Bakasyon nah?!

Yeah feeling koh lahat naka-on vacation na sa blog... konti na lang ang nag-uupdate nang blog nilah.. or siguro sa blogroll koh lang... neweiz... akoh bah? babakasyon pa bah akoh eh halos puro pagbabakasyon na nga lang ang ginagawa koh... pero expect nyo na 'ung minsan maghihiatus akoh... *wink* .. so yeah pipik-apin koh na lang 'ung mga awardz nyo for muwah na dehinz koh nakuha... keysa mag-emo ang lola nyoh.. =)

FRIENDSHIP AWARD from sis Dangel, & UBER AMAZING BLOG AWARD from Donz Adik, Sis Mayyang, Sis Jo & Kuya Bhoyet

 

BLOGGER FRIENDSHIP from sis Jo & TRIPLE AWARDS from Donz adik & Nenos award from Sis Mayyang

LOVELY BLOG AWARD from ate yanz and marc & QUADRIPLE AWARD from Donz adik and Sis Jo 

from sis Chikletz and kuya Kheed

FRIENDSHIP AWARD 2009 from Ms. Pretty Dylan, Batman Pogi, Kuya CM & kuya Kheed

PERPETUAL SMILING AWARD & FRIENDS AWARD from Kuya Bhoyet aka Super G

from Pablong Pabling

from kuya CM

from Acrylique

from sis Jade

 STAR ng PASKO BLOG AWARD from Fiel-kun 

so yeah...  pasensya na kung meron mang award na dehinz koh nakuha.. thank you so much dyan.. pag binenta koh yan yamin na akoh... lolz.. pero yamin ang puso koh sa pagmamahal nyoh.. naks naman..  while i was pickin' up d' award sa mga house nyoh eh may napulot akong award sa daan.... so i picked it up... puwede naman devah... and share koh sa inyoh.. hangcute kc eh... =)

i'm gonna share this BLOG LOVE AWARD to all of u guyz kc lab koh kayoh... hangcute noh... hope u guyz like it... muwahugz... have a merry christmas to all... and a blessed new year kung dehinz na akoh makapag-year end post... ingatz lagi... and salamat sa lahat nang walang sawang dumalaw... nag-haller.. nagpasaya.. nakiemo saken... at kung ano ano pah... i appreciate all of u guyz.. and thanks for bein' part of mah life.. naks naman... ingatz lagi... Godbless! -di

Will You Be My Forever?

I know you are not mine and not sure if you'll ever be
But until now I'm longing for you to be part of me
I wanted to talk to you so bad but i'm scared you'll see
How much i love you and you might never talk to me

I wish I have a strenght to tell you how I really feel
So i'll know if you love me too or i should start to heal
Loving someone comes with pain as part of the deal
But please let me know soon so I can move on and heal

Don't know what is it 'bout you that i couldn't let you go
I tried so many times but i'm still here loving you so
You might not be aware of it but until now i still do
I still do love you, and think of you and it hurts me so

I hope you'll be my prince and be my forever my boo
Dunno if it's possible 'cause all i have is a dream of you
I tried to stop loving you but i still always miss you

I wish I could spend the rest of my forever loving you

by: dhianz

p.s. nabored lang... haha... napagawa nang poem =) Godbless! -di

Dear John,

Katatatapos koh lang basahin yung book ni Nicholas Sparks na Dear John.... itz one of d' saddest love story na nabasa koh... nakakaiyak to the part na they love each other so much that they can't be together na they can't have a happily ever after... katatapos koh lang umiyak sa book... pinaiyak akoh... naramdaman koh ang pain nilah... i like da book for da fact that it made meeh cry... not such a happy ending... not a typical love story.

Dunno kung gusto koh pa mainlab uletz... Kung inlab bah akoh or darating pa nga bah syah? Is he on the way... or nakasalubong koh nah?... or mahal namen ang isa't isa at kme lang ang nakakaalam nang mga sarili naming feelings or is it meant to be hidden forever na lang or darating ang time na mamahalin namin ang isa't isa para lang magkahiwalay?... hay... ewan... affected lang siguro akoh sa dear john.

I really love books, movies that make meeh cry... because siguro yeah like sabi nga nang isang kaibigan eh i like it kc in that way koh lang nailalabas ang real feelings koh. Nakamaskara akoh kc lagi... nakatago ang real emotions koh... Most of the time yeah i'm such a happy, golly, smiling, laughing, crackin' a joke kinda person... but behind all that... i'm actually crying and really sad... i think?! haha... masyadong nang seryoso eh noh.

