parin siya!Sana naman walang nangyaring masama sa kanya.”
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Erap at Starbucks.
Erap: Waiter, isang kape nga!
Waiter: Sir, decaf ho ba?
Erap: Syempre! Bobo! Lahat ng kape, de cup! Bakit, may nakaplato ba?!
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Anak: Ma, hingi sanaako ng P50.
Nanay: P40? Ang laki naman ng P30! Anong gagawin mo sa P20? Akala mo
madaling kumita ng P10? O, eto P5.
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Hindi makapagtimpla ng juice si Inday. Tahimik lang syang nakatitig sa bote ng juice. Dahil nakasulat: Concentrate.

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Hindi raw bingi

Kustomer:(sumisigaw) PABILI NG HOPE!!

Tindero: Huwag kang sumigaw! Hindi ako bingi! Ilang Coke ba ang bibilhin mo?
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toothpick

AMO: kelan lang tayo bumili ng toothpick, bakit naubos agad?
MAID: ewan ko po mam, kapag ako po ang gumamit sinosoli ko naman ah!

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basketball

ADIK: Doc, grabe yung panaginip ko gabi gabi, kasi lagi daw ako nanunuod ng basketball.
DOCTOR: sige halika may gamot ako para dyan.
ADIK: Wag muna dok, championship game na mamaya eh!

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GODBLESS! -di

...depression

...kanina... *meeh talking to my ateh*

Meeh: San ka na naman pupunta?
Ate: Sa bangko...
Meeh: Kala koh lalayas ka na naman eh... (lalayas... meaning san san pupuntah...)
Ate: Ano problema moh?
Meeh: Ano problema koh? Gusto moh malaman? I have a Major Depressive Disorder.
Ate: *no koment* ...nde moh hinugasan ang dishes kagabi... pinagalitan na naman akoh ni nanay...
Meeh: aw.. sori... sama akoh ha... depressed akoh eh...

then... *conversation w/ my nanay*

Nanay: ...blah blah blah... (...private conversation eh...)
Meeh: ...pinapaiyak nyo na naman akoh eh...
*punta sa salas* *iyak slight sa unan...*
Ate: Hala ayan... pinapaiyak nyoh...
*sumabat akoh...*
Meeh: hay naku... depressed lang akoh...

... nagpapasalamat akoh sa family koh kc kahit papaano naiintindihan nilah akoh... kahit papaano eh mino-motivate nilah akoh at mahal nilah akoh inspite nang mga katopakanz koh... they love me for who i am...

meron bah tlgah akong major depressive disorder?

..i-diagnose koh lang sarili koh...

Symptoms of Depression [the most commong disorder is the Major Depressive Disorder]
...in order to have the disorder you gotta have 5 or more of the following symptoms for minimum of two week period...

• depressed mood ( sadness... )
• weight loss/gain ( affect appetite/lost appetite )
• motor agitation or impairment ( ex. walking slowly, shoulder down )
• fatigue or loss of energy ( feel tired, physical complains such as headaches, pains, sores )
• feelings of worthlessness or guilt (...u feel that ur lower than dirt...)
• change in sleep ( sleep more or less... but sleep well less...)
• concentration impairment ( struggle with concentration...)
• thoughts of death and suicide ( suidal...)
• loss of interest oin previously pleasurable activities...

depressed mood ---> hmmmnnzzz... yeah i'm kinda having depress mood for weeks now...
weight loss/gain ---> nde naman ganoh... although yeah i think i was losing some weight as well....
motor agitation or impairment ---> ..hmmmnnzz.... nde naman....
fatigue or loss of energy ---> ...i feel tired most of d' time lately and yeah I was having some headache too in some days... and i feel like i'm always in low battery mode...
feelings of worthlessness or guilt ---> ... i don't think i feel that way...
change in sleep ---> ...not really... i think... but yeah sometimes when i'm feelin' down i'd rather sleep...
concentration impairment ---> yeah for sure... lately I can't really concentrate well in school....work... w/ my life... goals... things that i have to do... budgeting my time... and so on...
thoughts of death and suicide --->...not really... pero feelin' koh kinukuha na ni God 'ung mababait... eh ba't akoh di pah? (sabi nang friend koh... kc feeling koh lang daw na mabait akoh... )
loss of interest on previously pleasurable activities ---> hmmnzz... i haven't really do a lot of activities lately due to lack of motivation i guess or maybe i juz don't really have time to do it. ... but hmnnz i still love to go shopping... so i guess not...

