eexist pa ba ang true love?

yeah nag-eexist pa bah? kc malapit na akong gumive up... ang hirap naman na ibigay ang pag-ibig mo sa taong nde mo mahal... naks oh devah... feeling dmeng nagmamahal... lolz... yeah hopeless case romantic akoh... fan akoh nang mga fairy tale love stories... feeling ko kc cinderella akoh eh... mas mabuti siguro maging sleeping beauty na lang akoh... matulog na lang akoh hanggang gisingin ako nang prinsipe koh... teka tanggalin natin ang word na beauty kc nde naman ako maganda kaya gawin nating sleeping human... haha... *sigh* well blog ko naman to devah... nde nyo naman ako kilala so ba't ako mahihiya mag-open nang ibang feelings koh... yeah there are days na i feel so alone... halos lamunin ka nang kalungkutan... ang lalim noh... itz like u dont wanna do nothing but either stare at d sky or stare in d ceiling of ur room... na u feel so sad bour urself especially if u see those people around u with their special love ones... nakakalungkot na minsan wala kang taong makasama specially pag nde mo makontak mga kaibigan mo cuz they have a date with their honeys... or u feel sorry for urself kc parang napaka-loner moh... nakakalungkot devah... masama bang mangarap na may nagmamahal den sau? dme kong pagmamahal na gustong ibuhos kung sino man syah na halos nalulunod na puso koh... but sometimes its funny sabi nang isang kaibigan koh na baka mawalan na akoh nang time sa kanyah pag muling nagmahal akoh... hanglalim... haha... of course nagmahal in d past but actually thatz been a while... pero parang nde naman love.. nde naman real... but nasaktan nang tunay... not too much but got hurt a bit... after dat last one nde naman huminto ang buhay koh... pero nahinto na akong magmahal i guess... not totally pero naging loveless nah... itz sad but itz a fact... may ibang medyo nabulag as in medyo lang but wasnt given a chance cuz nde ko naman gusto nd i doubt itz a love nd maybe cuz im waiting for my real prince... i hoping d next one would be my last...maybe my first real love and my last one nd my forever... hopeless talagah akoh graveh... feel free to lift me up kc medyo lang naman kinda down lately... kaya u guyz not in my FB kc nag-oopen ako sa inyoh bout some of my real feelings... kc i dont really open up... u guyz are like my living diary as well... thanks for listening... atin atin lang to ha... lolz... Godbless! nagmamahal, emoterang dhi =)