Eniweiz kapag malungkot naman akoh i usually know how to handle it... madalas nagkukulong lang akoh sa room at iiyak akoh... pagkatapos na lumabas nang luha koh nang bonggang bongga eh ayos na akoh... balik reality na akoh and life goes on... Juz few people know da real meeh... and i think i was kinda hoping that d' person that God has for meeh.. the one i'll spend d' rest of my life w/ would be dat kinda person too... who would be able to know the real meeh behind the mask... deep inside of meeh... who'll understand meeh.... who'll be juz not a lover but also a bestfriend... that a lot of times he doesn't even have to say anything...just be there for meeh and just be there to listen and if he's w/ meeh it'll means so much to meeh if i have his undivided attention too... eniweiz libre naman mangarap so why not make d' most of it devah?

Oh yeah i took this quiz in FB... although yeah the quiz might be not so valid nor realiable... i think d' result was pretty cool cause it did kinda describe meeh.

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ from FB

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you. You hide your emotions. Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel. You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.” You appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect. You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all.

Yeah... 'la lang... brokenhearted ang lola nyoh kay savannah and john.... sigh.... it really made meeh sad.... and i'm still kinda sad until now... kinda like i want them to be together... hopin' they'll together later or in other dimension?... really sad 'cause itz a real love but they don't have a happily ever after... neweiz now i need a new book to read... i'll either read d' book na rekomended ni marc... or hmmm... u guyz have any recommendation? juz lemme know... a love story that will make meeh cry would be nice... juz holla!... oh yeah... thanks kay Jepoy kc sa blog nyah koh nabasa 'bout sa dear john na book... so yeah laterz yah'll... Godbless! -di

ei =)

tagalog love quotes and pix from FB: 

* Di naman aq umaasang mahalin mo ako eh!okay lng kahit hndi.Pero sana wag munam ipamukha sakin kung gaano mo cya kamahal dahil ang sakit,sakit,sakit(ouch)

* sa life maraming pagpipilian pwedi piliin kita. pweding sila.pwedi rin kahit sino. pero ano nga ba ang ikinaiba mo? ewan ko... basta ako.akin ka.mahal kita.pinili kita. PAKI NILA :)

* kung lahat mabbgo at lilipas......... di ko ccrain ang pinagsamahan natin.... pero kung makakalimutan mo ko........ Wala kong mggwa....... basta ako????????????????? itatago kita sa puso ko!!!!!! HANGGANG SA HULING TIBOK NITO...........T_T

* kung mahal k niya.. edi mahalin m din cya.. masama kung mamahalin m cya pero d k nmn niya mahal.. wag k martyr..:P

* ngayon uso na yung mahal ko. mahal mo pero di kayo.. masaya, kakakilig pero maiisip mo sapat na ba na ganito kami? baka kasi bigla nyang sabihin na "sawa na ko..commited ba tayo? "

* hindi mo naman kailangan mahirapan, minsan kasi ayaw mo lang talaga pakawalan.

* mahal nya ko.mahal kita.mahal mo siya.. di ba pweding mahal mo ko. mahal kita. tapos bahala na sila?

p.s. haha... 'la lang.. naaliw lang lola nyoh dyan... oh yeah finals over so yey!... kaso balik reality na naman akoh...  oh yeah... this past couple of days... below zero ang temperature sa mundo koh... sabi nga sa news it was brutally cold... kaso... hmm... parang below zero na ren atah ang puso koh eh... nde koh na alam kung ano ang nararamdaman nitoh... ahehhe... nde akoh eemo.. lapit na kaya pasko.. i'll save it for next year... wehe....salamat sa mga walang sawang dumadalaw, nagkokomento, nagbabasa at kung ano ano pah ditoh kahit dehinz akoh active-activan lately at kahit medyo feeling bz akoh... i appreciate it.. really... ingatz lagi.

