Katatapos koh lang basahin yung book ni Nicholas Sparks na "The Guardian". Dehinz akoh makatulog hangga't dehinz koh matapos eh. Naiyak akoh... kc yung doggie ni Julie si Singer. Eniweiz dehinz koh na kukuwento for those who wanted to read it... itz an old book na ren naman eniweiz.. and 'cause it'll take me forever lang para ikuwento. Basta pag it got somethin' to do w/ dog eh i get very emotional since i'm a dog lover. The book is a love story... I think most of his book are love stories eniweiz... but para saken i think mas masakit pa ren sa dibdib yung dear John ni Nicholas Sparks. Eniweiz i was more emo few minutes ago. Since nailuha koh na eh i'm ok nah.
Uhm... hmm... eniweiz first salamat po sa mga bumati nang happy new year at mga nagkomento sa aking unang entry nang taon. Pero pansin nyo po am not so active lately... not 'cause bzbzhan akoh nor tamad tamaran akoh it was 'cause 'la na akong computer sa house. Madalas koh kcng gamitin yung imac nang ate koh... eh kaso.. they moved out na so wala na po akong computer na magamit. Right now pinagtitiyagaan koh itong laptop koh na few minutes ka lang eh ishushut-down ka nah or kaya naman nde kah makapunta sa website na gusto mong puntahan... or it'll show so much errors that will make yah restart 'ur computer over and over and over... as in sobrang over.. so 'unz. So i decided to disconnect my internet conection since wala akong matinong computer and unfortunately i can't buy one anytime soon 'cause of d' ecomomy crisis blah blah here...na too bad medyo apektado ren akoh.. actually kme... so tight ang budget and everythin'. Pero awa ni God i'm plannin' to buy a new one by Spring time or Summer or early Fall. Hangtagal eh noh?... at inisa isa pa ang season... sana sinabi koh na lang this year. wehe. Unless may mabuting nilalang na gustong magbigay nang new laptop saken?...hmm... lolz.. nde basta new laptop it should be the d' one that i wanted ha... demanding pa eh noh. lolz. Yeah i know there are a lot of cheap laptops pero syempre kung bibili akoh eh yung somethin' na gustong gusto koh na 'cause i actually have a laptop that i've been inlove with for a while now.,.. so yeah awa ni God mabili koh yon. So yeah no internet for a while sa haus startin' this weekend. *sigh*
So yeah i juz wanted to say goodbye for now... pansamantalang pamamaalam... well okei sige... hiatus mode muna... kc mas ok atah pakinggang yun... babalik pa naman akoh devah?... kahit dehinz koh gusto eh i don't have much of a choice right now. I know dehiz koh naman tlgah kelangan magpaalam na mawawala akoh but i feel like a lot of u guyz are my friends na and ayoko lang mawala nang parang bula. So mamimiss koh kayo nang bonggang bongga... actually na-miss koh kayoh nang sobrah. Salamat for bein' part of some of my emo moments... salamat den for reading my entries and sa lahat nang komentz nyo... salamat sa mga messages nyo, pag-haller nyo, at mga pagdalaw nyoh... salamat sa mga libreng tawa... sa pakikinig... and thank you so much sa inyong lahat na ka-blog koh and to those who became my friends already. For now papakalunod muna akoh sa mga books and kung sana awa ni God mabili koh yung kinaiinlaban kong Nook na E-book reader...kahit yun muna for now before a new laffy taffy eh that would be so nice. Ang haba koh magpaalam eh noh? lolz... Pagbigyan nyo nah... kc mamimiss nyo akoh... aysowz! So yeah... until then... sana you won't forget meeh... emo! lolz... Feeling koh kc sa blog world.. ang one week feels like a month... how about kapag months mawala.. feels like a year... well.. sana lang dehinz nyo akoh malimutan and you guyz will still be here when i get back... juz pray too na i'll find my way back here... pero sabi nga nilah nde bah "once a blogger always a blogger" ganon bah 'ung quote nah 'un? eniweiz... I'll miss u guyz... thanks for everythin'... *muwahugz* sa lahat... GODBLESS! -di
ma-mimiss koh kayoh...=)