--- so i think... i definitely have 3 out of 9 symptoms for at least two weeks now. .. so i guess i need 2 more to have the disorder... lolz... hayz! ... juz really feelin' little down lately... i don't really know what's happening to meeh... i'll be fine... God is w/ meeh... =)

background song right now: Who Am I by Casting Crowns (one of my fave christian song...)

---love the message of the song and here are some of its lyrics... ni-reply ni Marco Paolo sa koment koh sa post nyah yang part na lyrics na yan... so i thought i'd post it here since i think i neededed it....

I am a flower quickly fading

Here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

Vapor in the wind

Still You hear me when I'm calling Lord,

You catch me when I'm falling

And You've told me who I am I am Yours

GODBLESS! -di

...Footprints & a Simple Prayer

One night I dreamed a dream.

I was walking along the beach with my Lord.Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, one belonging to me and one to my Lord.

When the last scene of my life shot before me I looked back at the footprints in the sand. There was only one set of footprints. I realized that this was at the lowest and saddest times of my life. This always bothered me and I questioned the Lord about my dilemma.

"Lord, You told me when I decided to follow You, You would walk and talk with me all the way. But I'm aware that during the most troublesome times of my life there is only one set of footprints. I just don't understand why, when I need You most, You leave me."

He whispered, "My precious child, I love you and will never leave you, never, ever, during your trials and testings. When you saw only one set of footprints, It was then that I carried you."

Margaret Fishback Powers, 1964

Dear God,

...I believe you have ate Yanah in d' palm of ur hand...and no matter wat happens you will never leave her nor forsake her. I believe that all the struggles/challenges that she's going through right now will all come to pass. I believe you are in control...Thanks for taking good care of her and all her love ones....In Jesus Name, I pray. Amen.

Godbless! -di

mejo stressed lang. hayz.

Dapat nagrereview akoh ngaun… pero mejo napagodz akoh… kahapon koh pa nirereview ang past lectures koh at mejo napapagod na ang yutakz koh. Hayz. Habang kanina while I was takin’ a break from reviewing eh may nasulat akoh na parang poem pero nde naman poem or I guess poem pero wala lang poem… ewan… dala lang tlgah nang pagka-stressed koh. Hayz. Yung feeling na kayang kaya moh naman pag-aralan ang lahat nang lessons kaso nga lang nauubusan kah nang oras or you don’t have enough time to study all of it. Oo nga naman tlagang I don’t have enough time eh ano-ano tong inaasikaso koh… pa-journal journal pang nalalaman at kinakausap ang sarili.

As I am staring in my room
All I can think about is you
I still have an exam to study
But I can’t concentrate ‘cause of you.

Hours go by so fast
And I really need to study now
Maybe I’ll stop thinking about you for a moment
So I can concentrate now.

I don’t think this is even a poem.
But before I stop writing this nonsense
I just want to let you know that I miss you
Even though what I’m saying seems nonsense.


Yeah walah lang. Hayz. Ang bilis tlgah nang oras oo. Graveh tlgah. *hingang-malalim* Gotta go study na nga uletz. I have an exam tomorrow again. God bless me na lang. =)

An Open Love Letter

...dapat diz tag is an open love letter for someone that you feel writing it to... but itong saken eh ginawa ko lang journal version... well i guess yeah kinda love letter na ren daw for my future husband.. 'la lang... kakornihan lang sa earth...nakitah koh lang tag nah 'toh kay Oracle... napagkatuwaan koh lang gawin... nung february koh pa ginawa toh... so yeah... =) [feel free to visit Oracle page palah... naka-link syah... magaling sa love post yan... ]

--->02/16/09

Dear Hubby,

Ditoh akoh sa room koh ngaun. Dapat tinatapos ang paper koh na due na bukas. Nde koh pa nga na-review ang mga past lectures koh. Dapat inaayos koh ang room koh pero tinatamad akoh. Ginugulo moh kc ang isip koh. Kagabi pah. Kaya hirap akong matulog eh. Miss kita lagi. Sana anditoh kah kasama koh para nde akoh nababaliw nang ganitoh. Sige na nga mag-aayos na muna akoh nang room koh. Laterz.