Godbless! -di

"Akalang Pag-ibig"

Nabanggit mo sa akin walang nagmamay-ari nang puso moh
Pagkalipas nang ilang buwan sabi moh may mahal kang iba
Alam mo ba nasaktan akoh nung sandaling nalaman ko iyon
Akala ko kasi akoh na yung magiging laman nang puso moh

Alam mo na-miss koh yung noon na madalas kita makausap
Ikaw ang nagpapaganda nang bawat minuto nang buhay ko
Napapangiti ako kahit sa simpleng sambit nang pangalan mo
Wala akong pinagarap kung di maging parte nang buhay mo

Maraming pagbabago sa buhay ko sa paglipas nang panahon
Pero pag-ibig ko sayo sabay pa ren sa pag-ikot nang mundo
Kaso hindi ko alam kung tama pa ba tong nararamdaman ko
Oh dapat na kitang palayain dahil nasasaktan na lamang ako

Kahit anong mangyari naging parte ka pa rin nang buhay ko
Naging dahilan ka nang aking ngiti, saya, kahit paghinga ko
Salamat sa maikling panahon na akala ko mahal moh rin ako
Hangad ko kasayahan mo at pati na nang babaeng mahal mo


p.s. ang emo!!! at ang katah atah... har har har... haha... wala lang... trip lang folkz!... hwag magtanong... no komentz.. lolz... Godbless! -di

''If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy....even if its not with you''

Love Phrases

  

'Today I caught myself smiling for no reason... then I realized I was thinking about you.''

''If you count all the stars in the sky, all the grains of sand in the oceans, all the roses in the world and all the smiles that have ever been, then you will have a sample of how much I love you.''

'If I had never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.''

''If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me...''

''If a star fell each time I thought about you then the moon would truly realize what loneliness is really like.''

''You make me smile for no reason whatsoever, you make me laugh at the unfunny things, but most of all, you make me love you when I shouldn't be loving you.''

''Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.''

''If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy....even if its not with you''

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control."

p.s. hangswit! inlab si FB..haha... laterz =) Godbless! -di

almost Pasko na palah...

oh man!.. nde koh man lang napansin... bzbzhan kc sa skul nd san pa bah?...hmmm.... nemen! kelangan koh matapos research paper koh.... due na tmrw!!!!!! need help!.. lolz... sendali... i'm takin' a break... matatapos koh toh... mas magaling akoh minsan pag under time pressure.. at kapag last minute nah... whatz d' term for dat? ayonz.. procrastination... dehinz gumagana yutakz koh...

oh yeah kaaliw lang... 'cause kanina eh my tatay and nanay were helpin' my niece do her homework... she's only in first grade.. pero kadalasan nosebleed na mga homeworks nyah.. puro english.. tsk!... tatlong tao para gawin ang homework nang first grade.. ayos... i helped a little bit but not really kc gotta finish my paper...

pag natapos koh na toh eh medyo makakahinga akoh nang konti... then next week finals... yey!.. then yon mas makakahinga akoh lalo... oh yeah thank God medyo ayos na ang parents koh... aso't pusa kc minsan eh.. kakasawa lang minsan... hmmm....sabi sa clock sa computer 7:17... hmmm.... p.m. yan... tic tac tic tac... oh my gulay ang bilis nang orasss... and i need to finish my paper badly.... tsk!... *breathe*... gawin koh na nga... lab yah'll... advance merry christmas sa ibah... feeling koh on-vacation na atah ang ibah... kc medyo tahimik na ren sa blogsphere eh... so yeah... laterz... *hugz*... Godbless! -di

Pretty Excited =)

