12/14/2009

Dear John,


Katatatapos koh lang basahin yung book ni Nicholas Sparks na Dear John.... itz one of d' saddest love story na nabasa koh... nakakaiyak to the part na they love each other so much that they can't be together na they can't have a happily ever after... katatapos koh lang umiyak sa book... pinaiyak akoh... naramdaman koh ang pain nilah... i like da book for da fact that it made meeh cry... not such a happy ending... not a typical love story.

Dunno kung gusto koh pa mainlab uletz... Kung inlab bah akoh or darating pa nga bah syah? Is he on the way... or nakasalubong koh nah?... or mahal namen ang isa't isa at kme lang ang nakakaalam nang mga sarili naming feelings or is it meant to be hidden forever na lang or darating ang time na mamahalin namin ang isa't isa para lang magkahiwalay?... hay... ewan... affected lang siguro akoh sa dear john.

I really love books, movies that make meeh cry... because siguro yeah like sabi nga nang isang kaibigan eh i like it kc in that way koh lang nailalabas ang real feelings koh. Nakamaskara akoh kc lagi... nakatago ang real emotions koh... Most of the time yeah i'm such a happy, golly, smiling, laughing, crackin' a joke kinda person... but behind all that... i'm actually crying and really sad... i think?! haha... masyadong nang seryoso eh noh.

Eniweiz kapag malungkot naman akoh i usually know how to handle it... madalas nagkukulong lang akoh sa room at iiyak akoh... pagkatapos na lumabas nang luha koh nang bonggang bongga eh ayos na akoh... balik reality na akoh and life goes on... Juz few people know da real meeh... and i think i was kinda hoping that d' person that God has for meeh.. the one i'll spend d' rest of my life w/ would be dat kinda person too... who would be able to know the real meeh behind the mask... deep inside of meeh... who'll understand meeh.... who'll be juz not a lover but also a bestfriend... that a lot of times he doesn't even have to say anything...just be there for meeh and just be there to listen and if he's w/ meeh it'll means so much to meeh if i have his undivided attention too... eniweiz libre naman mangarap so why not make d' most of it devah?

Oh yeah i took this quiz in FB... although yeah the quiz might be not so valid nor realiable... i think d' result was pretty cool cause it did kinda describe meeh.

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ from FB

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you.
You hide your emotions. Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel. You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.” You appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect. You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all.


Yeah... 'la lang... brokenhearted ang lola nyoh kay savannah and john.... sigh.... it really made meeh sad.... and i'm still kinda sad until now... kinda like i want them to be together... hopin' they'll together later or in other dimension?... really sad 'cause itz a real love but they don't have a happily ever after... neweiz now i need a new book to read... i'll either read d' book na rekomended ni marc... or hmmm... u guyz have any recommendation? juz lemme know... a love story that will make meeh cry would be nice... juz holla!... oh yeah... thanks kay Jepoy kc sa blog nyah koh nabasa 'bout sa dear john na book... so yeah laterz yah'll... Godbless! -di


13 comments:

  1. Mahilig ka palang umiyak, parang yung dalawa kong friends na girl na magkikita pa someplace para lang mag-iyakan. Wahaha tamang trip.

    Jepoy lagot ka pinaiyak mo sya.

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  2. hush hush... Ako nga nung nabasa ko yan nag kulong ako sa room ko ng slight pero nung naka move on na ko na mcdo na ko LOL

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  3. ... for a second it was as if nothing between us had changed at all. i wanted to hold her forever but when she pulled back the illusion was shattered and we were stranger once more. Her expression held the question i'd been unable to answer....

    i cried in ds book too... :(

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  4. to Glentot: ---> haha... kaaliw naman ang trip nang fwendz moh... sabihin moh join akoh... feeling koh magiging close kme...wehehe... tekah... nde moh bah alam... hobby koh ang umiyak... itz mah passion! i do it for fun!... ahehe.. ano daw?!.. sisah?!... lolz... haha.. oh yeah salamat sa madalas na dalaw parekoy... ingatz =)


    to Jepoy: ---> si jepoy ang may sala... kaw ang dahilan ba't akoh umiyak.. ahehe... kaya nemen salamat nang bonggang bongga... kc napaiyak akoh nang book... pero alam moh.. i was hurt as in ouch... parang na-depress akoh nang slight after i read d' book... itz like i wanted to continue d' story... and give them a happily ever after... sakit sa dibdib.. ahehe... yan napadme sinabi koh.. basahin moh komentz koh ha.. lolz.. ingatz =)


    to ate Bhing: ---> ang sakit sakit sakit ouch!... ahehe... nakakatuwa naman halos pareho ang gusto nateng book ahh...twilight then this one... oh yeah have u read yung time traveller's wife na book? ganda den non... baka may alam ka na magpapaiyak na book saken... lemme know... salamat po sa dalaw.. ingatz =)



    from cbox komentz =)


    ms. Sexy Chyng: ---> salamat sa pagbabasa nang mga entries koh minsan... i appreciate it...teka sabi moh i should keep sharing.. kaw naman keep reading.. ahehe... lolz.. ingatz lagi... =)


    to MP: ---> Johnny Angel by Daniel Steel? did i even spell dat right? yun 'ung rekomended book moh devah?... i'll try to find it and read it soon... i don't think itz very long story devah... oh yeah sana mabasa moh ren yang dear john... kalungkot... a sad love story... so yeah... ei... ingatz lagi... =)


