Bakasyon nah?!

Yeah feeling koh lahat naka-on vacation na sa blog... konti na lang ang nag-uupdate nang blog nilah.. or siguro sa blogroll koh lang... neweiz... akoh bah? babakasyon pa bah akoh eh halos puro pagbabakasyon na nga lang ang ginagawa koh... pero expect nyo na 'ung minsan maghihiatus akoh... *wink* .. so yeah pipik-apin koh na lang 'ung mga awardz nyo for muwah na dehinz koh nakuha... keysa mag-emo ang lola nyoh.. =)

FRIENDSHIP AWARD from sis Dangel, & UBER AMAZING BLOG AWARD from Donz Adik, Sis Mayyang, Sis Jo & Kuya Bhoyet

 

BLOGGER FRIENDSHIP from sis Jo & TRIPLE AWARDS from Donz adik & Nenos award from Sis Mayyang

LOVELY BLOG AWARD from ate yanz and marc & QUADRIPLE AWARD from Donz adik and Sis Jo 

from sis Chikletz and kuya Kheed

FRIENDSHIP AWARD 2009 from Ms. Pretty Dylan, Batman Pogi, Kuya CM & kuya Kheed

PERPETUAL SMILING AWARD & FRIENDS AWARD from Kuya Bhoyet aka Super G

from Pablong Pabling

from kuya CM

from Acrylique

from sis Jade

 STAR ng PASKO BLOG AWARD from Fiel-kun 

so yeah...  pasensya na kung meron mang award na dehinz koh nakuha.. thank you so much dyan.. pag binenta koh yan yamin na akoh... lolz.. pero yamin ang puso koh sa pagmamahal nyoh.. naks naman..  while i was pickin' up d' award sa mga house nyoh eh may napulot akong award sa daan.... so i picked it up... puwede naman devah... and share koh sa inyoh.. hangcute kc eh... =)

i'm gonna share this BLOG LOVE AWARD to all of u guyz kc lab koh kayoh... hangcute noh... hope u guyz like it... muwahugz... have a merry christmas to all... and a blessed new year kung dehinz na akoh makapag-year end post... ingatz lagi... and salamat sa lahat nang walang sawang dumalaw... nag-haller.. nagpasaya.. nakiemo saken... at kung ano ano pah... i appreciate all of u guyz.. and thanks for bein' part of mah life.. naks naman... ingatz lagi... Godbless! -di

Will You Be My Forever?

I know you are not mine and not sure if you'll ever be
But until now I'm longing for you to be part of me
I wanted to talk to you so bad but i'm scared you'll see
How much i love you and you might never talk to me

I wish I have a strenght to tell you how I really feel
So i'll know if you love me too or i should start to heal
Loving someone comes with pain as part of the deal
But please let me know soon so I can move on and heal

Don't know what is it 'bout you that i couldn't let you go
I tried so many times but i'm still here loving you so
You might not be aware of it but until now i still do
I still do love you, and think of you and it hurts me so

I hope you'll be my prince and be my forever my boo
Dunno if it's possible 'cause all i have is a dream of you
I tried to stop loving you but i still always miss you

I wish I could spend the rest of my forever loving you

by: dhianz

p.s. nabored lang... haha... napagawa nang poem =) Godbless! -di

Dear John,

Katatatapos koh lang basahin yung book ni Nicholas Sparks na Dear John.... itz one of d' saddest love story na nabasa koh... nakakaiyak to the part na they love each other so much that they can't be together na they can't have a happily ever after... katatapos koh lang umiyak sa book... pinaiyak akoh... naramdaman koh ang pain nilah... i like da book for da fact that it made meeh cry... not such a happy ending... not a typical love story.

Dunno kung gusto koh pa mainlab uletz... Kung inlab bah akoh or darating pa nga bah syah? Is he on the way... or nakasalubong koh nah?... or mahal namen ang isa't isa at kme lang ang nakakaalam nang mga sarili naming feelings or is it meant to be hidden forever na lang or darating ang time na mamahalin namin ang isa't isa para lang magkahiwalay?... hay... ewan... affected lang siguro akoh sa dear john.