I went to church w/ my sis, bro in law and nieces... late nga lang kme though kc medyo I had a counseling session w/ mah parents.. nemen kc medyo medyo nag-away na naman... kinda funny lang kc para silang batang dalawa na nagsusumbong saken... parang akoh yung magulang... well i think dehinz pa ren atah silah nag-uusap but dunno... bahala nah si God.. God is d' greatest counselor so bahala nah Syah sa kanilah... oh yeah sabi sa church... prayer makes us closer and closer to the Lord... i agree... kaya nemen... juz pray at all times... w/ every little things... pray and say thanks to Him... then hmm after church we went to d' mall to eat... then dropped by at Toy R' Us to buy some toys for my nieces.. then uhmm... dropped by at old navy 'cause my sis wanna buy some on-sale kids pants for my niece but dehinz na kme tumuloy 'cause d' line was so long 'cause medyo marami pa reng tao since itz d' weekend after thanksgiving so it means there were still some good sales that were goin' on... then went to barnes and noble.. my fave bookstore... para lang hanapin yung Dear John na nabasa koh sa blog ni Jepoy... Jepoy kc eh... maiksi lang palah but haven't start readin' it yet... maybe sometimes this week... oh remind meeh of too meron den palang isang rekomended na good book si Marc... i'll probably check dat out too later... eniweiz... wat got meeh excited is the new e-book reader called Nook... oh my gulay... awa ni God I wanna buy one... so bad!... i wanted to buy d' kindle at first but i couldn't buy it 'cause i thought it was kinda expensive but it's actually almost d' same prize w/ nook... and d' reality of it is that kindle was way cheaper than i thought... half d' prize as i thought it would cost... but I like this new e-book reader more though... alam moh yung feeling na may nakitah kah na isang bagay and u juz fell inlove w/ it... yeah...so yun i fell inlove w/ diz book e-reader... really i want it so bad awa tlgah ni God... sana i'll be able to buy it soon... so yeah we were pretty much outside d' house d' whole Sunday... then when we got home we ate dinner... oh yeah on d' way home we rented some movies... and we watched one of them after dinner... itz "the Proposal"... ahlab it!... itz funny and there's a little drama to it... nakakatuwa... i also rented "the UP" was that d' title?... ganda raw kc... medyo madrama... again i'll watch it or we'll watch it sometimes this week... nemen kc kelangan koh kc matapos yung research paper koh na due dapat tomorrow monday.. pero i can still turn it in until thursday w/ no deducted points... pag maturn in koh sana tommorrow it'll have an additional extra credit.. oh well... 'la eh.... di koh nagawa... so i have to finish it before thursday kc d' week after that eh finals nah... tsk!... so yeah... 'la lang... juz kinda excited w/ so many things... God just been so good kahit am not such a good girl lately... so yeah... laterz yah'll... Godbless! -di

Lord, I Believe

I had an awesome day. Abah naiba atah ang tema koh? Usually emo. Actually dehinz naman tlgah akoh so emo nah tao eh... hmmm.... lately lang atah?! Ewan koh... nde koh na alam minsan ang katotohanan... yeah i guess kinda emo na not... but lately too much emo... I guess nde naman tlgah akoh everyday emo na tao... but I guess i juz let my emotions control meeh lately.

Eniweiz what changed meeh and made a difference on my day? Well it was the preach of Joel Osteen... i like his message... basically his main message was these three simple words... "Lord I believe".... I'll share what I learned from his message today... it something that we already know but sometimes it makes a difference if we keep reminding ourselves with these messages.

Trust Him at all times... w/ everything. Sometimes we are in a situation that seemed so hopeless... or we have dreams that seemed so impossible to reach... but never lose hope... like they always say with man it might be impossible but w/ Him everything is possible. Don't settle for what people tell you... don't settle for the natural... instead believe in Him on His Supernatural power. Believe that He can turns things around 'cause He definitely can and believe you'll have in His time whatever your heart is longing for... you just gotta believe. Sometimes naman we are just tryin' to get by... we are tryin' to live our ordinary lives... but God actually has super extraordinary blessings waiting ahead of us. We just gotta believe. Devah ang sarap sarap pakinggan?... pero itz true we just really have to trust Him and believe w/ what He can for us. He can do amazing things for us.

Na-excite lang uletz akoh kc lately i was tryin' to run my life. It gives meeh a headache 'cause i dunno how possible i can reach all d' goals that I have for myself or when can I have all d' desires of my heart. Then it hit meeh it was 'cause I was tryin' to do it myself... na I was tryin' so hard to find a way when all along He is the way. So finally I wanted Him to run my life again.

But it doesn't mean na i'll be perfect... tao pa ren lang akoh... i'll still be emo once in a while... or maybe more than once in a while.. lolz. I'll still be making mistakes... madadapa pa ren akoh at minsan mawawala pa ren akoh sa tamang landas. I'm still gonna have those black and white days... pero no matter wat happens He will always be right there by my side and i'll always be in the palm of His hand and He will always be my comforter and no matter wat happens He will never leave me nor forsake me. I believe He will do the same for my family and all my love ones too and syempre definitely also with all of u guyz and all of 'ur love ones... we just gotta believe in Him.

Oh yeah sometimes too do not worry if you think you made so many mistakes from d' past... you think you're such a sinner... i mean tao lang tayoh.... all those are forgiven. And God is not mad at yah... and actually He's madly in love with yah. Hmmm minsan den i guess we are so caught up with all our ambitions and things that we wanted... preoccupied with all the temporary things na minsan we don't get to enjoy our life and all d' blessings that we have. Actually wala lang... na-excite lang tlgah uletz akoh kay God.