Love, ur wifey =)

--->02/22/09

Dear Hubby,

Hubby kamusta ka nah? Gusto lang kitah kausapin. Kasi laging ikaw na lang naiisip koh. Miss kita at syempre Mahal kitah. Nde akoh makapag-concentrate lately sa buhay koh kaiisip sayo. Sana anditoh kah sa tabi koh. Or sana kahit marinig koh lang sayo ang mga salitang “miss kitah” “luv you” “kumain ka na bah?” “good night”. Hayz. Since walah akong magawang matinoh sa buhay ko today eh etoh pinakialaman koh na naman ang junks koh. Nakitah koh ‘ung mga past love letters nang mga ghost na bfs koh daw. Nakakatuwa lang yung effort nilah at sinasabing mahal kah nilah kahit nde naman tlgah. Or inlove inlovan lang nang mga panahon nah ‘un. Pero for sure walang sinabi ang mga letters nah yun kapag kaw na ang gumawa. And tagal moh naman kc dumating. Graveh naman kc yang traffic na yan. San san ka pa kc dumaan. Sensya nah I sound like sinisisi kitah. Hwag moh akoh alahanin. May topakz lang tlga akoh minsan at masyadong maemo pero okz lang akoh. Humihinga pa naman awa ni God. I love you at Mahal kitah. Yan sobrang pagmamahal yan. Ingatz ka lagi ha. Ingatan moh sarili moh. Get enough sleep, exercise, and eat right to stay healthy. At syempre hwag moh kalimutan laging mag-pray kay God. Sige hanggang ditoh muna ang kadramahan koh hubby koh. I love you.

Godbless!

Love & Prayers,
ur Future Wife –diane

--->02/27/09

Dear Hubby,

Ngaun lang kitah uletz nasulatan hubby koh. Past 12 nah dapat tulog nah akoh. But kumain akoh nang late dinner at nag-brew coffee pa akoh kayah etoh mejo gising pah. Pero patulog na ren hubby koh. Musta ka nah? Miss kitah lagi. Alam moh bah bait bait ni God. Kse akala koh nde koh papayagan mag-Sunday off nang manager namen eh may exam kc akoh sa Monday. Nasstressed akoh sobrah nung Tuesday kaiisip kung ano gagawin koh kc i really need to be off the day before the exam para makapag-review at marelax akoh. Otherwise masstressed tlgah akoh sobrah. So yon. But thank God tlgah. Sabi koh nga kanina eh “God thank you po and I really appreciate it po”. So thankful tlgah akoh. Kinuwentuhan lang kitah hubby koh. Eh kaw hubby musta naman ang day moh? Sige kwentuhan moh na lang akoh laterz ha. I love you and I always miss you. I’ll be waiting for you faithfully.

Your Wifey,
-dee

--->02/28/09

Hi Hubby! Ditoh akoh sa room koh… matutulog na ren maya maya. Hayz I wasn’t feeling really well kanina. Ewan koh ano nangyari? Parang dehinz akoh gano maka-breathe… then parang kcng may nakaharang sa esophagus koh na ewan cuz of that my back hurts too. But I feel better now. Pasensya na nga palah hubby koh ha. Kc crush koh kanina ‘ung espresso trainer namen. Graveh kc naman no ang guwapo at ang sexy. Tsk! Pero hwag kang mag-alala… wala pa ren syang sinabi sayo. At syempre mas guwapo at sexy ka pa ren sa kanyah at sobrang lamang kah dahil ikaw ang mahal koh at ikaw lang lagi ang sinisigaw at tinitibok nang puso koh. Naks ang korni koh. Lolz . I love you hubby koh. Dumating ka na kc sa buhay koh at nang nde san san akoh lumilingon. Sige tulog nah akoh. Ingatz ka lagi. I love you!.

