will u keep thinkin' of meeh?

Naruto: "Wherever someone thinks of you, that's where home is."
Sakura: That's a nice saying.
Naruto: (Nods) But... Is that really true? If that's true, then if we keep thinking about someone, that person would return, right?
Sakura: Yes... I'd like to think that...

...i'll be gone for a while.. for sure i'll miss u guys... Godbless-di

---> special shout-out to Sis Jenskee-chan - thanks for d' favor... i appreciate it.. *hugz*... =)

Poem for Marco Paolo

I'm feeling really sleepy right now...
But i said i'll make you a poem, right?
At this moment I dunno what to say here
I'll just write something as I go along, alright

You decided to take a little break somehow
From this world that you created your own
What is bothering you my friend so dear?
Or you think it's better to leave it unknown

If you need someone, I'll be here anyhow
Don't hesistate to ask me 'cause I'm just around
But I know your plan for now is to disappear
Just don't let whatever it is make you drown

You know I don't really like saying any vow
Nor making any promises so i can help you out
I hope you feel that what i'm saying is sincere
That you can always lean on me all throughout



p.s. oh sabi koh kc gagawan koh sya nang poem... da poem is not all that i know... pero ginawa koh lang 'ung sinabi koh kc inspired lang akoh kay Naruto... inspired? or adik lang tlgah? .. wehe siguro the latter. =)

"I never go back on my words, that is my ninja way" -Naruto

Godbless! -di

*sigh*

Parang ang lungkot lungkot koh lately. Oh gutom lang akoh ngaun. Nde koh alam. I dunno. Mixed feeling na nde moh maintindihan. Hayz. Ewan koh bah. Adik lang tlgah atah akoh. Naghahanap nang karamay or kausap. Or wala lang... tulad lang nang usual eh gusto koh lang tumalak. Pero nakakapagod den ang tumalak. I guess what I really miss is quiet times with Him. Hayz. Naliligaw na naman atah akoh nang tamang landas. Ewan koh bah. Parang paulit-ulit lang sinasabi koh atah ah. Teka wala naman tlgah akong sinasabi... yeah walang sense naman tlgah ang pinagsasabi koh. Wala lang. Hhmmmm..... mga tao nde ka naman talagah nilah ma-please all the time. Minsan eh ewan. Hayz. Baka may joke kayoh matawa naman akoh.... *sigh*. Sigh naman kc puro hayz na lang sinasabi koh eh.... hay naku ewan koh bahhh.... 

Lately adik akoh kay naruto. Kaya bah akoh nagkakaganitoh? But Naruto has nothing to do with it... pinagtanggol si naruto.. parang nag-sound like bf koh lang si Naruto eh noh... ang adik.. teka akoh palah si Hinata... *toinks*. Hayz! oh yeah naaliw akoh sa quote nilah last time kay naruto....

"Naruto has the power to change people" 

Yun lang. hayz. Walah naman tlagah akong sasabihin... gusto koh lang mag-type. Naman... buhay nga naman oo.... parang life lang.... walah.... blangko lang ang yutakz koh.... *sigh* 

*nakatitig lang sa kawalan...*

walah nah akong masabi... post koh na lang toh... hayz... Godbless! -di

What I Miss?

I miss being told the word "i love you"
I miss receiving texts saying "i miss you"
I miss spending time with someone special
I miss having a boyfriend even sometimes I'm in denial

I miss being on the phone every single night
I miss receiving calls from my shining knight
I miss spending hours talking about sweet-nothing
I miss having to fall asleep from a voice of someone so loving

I miss being called sweetie, honey, or baby
I miss receiving countless of romantic gestures daily
I miss spending moments flirting with my sweetheart
I miss having a relationship with someone close to my heart

I miss being able to say "I love you my boo"
I miss receving a reply saying "i love you too, i do"
I miss spending my precious seconds with that kind of scene
I miss having the feeling of inlove but my prince still can't be seen.

-diane

GODBLESS!

since wala akong kakulitanz...