Oh yeah sometimes don't be scared to tell Him kung ano gusto moh and stuff. You can tell Him just about anything. And kapag nagkaroon ka nang relationship sa Kanyah... He's not that serious and scary as some people thought... He can be pretty funny... trust me. He definitely got a sense of humor. It'll be cool too when you start to have a conversation w/ Him. And yon honestly ang isa sa mga na-miss koh... it's like i don't hear so much from Him lately... kc puro sarili koh kausap koh and i let all the wrong thoughts run to my head. And medyo madmeng ungodly things sa yutakz koh lately. Pero i'm gonna try to stop them. Not easy i tell yah... but i believe I can do it w/ His help. "Lord I believe...Kayo nah po bahala sa lahat lahat po. Love you po."

Godbless! -di

SaLaMaT =)

Thanks to You

by: dhianz

Thank you so much for your word of encouragement

I appreciate you and every single thing that you say

Our friendship is definitely something that I treasure

It's amazing how your words can surely make my day

God knows that a lot of times I just wanted to give up

I feel like it's way easier than to even try to go on

But you never give up instead you told me to hold on

You always try to be there for me from dusk till dawn

Most of the time I'm good with hiding my real feelings

But behind all my laughters I'm actually feeling blue

You are aware that inside of me I was actually crying

So you're there to guide me so I can make it through

Words are never enough to tell you how thankful I am

Thank you for coming to my life and for being a friend

I thank God that He blessed me with someone like you

I'll try to be there for you too if you ever need a hand

HaPPY THaNKSGiViNG yah'll... Godbless! -di

Ms. ctrl+alt+delete

...*churi* ate Yanz and kuya Jettro... *churi* kuya Drake... & *churi* kuya CM and sis Jenn.... kc tatlong deleted post na atah akoh this past few days... haha.. lolz.. sensya nemen... 'la eh... kc la kwentz naman... yung isa naman.... hangkorni lang... then yung isa... uhmm... parang papansin... so yeah... take note... deleted ang post koh  kapag na-meet nyah ang isa sa mga following criteria....  A. masyadong maemo B. hangkorni C. la kwentz naman D. parang papansin lang ... wehe... ewan... =)

...pinagkaabalahan koh i-renovate kagabi... but not so cute yet kc dehinz pah tumutubo yung tanim... and i know itz not all that but i like it 'cause itz mah farm... and yeah kahit gusto koh pang idecorate more eh i'm out of money for now... i'm broke... wehe... graveh it took meeh hours juz to move things around... 'cause i juz expanded my farm... i think thatz 22 X 22 nah... kaaliw lang minsan ang farmville.. pampatanggal emo at pampa-waste nang time.... laterz.. Godbless! -di

BuTTeRFLY

"There are times in our lives that we don't always see God's blessings right away. Sometimes they are disguised, and the things we once thought of as bad, or scary, turn into a wonderful blessing. Think of a caterpillar. He isn't very pretty. And I wonder if it is a little bit scary for him to seal off the cocoon he entwined around himself. I wonder if it is dark in there. I wonder if Mr. Caterpillar screams, 'Let me out of here! I can't breathe!' But then one day, just at the right time, we see something happening. We see God's plan, the miracle of a beautiful butterfly."

-quote from Chicken Soup for the Christian Woman's Soul

NOVEMBER 17, 2009: ...ahlab chikensoup books... dyan nag-umpisa ang paghumaling koh sa book... ahlab readin' stories from it and a lot of them are very inspiring... sakit na sa headache... 'la lang.. i juz made a post like hmm an hour earlier... but ended up deleted.. why?... i dunno... sometimes akoh lang si ms. new post publish delete... eh kaso sakit na sa headache... nde akoh makatulog nang ayos... kanina pa may tumakbo sa yutakz koh...tsk... take a break nga!... sino ka man tumatakbo dyan... haha... napapagod na akoh... lolz... itz almost 5 a.m. here.. may skul pa meeh mamaya.. although yeah nakapag-nap akoh kanina pero i felt like 'la akong ayos na tulog ngaun... iniisip koh nga eh.. matulog kaya akoh ang tuloy tuloy for 24 hours.. haha... 'la lang... tapos yeah... dehinz na lang magising... haha... sakit lang si dee sa headache eh...

