Katatatapos koh lang basahin yung book ni Nicholas Sparks na Dear John.... itz one of d' saddest love story na nabasa koh... nakakaiyak to the part na they love each other so much that they can't be together na they can't have a happily ever after... katatapos koh lang umiyak sa book... pinaiyak akoh... naramdaman koh ang pain nilah... i like da book for da fact that it made meeh cry... not such a happy ending... not a typical love story.
Dunno kung gusto koh pa mainlab uletz... Kung inlab bah akoh or darating pa nga bah syah? Is he on the way... or nakasalubong koh nah?... or mahal namen ang isa't isa at kme lang ang nakakaalam nang mga sarili naming feelings or is it meant to be hidden forever na lang or darating ang time na mamahalin namin ang isa't isa para lang magkahiwalay?... hay... ewan... affected lang siguro akoh sa dear john.
I really love books, movies that make meeh cry... because siguro yeah like sabi nga nang isang kaibigan eh i like it kc in that way koh lang nailalabas ang real feelings koh. Nakamaskara akoh kc lagi... nakatago ang real emotions koh... Most of the time yeah i'm such a happy, golly, smiling, laughing, crackin' a joke kinda person... but behind all that... i'm actually crying and really sad... i think?! haha... masyadong nang seryoso eh noh.
Eniweiz kapag malungkot naman akoh i usually know how to handle it... madalas nagkukulong lang akoh sa room at iiyak akoh... pagkatapos na lumabas nang luha koh nang bonggang bongga eh ayos na akoh... balik reality na akoh and life goes on... Juz few people know da real meeh... and i think i was kinda hoping that d' person that God has for meeh.. the one i'll spend d' rest of my life w/ would be dat kinda person too... who would be able to know the real meeh behind the mask... deep inside of meeh... who'll understand meeh.... who'll be juz not a lover but also a bestfriend... that a lot of times he doesn't even have to say anything...just be there for meeh and just be there to listen and if he's w/ meeh it'll means so much to meeh if i have his undivided attention too... eniweiz libre naman mangarap so why not make d' most of it devah?
Oh yeah i took this quiz in FB... although yeah the quiz might be not so valid nor realiable... i think d' result was pretty cool cause it did kinda describe meeh.
PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ from FB
Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you. You hide your emotions. Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel. You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.” You appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect. You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all.
Yeah... 'la lang... brokenhearted ang lola nyoh kay savannah and john.... sigh.... it really made meeh sad.... and i'm still kinda sad until now... kinda like i want them to be together... hopin' they'll together later or in other dimension?... really sad 'cause itz a real love but they don't have a happily ever after... neweiz now i need a new book to read... i'll either read d' book na rekomended ni marc... or hmmm... u guyz have any recommendation? juz lemme know... a love story that will make meeh cry would be nice... juz holla!... oh yeah... thanks kay Jepoy kc sa blog nyah koh nabasa 'bout sa dear john na book... so yeah laterz yah'll... Godbless! -di