...kakausapin koh na lang sarili koh... hayz... naghahanap nang kakulitanz right at diz moment.. pero parang tumahimik ang mundo koh... kahit ang plurkville eh nde yatah kinaya ang kaadikan koh... kc parang nagsipag-alisan na mga ka-plurks koh... eniweiz... ahh... may tinatawagan na isang kaibigan... 'un den... nde sinasagot... either ayaw sagutin... nakukulitanz na saken... or bz lang tlgah or ayaw makipag-usap.... ditoh naman sa blogsphere... parang akoh lang atah ang kanina parang adik na ikot nang ikot ditoh... walah daw bang life? tsk!... hayz off kc akoh sa work... kaya wala lang... eh medyo ayos naman tong laptop koh... napagtitiyagaan kaya etoh medyo nag-aadik lang... kc kapag balik work nah... and balik skul muli... i don't think i'll have so much time na gawin toh... hayz... hmmm.... wala lang... at least ayos naman palah kausapin ang sarili koh... nde koh kelangan maghintay nang sasagot sa tinatawagan koh... nde koh kelangan maghintay nang unread responses sa plurk... pero meron pa kayang ibang website... eh ba't don lang akoh nag-aadik??? eh walah eh... topakz ang laptop koh eh... may mga site na ayaw.. or it'll take forever to download... hwag na pilitin baka tuluyang nde mag-work tong laptop... wala pa sa budget koh ang pambili nang bago... kaya naman pagtiyagaan na lang muna.. at pagtiyagaan kung saan website sya makakapunta... at least nga nagwowork itoh sa blogsphere eh... kaso minsan nde nagdo-download ang whole thing sa isang page... pero minsan ayos naman... depende sa mood nyah... hayz... hmmmmm.... wala... adik lang... hayz... ano bah gagawin koh?... wala naman atah...actually madme... pero walah... tinatamad akoh... tinatamad akoh may gawin... gusto koh lang mag-adik sa harap nang laptop koh... hmmm.... puwede akong kumain... pero dehinz naman akoh gutom... para may magawa lang eh noh... hmmm... puwede akong magbasa... pero tinatamad akoh... pwede koh reng ayusin ang room koh... pero tinatamad akoh... magkape kaya akoh... tinatamad den akoh... teka baka uhaw lang toh at dehydrated akoh... inom koh na lang nang tubig pero tinatamad akoh... hmmm... ayos palah kausapin ang sarili koh eh... parang sisa lang... hayz... naman.... kwentuhan koh na lang kaya sarili koh... once upon a time... hmmmm... and they lived happily ever after... the end... oh devah ayos... hayz... buhay... parang life lang... naman... ba't ganon... merong mga time na parang 'un nga like right at diz moment... parang tahimik nang mundo moh... parang wala kang makausap... wala kang kasama... parang ewan... parang mag-isa ka lang... masyado bah akong madmeng free time kaya nagagawang kong walah... yeah wala akong nagagawa... ang labo koh... hayz.... puwede naman akoh makipag-chikahan kay God... hello po God... hayz... wala lang.. ewan... so lost... so lost nga bah?... nde naman... naghahanap lang tlgah akoh ngaun nang kausap or kakullitanz... puwede naman akoh manood nang naruto na lang... kaya lang... nde koh alam kung kakayanin nang powers nang laptop koh 'ung pinapanooran koh nung naruto... cuz usually i watch it in my ate's imac... at least don kahit anong site puwede... pero tong laptop koh nga eh limited ang puwede nyang puntahan for meeh... ayoko naman masyadong pilitin kc nga... konti na lang... mauubos na ren ang pasensya nitoh saken... for sure totally magshu-shut down nah... as in baka dehinz koh na magamit... eh di wala na akong kaadikan... nde naman akoh puwedeng tumambay lagi sa ate koh para lang mag-adik... at least d2 ayos itz in my own room... anytime puwedeng gamitin... walang limit... bahala akoh... hayz... ang adik lang tlgah eh noh... at sino naman kayang matiyagang magbabasa nang post koh na itoh... syempre sino pah... akoh den... for sure akoh isa akoh sa adik na magbabasa nitoh paulit ulitz... teka.. ayos... replayan koh ren kaya toh... magkoment den akoh... ang adik eh noh... tsk!... hayz... 'un na nga lang... laterz... Godbless! -di

nde madali...

Hindi madaling mag-isa
Nakakalungkot at nakakasawa
Hindi maiwasang mainggit sa iba
Na may kasama at kayakap sa twina

Minsan mas madaling sumuko
Umupo na lang sa isang tabi at magpakalumo
Namnamin ang nadaramang sakit sa puso
At magkulong na lamang sa sariling mundo

Minsan mas madaling magpaka-emo
Tumitig sa kawalan habang walang kibo
At hayaan na lang ang isipan ay mag-blangko
Para maging manhid na lang ito gaya nang bato

Pero...