Godbless!

-waiting faitfully for you,
Ur wife

p.s. ... pasensya nah sa kakornihan at kabaliwan ni dee... oh yeah mejo magiging bz na naman akoh nang slight... so baka nde nyo akoh maramdamn muna... thanks palah sa lahat nang advice, care, and concern nyoh... i feel better now... hanggang sa muling pagkikitah... Godbless yah'll! -di

God is There

When the sky is dark---
He is there.

When you are all alone---
He is there.

When nothing goes your way---
He is there.

When you are in pain---
He is there.

When people are against you---
He is there.

When you are frightened or worried---
He is there.

When those you love are in crisis---
He is there.

When you feel as if God is far away---
He is there.

When doubt and confusion weigh you down---
He is there.

When you are about to breathe your last---
He is there.

And where God is, there is always hope.


[from the book LISTS to LIVE by: THE CHRISTIAN COLLECTION]

Godbless! -di

random thoughts

...iniscan koh lang 'toh... click nyo na lang parah lumaki ang image... so 'unz... walang magawa sa buhay... hayz!... actually exactly d' opposite... tambak akoh nang gagawin... pero waaahhh... i couldn't do it cuz i'm not feelin' well... nde na nga akoh pumasok sa skul today eh.... i was feelin' so weak earlier... nde koh magawang bumangon sa bed koh... one day na ma-miss moh sa skul eh is a lot... hayz!... pero alam nyoh... kahit gano ka-tuliro yutakz koh lately at kahit nde koh nagagawa ang mga dapat kong gawin eh God still been awesome to meeh... sobrahh... hayz... usapang family... mejo nag-away ang king and queen nang mansyon namen... syempre ang tatay at nanay koh.... nde silah nag-usap for ilang days... not until kanina... mejo nag-collapsed nanay koh... my tatay saw her na nakahilata sya sa floor... my dad woke my sister up... para dalhin sa emergency nanay koh... akoh nde ginising... pero nde narinig koh... so akoh takbo papunta sa kanilah nang nanay koh... ate koh naman... graveh... emergency nah at nag-model pah... hinanap pa ang kanyang pang-changed clothes na parang wala lang... mejo papanick na nga kme eh... so 'unz her and her husband and my dad eh pupunta na sana sa hospital... dad eh noh... ang sosi... nde tatay 'un... so 'unz... . kaso when they were about to leave mejo naging okz na nanay koh... thank God nga eh.. siguro sa sobrang stressed w/ their fight nang tatay koh kaya ganonz... so kanina i think pumunta na lang syah sa doktor nyah keysa magpa-emergency sa hospital.. and syempre nag-uusap na ren silah nang tatay koh... pero sana nde naman malala 'ung situation nang nanay koh... naman kc eh....yan... nag-away dahil lang sa perah.. tsk!... hayz!.. datz why ayoko nang perah eh.... money is evil... pag walang pera... nag-aaway... pag may pera... nag-aaway pa ren... hayz.. basta ganyan usapang pera... oh my tatay palah laging nagprapray na manalo nang lotto... and akoh dahil mabait akong anak... i also pray... pero ang prayers koh... "God hwag po sana manalo nang lotto tatay koh..." ayonz... no wonder nde sya nananalo... i know kung iisipin moh itz kinda nice na yeah kapag nanalo eh oo dmeng money.. may pa-pay-off lahat nang debt then you get to go to different places... we don't really have to work and all that... pero i don't think that's wat life is all about... i think d' simpler d' better... having just enough to supply d' basic need in life is better... too much is bad... really bad... at tsaka baka pag andon kme sa point na 'un eh baka i'll be selfish myself... hayz... *ubo* *ubo*.. yan as in kanina pa akoh tahol nang tahol... w/ matching slight headache at fever pah... tapos sabayan pa nang sipon at singhot... masisinghot koh na lahat nang gamit d2 sa room koh... speakin' of room.. asar cuz my room is kinda messy!... asar pa naman akoh pag magulo roomz koh... hayz..'la lang... i juz feel like talkin' to myself...pero God is amazing tlgah cuz kahit sa dme nang probz eh He still keeps providing for our needs and He keeps fixing d' problem w/in our family... yoko na nga gano i take seriously ang buhay... nde koh naman kontrol ang situation eh... nahihirapan lang akoh minsan... lately tlgah ewan... walah akong ginagawang matino sa buhay koh... hayz tlgah... or feelin' stressed lang tlgah akoh... i wanna do somethin' different... and despite sana nang mga problemz eh maging blessing akoh sa ibang tao... selfish selfish koh kc lately eh... kaasar... at tsaka etoh kahit not so feelin' well eh ayoko namang matulog nang matulog lang at ibaby ang sakit koh... lalo akong manghihina eh... nd again layo pa naman sa bitukah.. itz not like i'm dyin' nah... masyado lang makomplain minsan.... hayz... para sa taong mahal koh... "mahal kitah"... haha... 