....Goodbye Simplymeeh

Hello LIFE of SiMPLYMeeH

I think i'm sayin' goodbye to this blog or at least for now... and gonna stay and blog on my new home.... feel free to visit it... itz--->  http://lifeofsimplymeeh.blogspot.com ...  yeahh... kelangan koh pa I-update and everythin'...there's nothin' really in there yet... I just created it and it only got one post... I still have to put a design on it and update my blog roll lists... but yeah i'll just do it nang unti unti... thanks for all ur love and support on this blog... hope to see u guyz there... much love... and Godbless!

---SimplyDhianz

science! *sayang*

nag-emote sana akoh here nung past couple of days kc that was the time that I was soooo emo.... graveh sobrah! anyhoo... not so emo today but feel so lazy!
 
how's life?
 
good! ok naman... still emo at least once or twice a month... ---- blessed! cuz of God... He's been so awesome! aside from that ehhh.... yeahh tamad.... masipag akoh pero tamad akoh... hanglabo lang devah... yep sometimes I just don't really make any sense...
 
any future trip?
 
yeaaahhh!!!! i'm going to visit my bff at Colorado springs by next month... woohoo! then a week after i'm going to ... actually kasama koh ung isang friend/co worker koh and we're gonna visit her sister and my friend sa Orlando! sosyal i'll be in Colorado and Florida by next month.... of course all of this won't be possible if not for God... don't have that much budget but si God na bahala....
 
any changes?
 
hmmm.... bitter pa ren minsan sa so called ex koh... yeah I know I should have moved on by now... but sori tao lang... may moment pa ren na bitter! especially sori naman stalker akoh at nakita koh na they seemed very happy nung partner nya sa fb while here I am so emotionally miserable sometimes cuz of 'em... yeah life is not fair! I know... not cool! but yeah... but actually right at this moment funny i'm not so affected by 'em... I think masyado lang akong apektado kapag andyan ang monthly na dalaw koh... yep that's when i'm d' most emotional!!! sobrahhh.... on top of that i'm grumpy, sad, depressed... yep u name it kapag meron akoh.... yeah pretty scary... lol

any message?
 
juz wanted to say thank you sa mga natitira kong readers... and i'm sorry if i'm not really so active  lately... and if I couldn't reply with ur koments or if I weren't able to visit u guyz back... pasensya na po... but I juz wanted to say that I appreciate ur time for leavin koments to my blog... and to my silent reader if there are any at all... thank u as well for visiting...  love yah'll...
 
sige nahh.... kinda sleepy na ren... peace out and much love! Godbless!

a LaZY BLoGGeR

yep... i am one LAZY blogger now....

kung gano akoh ka-adik sa blog noon eh ganon akoh ka-lazy ngaun.

I DUNNO BEEN LAZY lang...

random thoughts lang tohhh....

wala akong masabi gusto koh lang mag-BLOG...

gogoli na dapat akoh but tinatamad pa hanglola nyoh...

natuwa akoh last entry koh... kc alam kong nde na akoh active na blogger but i still got 5 koments... woohoo! kahit papaano may limang reader pa akoh... lolz... thank u guyz sa komentz! cuz i love getting komentz... i just lavet! =)

hmmmmmMmmmmm....

oh yah for 2 days in a row i was to able to get some naps... some evening naps... and i lavet! kc puyat akoh these past weeks or yeah kulang sa tulong... so getting some naps feels so GOOD!!!

oh shoot! i just remember i need to fix my nail polish... kelangan koh nang palitan kc tatanggal nah.

