...not easy

...when i miss you
by: dee


i don't like it when i miss you

i feel so sad and so blue

its like my night is not complete

i feel like i'm under ten below feet

you could have at least say hi

so i won't be like this saying sigh

its crazy but i feel so down

can't smile even w/ a clown

i so hate this feeling everytime

cuz all i do is complain and whine

a day w/out you feels so empty

don't like it cuz it makes me unhappy

starting not to like this feeling

cuz all i do is stare at the ceiling
 dunno how my night can get through

if i'm missing you so badly its true



p.s. isang araw pa yang mood na yan... la lang... trip koh lang i post... have a gud day folks... pansin koh nde akoh nagblo-blog lately like nagkukuwento... eh tamad-tamaran lola nyoh eh...btw i appreciate so much ung mga dumadalaw ditoh... luv yah'll... *muwahugz* Godbless! -di

...definitely

addicted to you

by: dee

ur simple laugh makes me high

ur simple Hi helps me get by

with you I feel like i can fly

you are my light in moonless sky

my day started right cuz of you

you make me daydream out of the blue

you are like a prince in a dream come true

thinking about you is all I wanna do

I dunno why I always feel this way

I dunno how but in my heart you always stay

you are like a rainbow after a rainy day

I always miss you that's all I can say

but you only exist here in my mind

but thinking about you helps me unwind

our every moment is what i love to rewind

I will always love you even only from behind

ps. la lang... natuwa lang akoh gumawa nang poem kanina... la hadik lang minsan eh... lolz... have a nice day folkz.. Godbless! -di

why i love fall?

Godbless!

U make me =)

You're better then the best

I'm lucky just to linger in your light

Cooler than the flip side

Of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware

Nothing can compare to where

You send me, lets me know that it's okay

Yeah, it's okay

And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed

Sing like a bird, dizzy in my head

Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Oh, you make me smile

p.s. daz mah ringtone nd mah caller tune at d moment...so yeah have a nice day u guyz... wabzyah'll.. Godbless! -di

gising pa U?

hmmm...

parang gusto koh gumawa nang tula on d' spot... hmmmm....

try koh...



parang gustong gusto ko maging parte nang buhay mo
minsan feeling koh i'm getting closer to you
tapos darating ang time na feeling koh nde kita maabot
minsan parang gusto koh nang gu-mive up sau

actually ilang milyong beses na kitang ni-le-letgo
pero tatangahan ata pa ren itong lola mo
nde koh alam bakit parang umaasa pa ren akoh
may inaasahan pa ren kaya akoh mula sayo?

dumadating ang time na halo halo pakiramdam ko
kanonood koh lang kc nang maemong movie
kaya siguro pati yutaks koh nag-eemote na ren
or ano nga bah? la akong maisip na rhyme sa movie

nalilito ang yutakz koh or nde lang tlgah gumagana
kc naman sobrang late na noh.... anong oras na bah?
kalerki tlgah minsan ang maging babae oo
pero kung alam moh lang...mahal pa ren kita




oh devah... on d spot yan... la lang... makapag-blog lang... lolz... so yeah nde naman akoh emo.. nd yes maemo akong sobrah pag meron akoh... nde koh alam ang pakiramdam... before naman akoh may dalaw eh sobrang mainit ulo koh... weird but yeah itz true... daz all muna folkz... have a super day... alam koh i don't have to explain but i'll explain eniweiz... i'm not being fair kc nde akoh makadalaw balik sa mga dumadalaw sa blog koh.. pasensya nah po medyo tired lang lately... pero pag nag-adik akoh eh hwag kah... babasahin koh lahat nang post mo.. lolz.. ingatz folks.. i appreciate all ur visit... have a super day po.. hwag ganong maemo like mwah... GODBLESS! -di

yoko pakiramdam na'to

medyo tired ako and medyo emo
parang hanglungkot at gumuguho mundo ko
nde koh maintindihan ang pakiramdam koh
siguro dahil un nga pagod lang ako



umuulan kc ngaun sa mundo ko
so sumasabay sa pag-emo koh
nde moh tuloy maipinta ang mukha ko
nakakalerki ang pakiramdam na ito


hangsakit pa nang mga paa ko
la akong gustong gawin kundi umupo
yoko nang pakiramdam na itoh
kc parang wala kang magawang matino


pero actually nagkakaganito ako
kc lintek na buwanang dalaw na ito
sinisira lagi ang mood ko
kakaganito tlgah ako pag meron akoh