'la lang.. out of nowhere lang... nagpop-up lang sa yutakz koh... bakit bahhh... at etoh nde koh naman ineexpect basahin nyoh lahatz... feel koh lang mag-type.... naaliw lang akoh... bakitz bah... 'ung brew coffee na iniinom koh eh malamig nah... tsk!... i want a latte.... hayz... makabili nga nang espresso machine... so i can make my own coffee anytime i feel like havin' one... feelin' dmeng pera eh noh... pero nde ayoko pa ren manalo nang lotto... lolz... amazed akoh d2 sa blogging world... kc walah lang... sige lang kung feel mong tumalak eh tumalak kah lang... actually naman sa journal koh... dumadaldal lang naman akoh don mag-isa... at akoh ren lang ang nagbabasa... ahh.. syempre si God den... eniweiz usapang sulat kamay.... dati pah mahilig na akoh magsulat... 2nd grade atah may nalalaman na akong autograph ek ek...then 4th grade... my dear journal na akoh... kaso naitapon koh 'ung 4th grade journal koh cuz may naisulat akoh don about my crush nd nabasa nang ateh koh.. so 'unz..... sayang... eh di nabasa koh sana pinagsusulat koh non don... but okz lang and still glad cuz na keep koh ang journals koh from 6th grade hanggang ngaun... malufet devah... yeah.... aliw na akoh magsulat at dumaldal noon pah... funny sabi non daw nang docktor when i was a baby i think na baka i would have a hard time talkin' cuz maiksi daw ang dila koh non... oo nga... nde nga akoh makapagsalitah... nasobrahan lang nang daldal.. lolz... noon lagi akong nababa-banned sa fone nang nanay koh... kc non walah pang call waiting... eh di syempre pag nasa fone walang papasok na calls... .. syempre kelangan pa bang tanungin kung sino nasa fone...aysowz... i think d' longest time na nakipag-usap akoh sa fone eh ahh... mga 8 to 9 hours atah 'un.. pero matagal nah 'un... kausap koh ang super daldal koh at super close koh noon na friend... pagkatapos non... umusok 'ung tenga koh... ang init init nang fone... ---- (tinatawag akoh nang tatay koh... brb...) --- etoh nagbabantay nang pamangkin koh... binigay saken 'un baby... "ra ra ra ra daw.."... 11 month-old baby... may sakit akoh eh akoh pa ren nag-aalaga... cuz her mom eh may sakit den... etoh nangingialam daw 'ung baby niece koh nang computer koh... hinihila ang cord daw... 'la na ... naputol na ang train of thoughts ko... trip koh lang mag-type... kc nasstressed akoh!... 'un ang totoo... na-sstressed akoh kc feeling koh walah akong nagagawa at ang dme kong dapat gawin... waahhh... 'un na nga lang... hayz! nde koh naman ineexpect basahin nyo toh eh... eh kahit akoh sometimes pag mahaba eh nde koh ren feel basahin.. depends on d' mood... pero kapag binasa koh eh tlgang binabasa koh... at kina-career koh pah.. lolz... hayz! i hope i feel better soon... hirap may sakit.. asar eh... nakaaaliw tlgah ang mga bata.. walang iniintidi sa buhay... pangingiti na lang... tapos makikipindot sa keyboard... inaalis koh kamay nyah... naaasar ang baby ohh... lolz... kakaaliw ren syah right now cuz sabi koh "appear".. naki-appear den.. tapos sabay palakpak syah... hehe... i was like.. "yehheey..." lolz... ahh... kanina palah tatay koh... kc nde nga akoh nakapasok sa skul... my bro in law was like.. "oh anditoh kah?" akoh.."yeah nde akoh nakapasok cuz i'm not feelin' well.. may sakit akoh..." tatay koh.. "yan kc ano ano kinakain... hina hina tuloy nang immune system moh..." oh devah... concerned tatay koh... nasermunan pa akoh... aysowz walah na nga akong kinakain minsan eh... actually 'un nga i guess prob... nde balance diet...and sometimes nalilipasan nang gutom sa umaga.. nde akoh nakakapag-breakfast... as in sa class maririnig koh na tumutunog tyan koh... hayz... at madalas akong gutomz, pagod, stressed, tuliro, dehydrated at lack of sleep... oh devah... nde tlgah akoh magkakasakit nyan... lolz... kayah koh pang dumaldal d2 hanggang mamaya pero i chose not to nah... kc 'la lang... ang baby may miracle na ginagawa nahhh... sige.... gotta go...