hmmm... man!... am i still caterpillar?.. tsk.. can't wait to be a butterfly... haha.. nalolocah na akoh... shoot!... i think magulo yutakz koh kc hanggulo nang room koh... funny kc ibang part eh sobrang organized... then some part eh so messy... tsk!... gusto koh matulog... nde akoh makatulog nang ayos... tsk! *hikabz*... sleepy na nde... nemen tlgah oo... sige na nga.. daz all for now.. laterz.. Godbless! -di

NOVEMBER 18, 2009: di na raw uso ang emo?... since when?!... i didn't get d' memo... lolz.. hmmm... depress-depressan akoh lately... sobrah... puwede bah umemo sa inyoh... i had like 3 hours of sleep den... not bad... but bad... haha... hmm... nakakaasar... 'la lang... nde koh alam kung emo lang tlgah atmosphere nang room koh.. madalas naeemo akoh sa room koh eh... kc nemen ang bed... nde ginagamit pang-online... two things lang yan... for sleeping and for sex... haha... lolz.. sige na nga... kelangan koh na mag-ready for school.. i still have to let my doggies pee pee and stuff and feed them too... then if i still have some time left eh kakain akoh...so yeah laterz... peace out yah'll... Godbless! -di

if we fall inlove...

There will be no ordinary days for you
If there is someone who cares like i do
You have no reason to be sad anymore
I`m always ready with a smile
With just one glimpse of you
You don`t have to search no more
Cause i am someone who will love you for sure so..

(CHORUS)
If we fall in love
Maybe we`ll sing this song as one
If we fall in love
We can write a better song than this
If we fall in love
We will have this melody in our heads
If we fall in love
Anywhere with you would be a better place..

You can watch sad movies in a diffirent light
So i`ll be there beside you
Hugging you oh so tight
(oh so tight)
Your hands will never feel so cold and empty again
Coz i will keep on holding on and won`t let go
(never let you go)
You don`t have to search no more
Cause i am someone who will love you for sure so..

Feel so good when you`re around
One smile from you
(one smile from you)
Be mine,this feel so right..so..

