have a blessed 2010 =)

I feel like this will be my best year so far. Oh devah yan ang spirit! lolz. Sabi nang isang friendship sa FB eh this is the year of decisions. Hmm... *buntong-hininga*... God help meeh w/ every decision i'm gonna make kc minsan messed up ang yutakz koh. Umpisang umpisa nang year eh parang buhol buhol nah ang language koh. Enebeh! Lolz. Since this is my first post for d' year of 2010 eh i would like to start it w/ a prayer... =)

Dear God,

God alam nyo po na masyado akong maemo nang year 2009 and for sure magiging medyo maemo pa ren akoh nang slight this year pero nde naman po yung ang point koh eh. Ano po bah point koh God? wehe. Okei seryoso nah po. Alam nyo po yung mga bagay na dinideal koh po and i don't think I need to broadcast it to the whole wide world or more likely whole wide web... eniweiz kayo na po bahala po saken. Alam nyo naman po minsan roller coaster of emotions po akoh. Sana po maging tool Nyo po akoh para maging blessing to someone else inspite of my weakneses. Tulungan Moh po akoh with every little decisions na gagawin koh po. Dalhin nyo po akoh sa path na gusto Nyo pong tahakin koh. Kayo na po bahala sa pagtupad nang mga pangarap koh po. Alam nyo po ang desires nang puso koh and Kayo na po bahala don and i believe naman po na ibibigay Nyo ren po lahat nang yon in Your time.

God alam koh po most of the time all i think about is myself. Pero maraming taong nangangailangan po sa Inyoh. Marami na ren pong tao na alam koh po napaghihinaan nang loob na magpatuloy sa buhay or kaya naman po nawalan na po nang faith sa Inyo. God guide those people and bless them and make them feel that You are near kahit man lang po sa tulong nang mga taong tulad namen na patuloy pa ren po sa pagkapit sa Inyoh na kahit sometimes selfish and a lot of times eh lost den po ourselves. I am praying for those people. Alam koh po na never Mo silang ile-let go and kahit anong mangyari eh nandyan Ka lang po lagi and You'll always be there for them and will always love them uncoditionally. 

God let this be the best year so far for all of us. Alam koh po kagaya nang emotions koh eh magiging roller coaster den minsan ang pagdadaanan namen. Alam koh po na we are not always gonna be happy and a lot of times eh ido-down kme nang mga enemies. But let you be our strength, our protector, and healer everytime we get wounded.  God kayo na po bahala sa lahat lahat. I'm letting go everything to you starting right now. God alam Nyo po dehinz madali itoh. Nde akoh magiging perfect i know that... malilito pa ren akoh minsan... iiyak pa ren akoh... eemo akoh... masasaktan... and darating ang time i would still feel like giving up. But Kayo na po bahala. I'm trusting you po.

So God i'm letting go everything to you right now. I want you to run my life, my desires, my wants, my ambitions, things that i wanna do in life, things I wanna accomplish, stuff i wanted to have and so on. God pinapaubaya koh na ren po sa Inyoh and family koh po and all my love ones. I'm leaving them to Your Hand. Please always take good care of them and always stay in their hearts. May you always guide them too in the right path and never ever let them go and I believe you won't... and alam Nyo na po ang greatest prayer koh po sa kanilah.

I love you so much po w/ all my heart, soul, strenght and mind. Minsan nga lang po nde masyadong obvious. Lolz. Pero mahal na mahal koh po kayo. Sorry for all the wrong things that i've done lately and from the past and i believe I'm forgiven. From now on... I'm gonna try to walk in love... whew! dehinz po madali po God but yeah i'll do my best for you. I"m gonna try to clear my mind from all the wrong ungodly things and instead i'll try to fill it w/ Your words and everything that is positive. Thanks for all Your wonderful blessings and for loving us so much. I"m excited for all your wonderful blessings that are waiting for all of us this year. Thanks in advance po and I love you po.

In Jesus name, I pray and say thanks. Amen.

GODBLESS yah'll! -di & again, HAPPY and a BLESSED 2010! =)