and yeah... no matter wat happens... at kahit anong bigat pa pinagdadaanan nyo sa life right now... juz trust Him... ndeng nde Nyah kayo pababayaan... He has you and actually all of us in the palm of His hand... and He is an awesome God... and God has a way when seems there is no way... akoh eh mahal na mahal koh tlgah si God sobrah... He's d' reason why i still keep goin' on diz journey of life... and alam koh naman nde Nya pababayaan ang family koh and all my love ones and i believe in His time ibibigay nyah ren ang desires nang puso koh... and syempre ibibigay nyah ren ang desires nang mga puso Nyoh... juz trust Him tlgah... and juz always remember... He will never leave us nor forsake us...

Instructions: (for the tag)
1. Write down who tagged you.
2. Answer these:
- your name / username / pseudo- right-handed or left-handed?- your favorite letters to write?- your least favorite letters to write?- Write “The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.”
3. Tag five persons.

p.s. ang magbasa nang buong post na toh eh malufet.. lolz...nde okz lang i'm not expectin' u guyz to read all of it... i juz feel like typin' and talkin'... =)

Godbless! -di

Will you be mine?

Will you be mine?
-dhianz

When I met you
I thought you will just gonna be there for a while
Eventhough you became my friend
Still I didn’t think the friendship will even go as far as one mile.

However the more we talk
The more I get confuse
What is this feeling that I have?
That makes my mind and heart turned loose.

A slightest thought of you
Gives me a butterfly in my stomach.
Thinking you’ll be mine
Speed my heartbeat like I’m gonna have a heart attack.

Then if I don’t talk to you nor hear from you
It seems that I’m having a chest pain
I can’t really breathe and there is no air
It is true even though it sounds corny and insane.

Why do I always miss you?
Is it love or I’m just fond of you?
Is it just me?
Oh how I wish you’re feeling the same thing too.

I always think of you
That makes my head spin and drives me crazy
And most of the time I’d rather dream of you
Do nothing and yeah you also make me lazy.

You may not be the most handsome guy out there
And funny because you’re not even close to my ideal guy
But I don’t think it matters because my heart doesn’t really care
All I know it beats for you and even I can’t explain why.

I guess I really haven fallen inlove with you
Because I feel that my heart don’t belong to me anymore
Or maybe I’m just really out of my mind
Like how I always dream that it is me and you forevermore.

You became part of me for a short period of time
So if I lose you I don’t really know how to survive
But if that time comes that you became part of someone else
I’d probably just gonna to the ocean eventhough I can’t swim and dive.