I really love books, movies that make meeh cry... because siguro yeah like sabi nga nang isang kaibigan eh i like it kc in that way koh lang nailalabas ang real feelings koh. Nakamaskara akoh kc lagi... nakatago ang real emotions koh... Most of the time yeah i'm such a happy, golly, smiling, laughing, crackin' a joke kinda person... but behind all that... i'm actually crying and really sad... i think?! haha... masyadong nang seryoso eh noh.

Eniweiz kapag malungkot naman akoh i usually know how to handle it... madalas nagkukulong lang akoh sa room at iiyak akoh... pagkatapos na lumabas nang luha koh nang bonggang bongga eh ayos na akoh... balik reality na akoh and life goes on... Juz few people know da real meeh... and i think i was kinda hoping that d' person that God has for meeh.. the one i'll spend d' rest of my life w/ would be dat kinda person too... who would be able to know the real meeh behind the mask... deep inside of meeh... who'll understand meeh.... who'll be juz not a lover but also a bestfriend... that a lot of times he doesn't even have to say anything...just be there for meeh and just be there to listen and if he's w/ meeh it'll means so much to meeh if i have his undivided attention too... eniweiz libre naman mangarap so why not make d' most of it devah?

Oh yeah i took this quiz in FB... although yeah the quiz might be not so valid nor realiable... i think d' result was pretty cool cause it did kinda describe meeh.

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ from FB

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you. You hide your emotions. Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel. You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.” You appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect. You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all.

Yeah... 'la lang... brokenhearted ang lola nyoh kay savannah and john.... sigh.... it really made meeh sad.... and i'm still kinda sad until now... kinda like i want them to be together... hopin' they'll together later or in other dimension?... really sad 'cause itz a real love but they don't have a happily ever after... neweiz now i need a new book to read... i'll either read d' book na rekomended ni marc... or hmmm... u guyz have any recommendation? juz lemme know... a love story that will make meeh cry would be nice... juz holla!... oh yeah... thanks kay Jepoy kc sa blog nyah koh nabasa 'bout sa dear john na book... so yeah laterz yah'll... Godbless! -di

ei =)

tagalog love quotes and pix from FB: 

* Di naman aq umaasang mahalin mo ako eh!okay lng kahit hndi.Pero sana wag munam ipamukha sakin kung gaano mo cya kamahal dahil ang sakit,sakit,sakit(ouch)

* sa life maraming pagpipilian pwedi piliin kita. pweding sila.pwedi rin kahit sino. pero ano nga ba ang ikinaiba mo? ewan ko... basta ako.akin ka.mahal kita.pinili kita. PAKI NILA :)

* kung lahat mabbgo at lilipas......... di ko ccrain ang pinagsamahan natin.... pero kung makakalimutan mo ko........ Wala kong mggwa....... basta ako????????????????? itatago kita sa puso ko!!!!!! HANGGANG SA HULING TIBOK NITO...........T_T

* kung mahal k niya.. edi mahalin m din cya.. masama kung mamahalin m cya pero d k nmn niya mahal.. wag k martyr..:P

* ngayon uso na yung mahal ko. mahal mo pero di kayo.. masaya, kakakilig pero maiisip mo sapat na ba na ganito kami? baka kasi bigla nyang sabihin na "sawa na ko..commited ba tayo? "

* hindi mo naman kailangan mahirapan, minsan kasi ayaw mo lang talaga pakawalan.

* mahal nya ko.mahal kita.mahal mo siya.. di ba pweding mahal mo ko. mahal kita. tapos bahala na sila?

p.s. haha... 'la lang.. naaliw lang lola nyoh dyan... oh yeah finals over so yey!... kaso balik reality na naman akoh...  oh yeah... this past couple of days... below zero ang temperature sa mundo koh... sabi nga sa news it was brutally cold... kaso... hmm... parang below zero na ren atah ang puso koh eh... nde koh na alam kung ano ang nararamdaman nitoh... ahehhe... nde akoh eemo.. lapit na kaya pasko.. i'll save it for next year... wehe....salamat sa mga walang sawang dumadalaw, nagkokomento, nagbabasa at kung ano ano pah ditoh kahit dehinz akoh active-activan lately at kahit medyo feeling bz akoh... i appreciate it.. really... ingatz lagi.