    GODBLESS! -di

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  5. sa buhay ko nakaisa lang ako nagbasa ng novel na tinapos ko talaga..tagalog iyon..sabi ko sa sarili ko di na ako uulit kasi ang haba..ilang pages din iyon..love story ang novel na iyon..ilang oras kong binasa iyon..basta ang last words sa binasa kong novel na hanggang ngayon ay naaalala ko pa ay ito.."If you really meant to each other your road will surely meet, no matter how strange the ways are"..

    iyan ang huling salita sa novel na binasa ko..tungkol kasi iyon sa isang lalaki na nagkalayo ng kanyang inibig..basta mahabang love story iyon..forget ko na ang istorya..

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  6. loner loner...kaya pla emo ka lagi dahil sa binabasa mo... :) neways, we will never be alone dba sis? gets mo? hi-five...dow-low - u slow! hahahaha tc!

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  7. ang masasabi ko lang. don't under-estimate the power of love. makakahanap ka rin ng katapat mo na makakapagpalabas ng pagiging expressive and sweet mo.....

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  8. to Arvin: ---> ""If you really meant to each other your road will surely meet, no matter how strange the ways are".." ---> kakatuwa naman ang quote... very inspiring... salamat for sharin' it... akoh naman noon pa mahilig na akoh magbasa... although pa-taga-tagalog pocketbooks lang akoh non eh nakakabasa akoh hanggang ten sa isang araw.... pero ngaun kahit nosebleed binabasa koh na ren... wehe... ingatz... =)


    to kuya DH: ---> si Papa God palah na-miss moh... akoh ren miss koh sya madalas.. kc madalas tigas nang ulo koh.. sobrah... pero sobrah pa ren ang pagmamahal nyah saken.... naks... don't wori nde akoh eemo... wehe... yeah yan siguro ang dahilan madalas akoh maemo.. sa mga binabasa koh.. haha... ayos lang na umemo akoh keysa naman kc tumawa na lang akoh all d' time... baka madala na akoh sa mental.. haha.. yeah we'll never be alone brother!.. ahehe... ayos ang rhyming moh ahh... *apir*... tateng tate my bro.. lolz... laterz... ingatz kuyah... =)


    to Pusang Kalye: ---> salamat salamat sa sinabi moh.. sana kayanin nang powers nyah... kung sino man syang darating sa buhay koh... teka.. awww... sabi moh ren sweet?.. naaliw naman akoh... salamat salamat... ingatz po... =)


    Godbless! -di

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  9. hello..,
    salamat sa pagbisista sa blog ko...
    alam mo na siguro na may movie adoptation ng binasa mo... same title... ok ang mapaiyak at malungkot... dahil dito mas masaya at mas tatawa ka... or not...

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  10. ahehehe..sana lang wag mong gawing hobby ang pag-iyak... aheks...woot... ito ngingiti ka...

    Merry Christmas! :)

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  11. ay! bkit wala yung post ko dito!

    nwei kung niiyak k!? u can use my shoulder kung gusto mo..hehe. friend tau ayt?

    uhmm wala namang masama magmukmuk sa isang tabi. kaya lang i hink its better kung may pinagsasabihan k ng problema mo. labas mo lahat lahat ng nararamdaman mo. d2 kmi para mkinig. hekhek

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  12. to ENS: ---> yeah i heard may lalabas na movie 'ung book na yan... pero not so excited of seein' d' movie kc usually mas maganda ang book... pero yeah pag may chance baka panoorin.. pero parang ayaw koh nah... nadepress akoh nagn halos isang araw dyan sa book na yan... gusto koh silang ma-end up together pero wala kang magawa and kc tapos nah 'ung story and itz juz a book.. sigh! so yeah ingatz.. salamat den sa dalaw.. =)


    to kuya Bhoyet: ---> too late ka nah kuyah.. itz mah passion.. itz mah hobby and i do it for fun..ahaha... nde... ayos lang yan... don koh lang minsan nailalabas ang mga sama nang loob sa dibidb koh... EMO!..ahehe.. ingatz.. =)


    to kikilabotz: ---> salamat... ayos lang akoh... drama princess lang tlgah akoh madalas... sure friends... *shake hands*.. lolz...yeah may pinagsasabihan naman akoh eh.. si Bro sa taas... ingatz parekoy... =)


    Godbless! -di

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