I don’t really know what I’m saying
Nor why I’m trying to write a poem
I just probably wanted to ask
Will you be mine? And what is the word jeroboam?

naks!... bawal ang violent reaction.. daz my first poem ever!... malufet... 'la lang.. naisipan koh lang gumawa kahit walah sa system koh... naaliw lang kc akoh last time may nabasa akong tula ren kina Kuya CM, Kuya EJ, Ms. Juyjuy, Handsome, Oracle, Kuya Mike... syempre na-inspired na ren sa mga magagaling tlgah sa paggawa nang tula tulad nila Kuya DH at syempre ang malufet na si Marco Paolo... hihinga lang may tula nah.. =)... hanggang sa muli folkz... have a nice day yah'll..

update w/ princess dee: ---still sick... i got cough, fever and headache... 3 in one... parang nescafe lang... lolz.. sickness na nga papatawa pah... yeah... i'm juz gonna get some rest... so pag nde nyo akoh maramdaman... itz not cuz i'm bz... itz juz dat i'm still not feelin' well... 'sayang 'la ang aking prince to take good care of meeh... =)

Godbless! -di

buti pah...

buti pah si cinderella may prince charming...

buti pah si beauty may beast...

buti pah si mulan may shang...

buti pa si ariel may eric...

buti pa si jasmin may alladin...

buti pa si josha may dong...

buti pa si kuya ronz may karylle...

buti pa si mareng amor may mr. all my life...

buti pa si kuya ej (pajay) may irish gaye...

at buti pah si bro marc may ms. someone nah...

eh paano si princess dee?

p.s. still not feelin' well.. still kinda sick pero malayo pa naman sa bitukah.. not dyin' yet... yan lang drama koh ngaun...

have a nice day yah'll =) ... Godbless! -di

feeling koh i'm sick...

nde koh maintindihan ang nararamdaman koh... kanina pa tlgah akong umaga not feeling well.... nde koh alam dahil siguro pagodz lang akoh... kc mejo tuloy tuloy ang buhay koh... yeah walah pa palah akong off... nung weekdays syempre skul... then i worked tuesday... tapos mula friday to sunday... tapos skul na naman... kaya siguro not feelin' so well... feeling koh may lalagnatin akoh... tapos mejo may ubo pa akoh i think... mejo may slight headache den... kahit sa work walah akong ka-ene-energy... there are days na sobrang hyper akoh... pero nde 'ung weekend work koh... as in parang lo-batt akoh... pero i tried to smile pa ren naman at tried to be nice sa kanilah... pero walah... nde koh alam... tapos siguro nagkapatong patong na lang 'ung pagodz at stressed... nde koh maintindihan sarili koh lately... tapos 'ung feeling pah na ang bz bz nang buhay pero parang walang pinupuntahan... hayz... ewan.... mejo roller coaster of emotion lang tlgah atah akoh... kaya etoh ang resulta... hayz... idaan koh na lang sa tulog at pahinga... hanggang sa muli... Godbless! -di

nagbalik si Princess Dee...

...feeling princess tlgah oo... lolz... nick saken yan ni Kuya DH... 'la lang... naaliw lang akoh gamitin... yeah nagbalik na si princess dee, si dhi, si dee, si Ms. Di, si dhianz, si diane at si simplymeeh!... lolz... oh my gulay! na-miss koh toh!... pero parang nde koh na alam atah pano mag-post ahh sa tagal kong nawalah... graveh!... whew! nde koh alam kung ano sasabihin koh masyado akong na-excite... hmmmnnzzz... salamat sa mga dumaan ha..... napasalamatan koh na atah halos lahat non at quick pasasalamat sa mga dumaan since last online koh... i think i was gone for like 10 days so less than 2 weeks... pero graveh... ang one day na eh parang a week na pagkawala at 10 days graveh ilang months akong nawalah???? ... ahh actually months and months palah pagkawala koh cuz palitaw akoh da whole month of feb... nd hmmmm.. abah napasobrah ang bati koh kay bro marc.. hala may bayad nah yung rest nang greetings nah 'un.... lolz... ahmiss yah'll!!! nde akoh makadaan agad sa lahat kaya again quick thanks sa mga dumaan sa cbox since last time i was online...