Godbless! -di

"Akalang Pag-ibig"

Nabanggit mo sa akin walang nagmamay-ari nang puso moh
Pagkalipas nang ilang buwan sabi moh may mahal kang iba
Alam mo ba nasaktan akoh nung sandaling nalaman ko iyon
Akala ko kasi akoh na yung magiging laman nang puso moh

Alam mo na-miss koh yung noon na madalas kita makausap
Ikaw ang nagpapaganda nang bawat minuto nang buhay ko
Napapangiti ako kahit sa simpleng sambit nang pangalan mo
Wala akong pinagarap kung di maging parte nang buhay mo

Maraming pagbabago sa buhay ko sa paglipas nang panahon
Pero pag-ibig ko sayo sabay pa ren sa pag-ikot nang mundo
Kaso hindi ko alam kung tama pa ba tong nararamdaman ko
Oh dapat na kitang palayain dahil nasasaktan na lamang ako

Kahit anong mangyari naging parte ka pa rin nang buhay ko
Naging dahilan ka nang aking ngiti, saya, kahit paghinga ko
Salamat sa maikling panahon na akala ko mahal moh rin ako
Hangad ko kasayahan mo at pati na nang babaeng mahal mo


p.s. ang emo!!! at ang katah atah... har har har... haha... wala lang... trip lang folkz!... hwag magtanong... no komentz.. lolz... Godbless! -di

''If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy....even if its not with you''

Love Phrases

  

'Today I caught myself smiling for no reason... then I realized I was thinking about you.''

''If you count all the stars in the sky, all the grains of sand in the oceans, all the roses in the world and all the smiles that have ever been, then you will have a sample of how much I love you.''

'If I had never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.''

''If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me...''

''If a star fell each time I thought about you then the moon would truly realize what loneliness is really like.''

''You make me smile for no reason whatsoever, you make me laugh at the unfunny things, but most of all, you make me love you when I shouldn't be loving you.''

''Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.''

''If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy....even if its not with you''

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control."

p.s. hangswit! inlab si FB..haha... laterz =) Godbless! -di

almost Pasko na palah...

oh man!.. nde koh man lang napansin... bzbzhan kc sa skul nd san pa bah?...hmmm.... nemen! kelangan koh matapos research paper koh.... due na tmrw!!!!!! need help!.. lolz... sendali... i'm takin' a break... matatapos koh toh... mas magaling akoh minsan pag under time pressure.. at kapag last minute nah... whatz d' term for dat? ayonz.. procrastination... dehinz gumagana yutakz koh...

oh yeah kaaliw lang... 'cause kanina eh my tatay and nanay were helpin' my niece do her homework... she's only in first grade.. pero kadalasan nosebleed na mga homeworks nyah.. puro english.. tsk!... tatlong tao para gawin ang homework nang first grade.. ayos... i helped a little bit but not really kc gotta finish my paper...

pag natapos koh na toh eh medyo makakahinga akoh nang konti... then next week finals... yey!.. then yon mas makakahinga akoh lalo... oh yeah thank God medyo ayos na ang parents koh... aso't pusa kc minsan eh.. kakasawa lang minsan... hmmm....sabi sa clock sa computer 7:17... hmmm.... p.m. yan... tic tac tic tac... oh my gulay ang bilis nang orasss... and i need to finish my paper badly.... tsk!... *breathe*... gawin koh na nga... lab yah'll... advance merry christmas sa ibah... feeling koh on-vacation na atah ang ibah... kc medyo tahimik na ren sa blogsphere eh... so yeah... laterz... *hugz*... Godbless! -di