Alam kong hindi ako laging mag-iisa
Mapapawi rin ang aking lungkot at magiging maligaya
Kaya hindi koh hahayaang mabuhay sa inggit sa iba
Dahil darating din ang araw na makakasama ko ang aking sinta


p.s. ang emo daw oh... at parang masyadong makata ang poem... wehe... wala lang... nagawa koh nung isang araw atah... wala lang trip lang... neweiz... thank God cuz i fixed my laptop myself... ang mahal kc kapag papagawa eh... ayos naman... itz working just fine... =)

---> EDIT: [hmmm.... medyo tinotopakz pa ren ang laptop koh... tsk!... pero pwedeng pagtiyagaan.... don't have d' budget to buy a new one yet.... pag may tiyaga may laptop... lolz... wala lang... ok ok pagtiyagaan koh na lang muna... ]

Godbless! -di

ehem

"Pangarap o katotohanan?" [jenskee]

Masaya ako kapag napapatawa kita
Masaya ako sa bawat sandaling kausap kita
Masaya ako basta maramdaman kita
Masaya ako dahil mahal kita [diane]

Masaya ka rin kaya gaya ko? [lord CM]
Laman ba ng puso mo ay ako? [azel]
O mangangarap na lang ako lagi sayo? [yanah]
Paano na lamang kung natatakot ka lang kagaya ko? [jenskee]

Masaya ka kung di ka malungkot
Masaya ka kahit malungkot ako
Masaya ka kahit ano pa nararamdaman ko [darkhorse]
Mahal kita pero masaya ka ba na dumating ako sa buhay mo? [marco paolo]

Hanggang kelan matatapos ang sayang nararamdaman ko?
Hanggang kelan ka magiging akin?
O hanggang pangarap ka na lang ba? [marco paolo]
Sa panaginip na lang ata talaga kita maaangkin [diane]

O giliw ko, sanay maramdaman mo [batang nars]
Titigil lang ang pagtibok ng pusong to kung mawwalay ka sa kin...
Sanay wag mong ipag kait dahil ang tibok ng puso ko ang tangi kong maiaalay
Kung ikaw mawawalay hayaan mo na lamang tumigil ang tibok ng pusong wlang saysay [darkhorse]

Ikaw lang ang nagpatibok sa puso ko [pogi]
Pero di ko akalain na ikaw din ang mag papahinto nito,
Akala ko masaya ka sa piling ko tulad ng nararamdaman ko para sa iyo
Pero akoy nag kamali... [saul krisna] ito pala ang aking ikakasawi [yanah]

....BOW!!! [lord CM]

AW AW AW!!..period na wlang erase. [amorgatory]

edit: idea ni kuya CM... dugtungan poem... hmm... sige ngah... letz see if we can make a poem... feel free to join... eedit koh as u guyz add some line to it... =) ----> tinapos na ni kuya CM ang poem at 2nd d' motion naman nah si mareng amor... 

p.s. [first four lines...] nakita koh lang toh sa drafts koh sa cell koh...ewan koh kelan koh sinulat... naaliw lang akoh =)

GODBLESS! -di

some quotes...

... that i love from Tuesday w/ Morrie book:

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"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning"
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"Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too -- even when you're in the dark. Even when you're falling."
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"We're so wrapped up with egotistical things, career, family, having enough money, meeting the mortgage, getting a new car, fixing the radiator when it breaks -- we're involved in trillions of little acts just to keep going. So we don't get into the habit of standing back and looking at our lives and saying, Is this all? Is this all I want? Is something missing?
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Mitch: "Why is it so hard to think about dying?"

Morrie: "Because...most of us all walk around as if we're sleepwalking. We really don't experience the world fully, because we're half-asleep, doing things we automatically think we have to do."

Mitch:"And facing death changes all that?"

Morrie: "Oh, yes, You strip away all that stuff and you focus on the essentials. When you realize you are going to die, you see everything much differently"
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"The fact is, there is no foundation, no secure ground, upon which people may stand today if it isn't the family. It's become quite clear to me as I've been sick. If you don't have the support and love and caring and concern that you get from a family, you don't have much at all. Love is so supremely important."
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"Learn to detach"
"Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent."
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"All right, it's just fear, I don't have to let it control me, I see it for what it is"

Same for loneliness: you let go, let the tears flow, feel it completely -- but eventually be able to say, "All right, that was my moment with loneliness. I'm not afraid of feeling lonely, but now I'm going to put that loneliness aside and know that there are other emotions in the world, and I'm going to experience them as well."
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Morrie: "Aging is not just decay, you know. It's growth. It's more than the negative you're going to die, it's also the positive that you understand you're going to die. , and that you live a better life because of it."