Sis Jo: uy! sis jo! na-miss kitah... salamat sa paglinis nang mansyon ni princess dee... lookin' wow feelin' wow kahit walah akoh... lolz.. salamat.... *hugz*... yeah still slight bz pero okz lang... kakayanin nang powers koh.. lolz =)

Kuya Mulong: uy salamat sa pagdaan nung march one... =) yeah may tao na muli sa mansyon ni princess dee... ahh kitah koh dumaan kah twice... salamat again kuyah... yeah tapos nah ang month ni marc... princess dee month naman... lolz.. =)

Pogi: oist! salamat sa pagdaan handsome! =) twice ka ren dumaan sa cbox koh.. double thanks... stay handsome... naks.. =)

Kuya Pajay: hoy! nawala kah?... hehehe... kuya EJ!!!! ahmiss u! ... yeah pansin koh nga ren march nah... lolz... etoh... nagparamdam na akohhh.... hehe... aysowz ginagamit moh pa name ni marc eh miss moh ren akoh eh... lolz =)

edit: Kuya EJ ur sick palah... pagaling kah ha.... anong meron ba't dmeng nagkakasakit?... tsk!... pagaling kah k... nalungkot akoh kc ang clown koh naman ngaun ang may sakit... take care of urself k... *hugz* =)

Ms. Dylan: Hi ms. pretty dylan... mejo bz pa ren nang slight sa skul pero nde koh na hihintayin matapos kc baka ikamatay koh pah ang nde pag-blog... hahaha.. lolz.. salamat sa pagdaan ha.... touched akoh... eniweiz itz good to be back... =)

...feeling koh layo nang narating koh ahhh... lolz

thanks for dropping by tin, jen, and sis angel! =)

Kuya Bhoyet: kuya! weeee!... am back! okz naman po... na-miss koh tong blogsphere and all of u guyz behind diz blog... =)

Ms. Donna: adik! namiss kitah!.. hehe... yeah pansin koh ren march nah... wehe... am back... weee... lolz.. =)

Kuya Dude: salamat sa pagdaan at sige sabihin koh kay bro Marc ang late na pagbati moh... (oist! mark belated happy bday daw... )

Marco Paolo: Bro! na-miss kitahh.... buti naman at magaling kah nahh... daz good... hwag ka na kc magkakasakit okz... well i know nde kah pah totally fine pero at least better na kah keysa last time... tuloy tuloy moh lang yang pagpapagaling moh.... oh yeah ayan may utang kah nah saken... napasobrah greetings koh sau.. libre 'ung sa month nang feb. may bayad na 'ung march... wehe... na-miss kitah bro pa-*hugz* ngah... =)

Kuya DH: since akoh si princess Dee... kaw muna pinaka-special mansyon ditoh kuya DH... ahmiss yah kuya!... natawa naman akoh sa hirit moh... yeah dmeng assignment... haha... ganon kadme kaya tagal akoh nawala... tsk!.. lolz... natawa ren akoh sa isa moh pang hirit na march nah pix moh naman... wehe... salamat sa pagdaan daan ha... ingatz... =)

special thanks den kina Kuya CM, Mareng Amor, Oracle, at Hidden sa pagdaan daan sa page koh last time… =) ------ and more pasasalamat nasa Marco Paolo Month post koh...
[and to josha and kuya ronz kahit nde kayo nagpaparamdam... syempre si josha ang reason ba' t ako nakarating sa mundong itoh.... and syempre si kuya ronz and nag-ayos nang simple but beautiful kong page... asan na nga palah favor koh kuya?.... lolz and paparenovate koh toh sau laterz ha... laterz pa naman... mejo matagal pah... sinasabi koh lang ahead of time.... lolz... ingatz kayo luvteam koh... =)]

p.s.

oh yeah btw... Belated Happy Birthday sa mga February Celebrants na sina Kuya Gillboard, Kuya Mulong, Blooming Bloom, and Ms. International Jaja... and sige Happy Birthday na ren sa mga March Celebrants =)

na-miss koh kayong lahat and it feelz good to be back... =)

GODBLESS! -princess dee