p.s. kanta na lang muna kayoh d2 =) Godbless! -di

Reese's

...eating Reese's right now... usually pag mejo naeemo akoh.. na-uupset.... na ewan.. i crave for somethin' sweet... or nde koh alam.. oh yeah... do 'urself a favor... hwag nang basahin.. kakausapin koh lang sarili koh... oh yeah.. sabi nila mas maliit ang font eh mas nde babasahin.. kaya nemen... etoh... smalllest font... hmm... halo halo emosyon koh ngaun... kelangan koh mailabas in some way... kung nde baka sumabog akoh... kakasar lang minsan... 'ung feeling moh na sobrang daldal moh na sometimes may mga bagay ka na nasasabi na dehinz naman na dapat sinasabi sa ibang tao... kc minsan kakasakit ka na nang damdamin nang iba... may point naman eh.. ba't bah kc minsan makati lang kc ang dila magsalitah.... kaya dapat winawatch ang bawat salitang lumalabas sa bibig eh... so 'unz... syempre pag may na-upset ka nang ibang tao eh pati ikaw sira ang gabi moh... yeah true kinda tired kah nah pero ayos lang yon... kakaupset lang minsan na kaw ang dahilan na upset ang ibah... kaya hwag ka na lang kumibo para wala nah... eniweiz lesson learned for meeh naman... itz mah fault and nobody to blame but meeh... then may mga times naman na may hihirit ang iba sau... na biglang nde moh alam ang hihirit moh then hihirit ka nang somethin' else.. then marerealize moh na ang ewan lang nang hiniritz moh na sana nde ka na lang nagsalitah.. itz just make it worse... bakit nde ka na lang kc tumahimik... let them say whatever they wanna say... minsan ba't bah papaapekto sa mga bagay... ba't masyadong siniseryoso ang mga bagay... nde koh alam... God knows na minsan tlgah siniseryoso koh ang mga bagay bagay... kaya akoh minsa naeend up na upset.... sigh... buntong hininga na lang... kaya naman minsan gusto koh lang nagsusulat at nagtytype... in dat way nalalabas koh sa pagsusulat keysa dinadaldal koh... minsan kc ano ano na lang lumalabas sa bibig... minsan makapagsalitah lang... sad... hayz... 'la lang... hmmm.... may konting Reese's pa akoh... kakatulong lang minsan ang sweet sa system koh.. dehinz naman akoh naiiyak... more like upset i guess... 'la lang.. papaganahin koh lang tong mga daliri koh... ang buhay nga naman noh.. parang life... minsan kakauspset lang ang life... but then if u look around u and listen around 'u mas matindi pa ang pinagdadaanan nilah... sometimes selfish lang akoh... or ewan... hmmm.... nemen... 'la lang... hmmm.... i need water.. tinatamad akoh kumuha... mamya nah... sulat kamay journal sana.. kaso tinatamad tlgah akoh magsulat na minsan... kakatamad... at kakapagod.. mas madali sa akin way ang mag-type... mas sabay sa thoughts koh lang minsan... hmm.... anong oras na bah?.. late nah... mamaya maya tutulog na ren akoh.. oh yeah isa pang kinaupsetan koh kc nemen.. i was tryin' to renovate my cafeworld.. then nagrerenovate den palah yung mismong cafeworld na site... so 'unz.... gulo gulo yung cafeworld koh... 'la lang... minsan sakit lang akoh sa headache... si God na nga lang atah minsan nagtitiyaga sa mga katopakanz koh... salamat po God... may time na sobrang drama koh... but am not so drama ngaun... not feelin' so well lang and kinda upset.... na ewan.... *sigh* uletz... hmmm... iniisip koh kung anong sasabihin koh eh... kaninan dmeng tumatakbo eh... ngaunz nawala na naman.... naman.... ewan koh.. i guess kinda tired na ren kc... galing galing koh tlgha sa isang lakwentz post... at asar lang tlgah minsan how others can sometimes ruined 'ur mood... luluha na mata koh sa antokz atah... *hikabz*... tired and sleepy na i think... kc aga akong umalis kanina papunta sa skul.. at umalis akoh little early than usual kc tinapos koh homework koh... and kc nagwork akoh nung weekend so i had no time to do it... tapos ngaun... work pa akoh after skul... feeling koh haba haba nang araw koh... 'la yatah akong life lately... sad naman... tsk... oh well... ganon tlgah minsan ang life... *sigh*... nasa isang daan sigh na atah akoh ditoh... yeah... 'la lang... i guess yeah.... bow... ewan... ayusin koh na nga lang bed koh at mag-change na akong pantulog at magdradrama na lang akoh sa pagtulog koh.... GODBLESS! -di

Payo ni Inday

---> ayos lng yan kung my problema ka...isipin mo...hindi lng ikaw ang nag iisa sa mundo...PEELING mo nmn?

---> wag kang umiyak pag iniwan ka ng taong mahal mo...hindi xa deserving sa mga luha mo...pro hayaan mo...mas okay yun kesa nagstay sya dahil naawa sya sayo...

---> minsan hindi maiiwasang makaramdam ng inggit sa iba...natural lang yan...sino nga namang hindi dba? pero sana sa bawat pagkakataong mainggit ka sa iba maisip mo..may naiinggit din sayo...akala mo lang wala pero meron! meron! meron!

---> sabi nila, wag sya ang mahalin mo dahil masasaktan ka lng...sabi nila, lolokohin ka lng niya...pero ang sakin lang...maniniwala ka ba dahil sinabi nila? malay mo chizmakz lng pala...

---> sabi nila...ang buhay parang gulong...umiikot..minsan sa taas ka..minsan sa baba...pro i beg to disagree...eh pano pag naflat un gulong? d lagi ka na lng nasa baba? lugi ka neng!

---> wag mong pilitin ang isang tao na mahalin ka...darating din kasi ang panahon na iiwan ka nya para sa taong mahal nya...di mo sya masisisi dahil nung mga panahong sinabi nyang mahal ka nya...hindi mo napansing nakatingin sya sa iba... :(

---> huwag mong piliting ipakitang masaya ka kahit hindi nmn talaga...umiyak ka kung kinakailangan...wag mong itago ang tunay mong nadarama...ipakita mo sa kanilang nasasaktan ka...kasi nmn..bka isipin tuloy nila manhid ka :)

---> sabi nya mahal ka nya...sabi nya ikaw lng...sabi nya poreber kayo...pro wag ka! sabi nya lng un! malay mo sinabi nya rin un sa iba!