umeemong dee =(


 ...Godbless

*hikabz*

bagong trip eh mag-blog nang nakahiga... yupz... hmmm.... inaantokz na akoh... feeling koh everytime na nag bloblog akoh eh inaantokz akoh... *hikabz*... oh yeah main goal koh bukas.. matulog... yeah... gusto kong matulog... tutulog akoh... teka... oh yeah i was thinkin' of doin' somethin' pero narealized koh *hikabz* hhhaaayyy... yon narealized koh tinatamad akoh.. actually iniisip koh kung nagawa koh pero dehinz pa palah.. na confused akoh there for a sec... hmmmm... time na bah.... maaga pa para bukas... *hikabz* hhhaayyy... *teary na eyes koh* sabay punas nang mata... uhm pasensya na alam koh i don't have to explain but sasabihin koh pa ren... medyo tired lately *hikabz* hay shoot... so un... kinda tired nd lazy na nde makadalaw at magawang magparamdam sa inyo mahal kong bloggers... i'm tellin' d truth nd nothin' but d' truth... lolz... *hikabz*.... i think kelangan koh nang matulog.. oh yeah nagtytype akoh eh medyo napapapikit akoh... may part na nagtytype akoh at tutulog saglit... oh yeah i was gonna make a poem daw but since i was so tired nd not so inspired right at this moment eh 'la akong magawa... *yawn* para maiba nemen.... *teary eyes* uletz... punas nang matah... 'unz... gusto lang talagah igalaw ang mga daliri nang kamay koh... yupz... *hikabz*... sige.. hhhaaayyyyyyy.... sige na bago koh maubos ang word na h and z... later madlang bloggers... u guyz rock!.. Godbless! -di

bilis nang heartbeat koh...

... eh kc nagkape akoh.. matutulog na eh nagkape pah... geez! weh? un nga bah ang dahilan?! un nga eh.. enebeh! hadik noh... haha.. kinausap ang sarili... eh kc nemen... puyat na naman akoh... malapit na namang mag-cinderella... yes almost 12 na nemen... devah sabi koh nde akoh eexplain... pero i juz feel like explaining right now.. medyo hinay hinay lang akoh sa pagdalaw sa mga blogs ha... medyo pagod lola nyoh nd medyo uhm lang time? pwede nang reason un... lolz... yeah feeling koh dme kong kausap... un pala sarili koh lang... teka.. u guyz think nalelerki na akoh ??? hmm... slight lang nemen i think.. lolz... kalerki gising pa kc akoh eh.. taas pa nang sugar level koh... sugar level nga bah? eh ba' hangbilis nang tibok nang puso koh?! hmmm... inlababo ang heart...  nde nga... nag-kape nga akoh.. lolz... natatawa akoh sa sarili kong post... wala lang... uhm... hmmmm... i really need to sleep na tlagah... sensya na palah kung sometimes i sounded so conyo.. yeah may nagsabi na saken nyan... but mine naman daw is not so bad... not so annoying.. well i better hope not... or is it annoying? r u sure? really sure? positive? hmm... well ok... itz ok to lie para nde lang akoh ma-hurt.. lolz.. nde feel free to say ur opinion... ayos lang yan... kc i'm happy... i'm not emo.. i'm blessed and i'm inlove!... inlove w/ coffee.. nemen di pa akoh tapos eh... lolz.. so yeah... juz wanna update u guyz w/ my kalerkihan... and yeah i'm out for now.. peace! much luv nd Godbless! -nalelerking dhee =P

pasasalamat lang sa mga koments nyoh sa mga posts ko sa aking pagbabalik... btw oi effortvyan... lolz... nite na talagah... Godbless!

hanglabo lang

Pansin koh lang parang ang sipag koh mag post lately. Medyo nag-adik lang kc pagkatapos nang mahabang panahon na pagkawala... Habang panahon ha... lolz. Well uhm three months den un so in blogsphere world eh that is like a year... oh yeah... lolz. Well also hangsipag koh mag-post kc ang hangreality medyo tinatamad akoh... hanglabo devah? gusto nyo bang iexplain koh pah para lalong lumabo. Kaya nemen i won't even bother... kc nemen also i dunno how to explain it...wat to explain or why do i even have to explain.


Speaking of explain... itz just that pansin koh lang nd gawain koh ren kc... why do we have to explain everything to our fellow blogger such as maghihiatus tayo.. mawawala tayo saglit.. or why we posted certain post nd be like kc ganito ganyan at blah blah blah... la lang.. i should be asking myself of dat question kc akoh yan kadalasan.. i feel like i have to explain everything everytime... i dunno... i juz feel like respect lang sa mga readers koh... nd i guess uhm... nde kc akoh tipong tao nang-iiwan sa ere so most of d' time papaalam akoh kung mawawala akoh...akoh lang un okei... hmm parang hangboring nang topic koh... pansin koh lang.. hmmm.