Mitch: [Yes, I said, but if aging were so vulnerable, why do people always say, "Oh if I were young again." 

Morrie: He smiled. "You know what that reflects? Unsatisfied lives. Unfulfilled lives. Lives that haven't found meaning. Because if you've found meaning in your life, you don't want to go back. You want to go forward. You want to see more...."

"Listen. You should know something. All younger people should know something. If you're always battling against getting older, you're always going to be unhappy, because it will happen anyhow."
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"You have to find what's good and true and beautiful in your life as it is now. Looking back makes you competitive. And, age is not a competitive issue."
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"...if you're tying to show off for people at the top, forget it. they will look down at you anyhow. And if you're trying to show off for people at the bottom, forget it. They will only envy you. Status will get you nowhere. Only an open heart will allow you to float equally between everyone."
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"-- how we think, what we value-- those you must choose yourself. You can't let anyone-- or any society-- determine those for you."
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"Look, no matter where you live, the biggest defect we human beings have is shortsightedness. We don't see what we could be. We should be looking at our potential, stretching ourselves into everything we can become."
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p.s.  oh yeah pabati na ren... HaPPY BiRTHDaY kay sis Mayyang... =) 

Godbless! -di

Tuesday w/ Morrie

... katatapos koh lang basahin 'ung book nung isang araw... tapos nakita koh na may movie version sa you tube... pinanood koh and as i was watchin' eh tinype koh ang ibang quote na nag-caught nang attention koh... i had some highlighted quotes den sa book pero itoh na lang muna i-share koh...

Morrie: what is it about silence that makes people uneasy? Why do people only feel comfortable when they're filling the air with words? 

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Morrie: You know dying is only one thing to be sad about. Living unhappily that's another matter. 

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Mitch: Coach, have you ever wish you're young again.

Morrie: .... I've been young. I know how miserable it can be being young. 

Morrie: Aging isn't just a decay you know. it's growth. 

Mitch: So how come nobody ever says... Gee i wish i were old!

Morrie: Because this culture worships youth. Me i do not buy it. I've had my time to be 22. This is my time to be 78. 

Mitch:  So you were never afraid of getting old? 

Morrie: Ahh the fear of aging. You know what that reflects Mitch...  Lives that haven't found meaning. 

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Morrie: Just imagine a little bird on your shoulder and everyday you say.

"Is this the day i'm gonna die little bird? Huh? Am i ready? Am i leading to life i want to lead? Am i the person that i want to be?" If we accept the fact that we can die at anytime, we lead our lives differently. 

So everyday we say. "is this the day?" 

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Morrie: Work, money, ambition, we burry ourselves with these things. But we never stand back and say is this what i want?

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Morrie: Attention of opposites. Life pulling you back and forth like a rubber band. Pull you one way you think that's what you wanna do. Pull you another way you think that's what you have to do. 

Mitch: Sounds like a wrestling match. 

Morrie: Well... you could describe life that way

Mitch: So who wins?

Morrie: LOVE.

Love always wins. 

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Morrie: When we are infants we need others to survive... When we're dying we need others to survive... But here's the secret in between we need others even more...

...very touching story... kakaiyak... nandon na akoh sa last part sa you tube but mamya koh na tapusin cuz kelangan koh nang umalis ditoh sa computer nang ate koh... my laptop is still down but itz ok.. pa-fix koh na lang later...Godbless u all =)

HaPPY MoM'S DaY =)

...bumabati lang po sa lahat nang moms out there.. 

...sa mga mommy nah na bloggers at sa mga moms nang mga bloggers =) 

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

... syempre sa nanay koh na ren at sa mga ate koh na feeling koh naman mababasa ang blog koh noh... =)

GODBLESS! -di

p.s. sad akoh cuz my laptop is down! =( yan kc nde agad ni reboot... kelangan koh ipaayos... etoh nakikigamit nang computer nang ate koh.. tsk! nde tuloy makatambay nang matagal... 