---> pag nalulungkot ka..itawa mo lng! kun my problema ka, itawa mo lng! kung nag iisa ka..itawa mo lng! pero wag mong araw arawin ok? baka isipin nila naloloka ka neng!

---> kung makipagbreak sayo ang taong mahal mo at muling magkasalubong ang landas nyo..ipakita mo sa kanyang naka move on kana...ipakita mo sa kanyang hindi sya kawalan sa buhay mo...ipakita mo sa kanyang hindi lng xa ang nag iisang tao sa buhay mo...at kung sakaling kamustahin ka nya...harapin mo xa ng taas noo sabay sabihin mong "WAT DO U THINK OF ME, THINKING OF YUU?!" sabay talikuran mo xa at humarurot ka ng takbo!

---> may araw na hindi mo alam ang gagawin mo...my araw na namomroblema ka kung bat nangyayari ito sayo...my araw na mangangailangan ka ng tulong ng kaibigan mo...kaya kaibigan makinig ka sa payo ko...wag nmn kasi puro ARAW! gawin mo ung iba sa gabi oh kea sa hapon loka!

---> ano ang pinagkaiba ng love sa infatuation? simpe lng...kung makita mo syang masaya sa piling ng iba at nasaktan ka...infatuation yan! pero kung nakita mo syang masaya sa piling ng iba at hinayaan mo lng...love yan! kasi hinayaan mo sya kun san sya masaya...kahit na alam mong hindi sayo, kundi sa piling ng iba...

---> huwag mong piliting tumayo sa sarili mong paa kung hindi mo kaya...GUMAPANG ka! pede nmn un dba?

ps. ---> i was kinda emo until i came across these quotes from FB... kaaliw lang...ayos kah sa advice inday... pwamis napa-smile moh ako... nalimutan koh mag-emo saglit... lolz.. hope u guyz like it too... ingatz... Godbless! -di

When you know...

When you know that you know who you love, you can't deny it. 
Or go back, or give up, or pretend that you don't buy it. 
When it's clear this time you've found the one, you'll never let him go 
Cos you know and you know that you know. 

When you feel in your skin in your bones and the hollow 
Of your heart, there's no way you can wait till tomorrow. 
When there isn't any doubt about it once you come this close 
Cos you know and you know that you know. 

You can feel love's around you like the sky 'round blue 
This is how love has found you, now you know what to do. 

When you know that you know who you need, you can't deny it. 
Or go back, or give up, or pretend that you don't buy it. 
When it's clear this time you've found the one, you'll never let him go 
Cos you know and you know that you know. 

And it's time you come in from the cold. 
Haaa... 
And you know that you know.

...
yan ang background song koh right now...
when you know by: Shawn Colvin
so feel free to listen to it if u like
i juz finished watchin' serendipity kc... again!
yeah i watched it like thousand of times already...
'lang magawa eh... kc katatapos koh lang sa exam...

yeah i guess am not so bz?... truth though I got tons of things to do
I juz don't feel like doin' any of them right now
so kinda relaxin... toleratin' my laziness and fallin' in love again w/ d' movie
yeah puro song lang atah lately ang blog koh.. why bah?...
'cause don't feel like talkin' so much in my blog...
kc if i talk... eh i'll talk forever... and eh... 'la lang... tinatamad akoh...
i was gonna tell u guyz sana how beautiful d' weather here today...
itz sunny... yey!.. 'cause it has been gloomy, rainy, windy d' past couple of weeks

yeah d' weather been so depressing lately... but not today....
itz beautiful! and i love d' combination.. sunny and cold... itz great...
then ang sarap sarap tignan ang araw... parang namiss mo lang nang sobrah
especially 'cause you haven't seen it for weeks... itz just so beautiful...

haha i guess i did tell u bout d' weather... lolz

and dehinz daw feel magkuwento oh... toinks! lolz
hmmm... sigh... what'z goin' thru my head bah right now?
so much things... and nothing... but i'm fine... God is awesome...
i totally surrender na lang.. everything... every single thing...
I can't handle it no more.. i give up... ang drama ohh... haha...
funny 'cause few seconds ago i was kinda teary eyes.. for some reason....
sigh!... but i'm fine... totally fine... never better... 
Life is beautiful.. so letz enjoy every second of it...
trust God w/ everythin'... let Him take control over our life...
He's an awesome God and i love Him so much...
Godbless yah'll -di