Nakakaaliw lang tong laptop koh.. hangdmeng puwedeng gawin... dmeng pwedeng panoorin... pwedeng laruin and i can even read a book from my nook reader here... sa dmeng pwedeng gawin eh wala na ako minsang gustong gawin... oh yeah.. parang wala.. tinatamad akoh... so 'unz.. la na-blangko akoh there for a second.


I really wanna be a good writer sometimes like d' other bloggers here... parang hangsmooth lang lagi nang pagkakuwento nila.. ung transition nang every paragraph nilah or kahit anong ikuwento nilah parang hangsarap sarap basahin... me on d' other hand.. uhm.. i dunno... i juz feel like typing.


in fairness.. i'm a little bit early ngaun mag blog.. uhm its only 9:35 in my world right now... so 'unz.. bout to take off na ren online... oh yeah kanina ano bah ginawa ko... well never mind i don't feel like telling it... la lang we juz watched movie... sinabi ren eh noh... hanglabo.. so 'unz.. hmmm....may gusto akong gawin... may gusto akong kausapin... may gusto akong ewan... may gusto akoh pero nde koh alam... may gusto kang gawin sometimes pero nde moh ginagawa.. nde moh magawa.. or nde moh lang ginagawa... did that even make sense? of course not... dahil akoh eh isang malabong nilalang.


i guess... daz all for now? yeah kelangan talagah may question mark... inaantokz na ren akoh nang slight... i stil have to wake up early tomorrow... yup... i still got so much things to do but am not doing it.. how productive devah.. of course.. akoh pah... you know akoh i can really be so lazy sometimes... tawag koh minsan sa sarili koh eh masipag na tamad... masipag akong tao pero tamad akoh... oh devah hanglabo lang.. lolz


yon lang muna ang post koh para sa sarili koh for now... lolz... blangko na naman... uhm... i know i was gonna say something more but then i forgot... uhmm... iniisip koh kung ano dapat ang sasabihin koh pero dehinz koh maisip kaya nemen nevermind... btw isa yang hate na word koh ang nevermind.. kapag may mga taong may sinasabi sau and u juz ask them wat once and they'll be like.. "nevermind"... so 'unz... eh that's all for now... have nice day folks... enjoy blogging.. oh devah... ingatz... nd GODBLESS! -di

wabzU

haha... trip lang... naaliw lang akoh gamitin ung sa paint koh sa laffy taffy koh...  uhm... yeah.. have a super day yah'll... feeling inlab lang yan.. lolz... Godbless! -di

uhhmm...

gusto koh nang matulog cuz inaantokz na akoh cuz it's almost 11 pm nah... kalerki den akoh mag-blog eh noh... usually late at night... but i won't probably do this so often.. i mean blogging so late at night kc itz not healthy... tutulog na ren siguro maya maya... *hikabz* so sleepy... geez!

now wat am i gonna say? i actually have no topic on my head.. i juz feel like blogging and typing...yup... my usual... actually medyo napagod na nang slight kc kanina pa akoh medyo gumagala sa blogsphere... pero i felt like itz pretty quiet.. kc i think mostly are off right now sa blogging world... cuz uhm... sunday sa pinas time... yup... so 'unz... ahhh... hmmm...

*hikabz* kalerki... inaantokz akoh.. oh yeah... oh i was juz gonna say why am i so sleepy eh i juz took a nap earlier.. speaking of nap... uhm... i had a bad dream kanina graveh... well in my dream laging alam moh un may sometimes humahabol sau or somethin'.. or ur being chase by some bad scary whatever creature.. but funny thing is akoh kapag nananaginip akoh nang ganon eh nagagawa koh ang mga gusto kong gawin kinda like makalusot sa very small hole.. tumalon sa pader or somethin' like dat.. but when d' dream getz really bad i always try to wake up... so i think kanina i was almost got killed or caught by dat watever creature.. it didn't look so scary but i felt like if that thing catch me it would be d' end of me.. so i prayed na magising and i was trying to scream pero there was no voice comin' out of my mouth... pero thank God nagising akoh... so i turned on d' light right away... thanked  Him.. and yeah un lang.. so 'unz...

namiss koh mag-blog... namiss koh magkuwento.. namiss koh kuwentuhan sarili koh... cuz of most of d' time eh akoh lang naman ang reader nang blog koh... or it was more like akoh ang number one fan nitoh.. kahit paulit ulit koh pang basahin eh dehinz akoh nagsasawa.. kahit isa lang syang walang kwentz na post...

so i guess basically datz it for now... i don't have a matinong kwento.. kelan bah akoh nagkaroon? hmm... lolz.. so yeah... i so appreciate all of u guyz... especially ung walang sawang sumusuporta nang blog koh.. oh devah... feeling.. wehe... luv u bloggers.. i think u guyz are all awesome... have a super day and Godbless!

-di

la lang