Tag from Sis Jenskee and Sis Shel

...usually eh nde koh nagagawa ang mga tag... nalalagpasan koh na lang... since ditoh lang akoh sa room koh right now and not feelin' so well... eh gagawin koh na lang toh... at para namang magpapagaling saken toh noh? 'la lang... =)

Tag from Sis Jenskee:

ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now
(don't tell us who it is)

1."nakakaaliw kah tlgah... salamat for always makin' my day"
2."i was gonna call u sanah... pero hwag na lang... "
3."nde naman akoh galit sau... nagtampo lang...sana maging ok den ang lahat"
4."nakitah koh tita moh... sabi koh itz been like forever since d' last time we hang-out"
5."dunno how to say this but is it ok if you please stop txting me and leavin' me a voicemail"
6. "abah dehinz na tayoh nagkikitah ahh... tsk!"
7. "pinangarap kitah kaso hanggang kaibigan lang atah tlgah tayoh"
8. "nde na tayoh as tight as noon... pero mahal ka pa ren namen..."
9. "sensya nah po kung minsan masyado akong maarte bigyan nang gamit..."
10."tamad ka man... mahal ka pa ren namen... "

nine things about yourself:
1. sweet
2. matampuhin
3. good listener
4. respectful
7. simple
8. shopaholic
9. God-loving

eight ways to win your heart:
1. bibigyan akoh nang huggable bear.
2. bobolahin akoh minsan.
3. kakausapin nyah lang akoh kahit ano lang.
4. susulatan nya akoh nang sweet love letter.
5. he'll give me his undivided attention.
6. kahit isulat lang sa isang pirasong papel how much he miss me.
7. kakantahan nyah akoh kahit 'la sa tono.
8. basta mahal nyah akoh next to God and not more than Him. =)

seven things you want to happen to you before you die:
1. mabasa ang mga books na gusto kong mabasa.
2. marating ang mga places na gusto kong mapuntahan
3. matapos koh lahat nang episodes nang naruto
4. madala koh sa jollibee at ma-ishopping man lang ang mga pinsan koh sa side nang mom koh.
5. makapag-volunteer job sa iba't ibang lugar at maka-make difference sa mga tao.
6. maging tool akoh ni God pah para makilala Syah at tanggapin sya nang mga tao sa puso nilah.
7. God alam moh na po 'ung isa nde bah... dehinz koh na babanggitin.

wer na is 6? ---> 'la ang six. okz lang i'm not a big fan of that number anyway =)

five turn offs:
1. smoker/drinker
2. masyadong manly
3. seryoso masyado sa earth...
4. who swear/curse too much
5. walang faith kay God

four turn ons:
1. funny... may sense of humor
2. may kaemohan sa system nyah
3. 3's [sexy, smart, sweet]
4. may relationship kay God

three smileys that describe your life:
1. =) smiley na lagi kong ginagamit
2. =P smiley koh non kaso nandidila lagi
3. =( malamang sad...

two things you wish you never did:
1. ahh... hmmm... i guess 'ung nangyari between samen nang isang close friend koh.
2. ahh... hmmm... ba't lah akong maisip? 'la kc sa vocab koh ang never eh...

one confession:
1. confession... ahhh... ok. it was about three years ago when i decided to stop eating pork and beef... nde koh na ikukuwento why cuz tinatamad akoh magkuwento... so madalas chicken, tofu, fish, some veggies na lang...

At dahil tag toh..ipapasa daw dapat...Papasa ko kay: ---->Kuya EJ, bro Marc, Kuya DH, Kuya CM, big bro Saul Krisna [...bahala nah kayo kung gagawin nyo yan or nde... matanda na kayo para mag-decide para sa sarili nyoh... lolz]

Tag from Sis Shel:

Rules:1. Post these rules on your blog.
2. Share 5 facts about yourself.
3. Tag 5 people at the end of your post by leaving their name as well as links to their blogs.
4. Link the person who tagged you.
5. Leave a comment for each blogger.

so here's the five facts about me:

1. i always talk to God... pero na-miss koh noon na halos every second Sya ang kausap koh... ngaun kc ewan koh bah masyado akong caught up sa sarili kong mundo at sa mga bagay na gusto kong maabot at gawin... pero syempre never koh pa ren na-miss na kausapin Syah... =)
2. to the extreme akoh minsan: example either sobrang sipag or sobrang tamad... graveh... biro nga ni Ms. Pretty Dylan eh bipolar akoh... kinda true... kc like sa blogging minsan sobrang active akoh... hintay ka lang... mamaya hiatus na naman akoh... lolz.
3. sweet akong tao... ehem.. lolz...pero lately... nabawasan yon... hayz... personal issue daw.. lolz...
4. matampuhin akoh...tampururot...isang fact tlgah yan about meeh... pero at least now mas less than before... sabi nga nang isang kaibigan koh noon... fragile akoh kaya i should be handle w/ care.. naks =)
5. mas naapreciate koh ang mga small things... nde akoh into expensive gifts... i'd rather receive kahit kapiranggot na papel sayin' letz say how much i mean to you... or kahit simpleng cards lang... cuz i'm really into message... than receiving letz say a coach bag tapos dehinz koh naman type 'ung style... tsk!... lolz =)

now i will pass this tag to: --->Ms. Pretty Dylan, Sis Jenskee, Sis Azel, Sis Mayyang, Ms. Sexy Chyng [itz up to yah kung feel nyong gawin or not... okz =]

p.s. sori nde koh na-malink cuz my probz tong computer koh... minsan nagfrefreeze na lang... nde koh pa kc narereboot eh.. tinatamad akoh... ginawa koh na tong mga tag bago ko pa man malimutan at madeadma... =)

GODBLESS! -di

confused...

...ditoh akoh ngaun sa point nang buhay koh na i'm so confused. sobrah... parang patuloy akoh sa paglalakbay pero walang pinapatunguhan. Ewan koh bah. Dahil siguro nde koh tina-take ang path na nile-lead saken ni God. Or cause I don't really hear from Him lately dahil nakatago akoh sa sarili kong mundo. Or dahil selfish akoh at walah akong ginawa kund mag-complain. Lagi akong nagcocomplain pero walah naman akong ginagawang action. Puro wishbone wala namang backbone. tsk!... asan nah 'ung diane na kilala koh? hayz.... siguro dahil nde akoh nagdedepend too much kay God lately... na i spend more time on my own world...even on this blogpshere world than with Him. Dapat Syah lagi ang top priority koh... dapat kapag may probz akoh Syah dapat ang lagi kong kinakausap. Feeling koh nga nagtatampo na sya saken eh. Funny last time dumating akoh sa point nang buhay koh na sabi koh kay God... "God ba't walah po akong problema"... kaya naman... etoh request granted akohh... tsaaraaannn... ayan dme... nde lang isa... nde lang dalawah... kundi ilan nga bah?... lolz... hayz... wala lang... honestly tlgah litong lito akoh. *hingang malalim*.... teka kausapin koh muna nga si God d2...

Dear God,

God sori ha... nde koh tlgah alam. Feeling koh i'm so lost. May mga bagay na nakakapagpasaya saken noon na feelin' koh don't really make me happy anymore. Minsan na-uupset na lang po akoh sa iba cuz nde name-meet ang expectations koh at ang gusto koh. Syempre tao lang po silah and they can't please me all the time. Pero inspite naman po nang lahat nang mga kaemohan koh at madalas kong pag-complain lately eh andyan Ka pa ren po... nde Nyoh po pinababayaan ang family koh at lahat nang mahal koh sa buhay. Sabi koh noon willing akoh magsacrifice para sa mga mahal koh sa buhay. Sabi koh kahit akoh na lang po mag-take nang burdens instead na silah po. Syempre 'ung burdens nah 'un nde koh naman po tlgah kelangan dalhin cause i can give it to You po. Pero nde koh po tlgah alam.... sobrang lost po akoh. At ang mga burdens na yan... i know maliit lang compared sa ibah dyan pero feelin' koh ang bigat bigat minsan. Or kaya naman kinukunuha Nyo na ang mga burdens koh pero pilit koh pa reng inaangkin itoh. Or kaya nama po carry Nyo na po at nag-iinarte na lang po akoh. Hayz. Gusto koh lang po makipag-usap sa inyo God. I know 'ur an awesome God at nde Nyo po kme pababayaan no matter what... sobrang litong lang po tlgah akoh. Kayo nah po bahala sa lahat lahat. Alam koh patuloy pa ren akoh macoconfused sa buhay natoh... patuloy pa ren ang pag-agos nang mga problema... patuloy pa ren akong mawawala sa tamang landas... pero dahil andyan Kah po... i gui-guide Nyoh po akoh... i lea-lead nyo po akoh sa right path... at icacarry nyo po ang problema koh if i'm willing to let it go... you'll always have me in the palm of Your hand... and for sure You will never leave me nor forsake me. hayz. sensya na po sa lahat nang kaemohan God. I love you po. And thanks for taking care my family and all my love ones. In Jesus name, i pray and say thanks. Amen.