I feel like this will be my best year so far. Oh devah yan ang spirit! lolz. Sabi nang isang friendship sa FB eh this is the year of decisions. Hmm... *buntong-hininga*... God help meeh w/ every decision i'm gonna make kc minsan messed up ang yutakz koh. Umpisang umpisa nang year eh parang buhol buhol nah ang language koh. Enebeh! Lolz. Since this is my first post for d' year of 2010 eh i would like to start it w/ a prayer... =)
Dear God,
God alam nyo po na masyado akong maemo nang year 2009 and for sure magiging medyo maemo pa ren akoh nang slight this year pero nde naman po yung ang point koh eh. Ano po bah point koh God? wehe. Okei seryoso nah po. Alam nyo po yung mga bagay na dinideal koh po and i don't think I need to broadcast it to the whole wide world or more likely whole wide web... eniweiz kayo na po bahala po saken. Alam nyo naman po minsan roller coaster of emotions po akoh. Sana po maging tool Nyo po akoh para maging blessing to someone else inspite of my weakneses. Tulungan Moh po akoh with every little decisions na gagawin koh po. Dalhin nyo po akoh sa path na gusto Nyo pong tahakin koh. Kayo na po bahala sa pagtupad nang mga pangarap koh po. Alam nyo po ang desires nang puso koh and Kayo na po bahala don and i believe naman po na ibibigay Nyo ren po lahat nang yon in Your time.
God alam koh po most of the time all i think about is myself. Pero maraming taong nangangailangan po sa Inyoh. Marami na ren pong tao na alam koh po napaghihinaan nang loob na magpatuloy sa buhay or kaya naman po nawalan na po nang faith sa Inyo. God guide those people and bless them and make them feel that You are near kahit man lang po sa tulong nang mga taong tulad namen na patuloy pa ren po sa pagkapit sa Inyoh na kahit sometimes selfish and a lot of times eh lost den po ourselves. I am praying for those people. Alam koh po na never Mo silang ile-let go and kahit anong mangyari eh nandyan Ka lang po lagi and You'll always be there for them and will always love them uncoditionally.
God let this be the best year so far for all of us. Alam koh po kagaya nang emotions koh eh magiging roller coaster den minsan ang pagdadaanan namen. Alam koh po na we are not always gonna be happy and a lot of times eh ido-down kme nang mga enemies. But let you be our strength, our protector, and healer everytime we get wounded. God kayo na po bahala sa lahat lahat. I'm letting go everything to you starting right now. God alam Nyo po dehinz madali itoh. Nde akoh magiging perfect i know that... malilito pa ren akoh minsan... iiyak pa ren akoh... eemo akoh... masasaktan... and darating ang time i would still feel like giving up. But Kayo na po bahala. I'm trusting you po.
So God i'm letting go everything to you right now. I want you to run my life, my desires, my wants, my ambitions, things that i wanna do in life, things I wanna accomplish, stuff i wanted to have and so on. God pinapaubaya koh na ren po sa Inyoh and family koh po and all my love ones. I'm leaving them to Your Hand. Please always take good care of them and always stay in their hearts. May you always guide them too in the right path and never ever let them go and I believe you won't... and alam Nyo na po ang greatest prayer koh po sa kanilah.
I love you so much po w/ all my heart, soul, strenght and mind. Minsan nga lang po nde masyadong obvious. Lolz. Pero mahal na mahal koh po kayo. Sorry for all the wrong things that i've done lately and from the past and i believe I'm forgiven. From now on... I'm gonna try to walk in love... whew! dehinz po madali po God but yeah i'll do my best for you. I"m gonna try to clear my mind from all the wrong ungodly things and instead i'll try to fill it w/ Your words and everything that is positive. Thanks for all Your wonderful blessings and for loving us so much. I"m excited for all your wonderful blessings that are waiting for all of us this year. Thanks in advance po and I love you po.
In Jesus name, I pray and say thanks. Amen.
GODBLESS yah'll! -di & again, HAPPY and a BLESSED 2010! =)