Give your burdens to the LORD, and HE will take care of you.

Psalm 55:22 NLT

GODBLESS! -di

Minsan

Minsan ang mga tao nde moh maramdaman. Minsan gusto moh lang naman talagah makipag-usap. Minsan feeling moh pagod kah. Minsan parang ang bz bz moh pero walah ka naman tlgang ginagawa. Minsan parang pare-pareho lang ang ginagawa mo. Minsan may mga bagay na dapat gawin pero dehinz ginagawa. Minsan feeling moh tumatanda ka na lang pero wala ka pa reng naaabot sa buhay moh. Minsan feeling moh nag-iisa kah sa mundo. Minsan parang selfish moh lang.  Minsan feel moh lang umiyak. Minsan malungkot ka lang tlgah. Minsan para ka lang baliw. Minsan kumakain kah dehinz ka naman gutom. Minsan kumukulo na tiyan moh dehinz ka pa ren kumakain. Minsan nde gumagana yata ang yutakz moh. Minsan parang ayaw moh nang mag-isip. Minsan sumasakit na lang ang ulo moh. Minsan nawawala kah sa tamang landas. Minsan parang walang kulay ang buhay moh. Minsan dehinz moh maintindihan ang sarili moh. Minsan walang words na makapag-epxlain kung ano talagah ang nararamdaman moh. Minsan eh wala lang talagah. Hayz.

Godbless! -di

it's time to say Goodbye.

Nung dumating kah sa buhay koh
Akala koh ikaw na yon
Ang taong magiging prince charming koh
At ang lalaking makakasama koh habang buhay
Pero nalaman koh ang sagot mula kay God
Nde palah ikaw yon
Hayz…
Naaliw pa naman akoh
Na-excite akoh
Nintety percent pa naman ang chance
Na ikaw ang magiging "the one" koh
Kaso walah eh
Ikaw 'ung one percent
Tsk!
Kakakalungkot isipin
Kc kahit papaano naging parte ka na nang buhay koh
Napadalas ang takbo moh sa utak koh
Naging dahilan ka nang paghinga koh
At naging dahilan ka nang bawat pagtibok nang puso koh
Pero ganon tlgah ang buhay eh
Parang life lang
Sigh!
I guess yeah I have to let you go
Ang tanggapin ang fact
Na nde kaw ang destiny koh
Pero nagpapasalamat akoh
Dahil kahit papaano eh napasaya moh akoh
Naibsan mo ang kalungkutan koh
Natutunan kong muli ang magmahal
Na kahit akala koh naging bato na ang puso koh
Salamat sa pagdating sa buhay koh
Na kahit man lamang sa maikling panahon
Nagkaroon muli nang kulay itoh
Muling ring nagkaroon nang ngiti sa mga labi koh
Muling nagmahal ang puso koh
At muli kong naranasan kung pano ang maglakad sa alapaap
Pero hanggang doon na lang talaga ang paglalakbay nating dalawa
Kaya naman
I wish u all d’ best na lang...
And syempre
May God bless u always...
Sana matagpuan mo ang princess moh na makakasama moh habang buhay
Na nde ka sasaktan muli tulad nang huli mong pag-ibig
Babaeng mamahalin kah nang tunay
At taong magiging karamay moh sa lungkot at saya
Salamat sa lahat...
Paalam.


...akala koh sa paggising koh at sa muling pagmulat nang mata koh eh prince charming koh na ang makikita koh... pero nde palah... sarili koh pa ren palah ang makikita koh... mag-isa pa ren palah akoh sa paglalakbay sa mundong itoh... hayz... dapat masaya ang muling pagbabalik koh pero parang naging maemo ang mga nakalipas na buwan para saken.... pasensya nah....

...salamat sa lahat nang nagkoment sa h-mode post koh at walang sawang nagparamdam at dumaan sa cbox koh.... rereply sana akoh pero i don't have d' energy to do so... maybe i'll reply later na lang or maybe i'll start anew na lang muli.... namiss koh ang mundong itoh...

GODBLESS! -di