*YaWNiNG* starting to feel sleepy again...

i wanan be active in blogging again... but dunno.... medyo lazy hanglola nyoh... but am gonna try...

natutuwa akoh kc meron akong mga ka-blogs noon na until now ka-blogs ko pa ren and they became like a real friend to me... and hoping i will be able to meet even not all of em but some of em someday ... all of em would be great but of course medyo imposible but hey nothin' is imposible right... impossible... haha!.. wala lang... funny i forgot how to spell impossible for a moment... oh yeah double S! geez!

oooohhh... i like this cuz i'm actually talkin' to myself... ha!... lolz

oh yeah my red flag is almost up... my monthly visit... kaya nung nakaraang araw umuusok ulo koh... iinit ulo koh... then hmmm... past 2 days i was kinda naughty... sssHhhhhhh lolz! then wait ka lang... pag meron na akoh ehh EMO naman... lolz =P

ok i talk too much!... hanggang sa muli! yep i can post this much when i am LAZY... lolz... much love yah'll... GODBLESS! -dhianz

INSOMIA LEAVE ME ALONE!

yeah i think i'm sufferin' from insomia lately... dunno why... ang clock nang katawan koh been so messed up lately.... anyhoo... sorry ang may-ari nang blog na itoh ay been so lazy and been bz lately.... ngaun medyo back to normal daw.... cuz i was so bz studyin' for my national exam this past few months and of course a lot of things happened too these past months but i think my heartache and suffering was exchanged for so much blessings from God... and yeah thank God i passed my exam!!! yey!... God is soo Good so AWESOME! anyhoo... i tried to visit some of you guyz here... some of my fave bloggers... BUT dunno so lazy to read... so i juz though i'd make a blog and talk to myself instead...

oh yeah i remember advice ni Glentot na please paki-separate ang blog koh into paragraphs...so here you go glentot... i'm gonna... pero sori puro dot dot dot pa ren... fine! i'm gonna try to make sentences too.

I'm starting to feel sleepy. But ok i'm still gonna try to keep talking here. Of course my ususal nonsense talk. But hey this is my blog so who cares right? and I can do watever i wanna do. And i can say whatever i wanna say. And i can blog it however i watever way i want... but of course i gotta think of my readers... kung may reader pah... to make it easier for em to read it...

wat is my topic bah? hmmm... i think my brain is not working no more... and yeah i'm starting to feel sleepy. Yeah... hmmm....  almost 3 am nah in my world... wow i started yawning... awesome! it means nakakatulong tong pagsusulat koh ditoh sa blog koh.. pretty cool!...

Eniweiz before akoh makatulog na nang tuluyan here. I wanted to take this opportunity to thank all of you guyz who's been there for me kahit through words lang and through your advices lang ditoh sa blog koh... just wanted to say i appreciate it ... especially those people who leave some koments on my last entry...sorry di na akoh nakapagreply back to some of u guyz.... again... been lazy and been bz and i was an emotional wreck nung past months.... but glad to say thank God i'm ok now... maybe i'm still on the healing process but i accepted it... forgiven whoever hurt me... and yeah i thank God and to all those people who were there for me during those tough times... and especially God of course because He was my strenght... and He gave so much blessings latey and its so awesome!!! GOD IS SO AWESOME!!! juz wanna say that...

aight i think i better sleep... i better turn my computer off and sleep....

before i do that juz wanted to say a 'lil prayer...

"Dear God, thank you po sa lahat nang blessings moh lately...  i appreciate it po... I love you so much po and kau na po bahala sa family koh and all my love ones... we are in the palm of Your hand and i know You will never leave us nor forsake us... i know You love us so much and I do too... I love you Dear God w/ all of my heart, soul, mind and strength... and I pray all these in Jesus Name. Amen"

aight folkz... nite nite... i'm not even gonna bother rereading my blog... sa mga typo errors or any grammar error or watever error pakiintindi na lang... aight... much love to all of yah... Godbless!



my life verse and been my favorite verse and been my verse lately:

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me -Philippians 4:13


Much Love ---dhianz =)

Dear My Ex,

Di ko alam san koh uumpisahan ang sulat na to. I don't hate you but i wanted to hate you so bad. Lately i've been saying na i wanted you to be miserable... both of you i wanted you to be miserable so bad. I want you guys to experience that pain i'm experiencing... ten times the pain i'm experiencing. I've been reading articles... i've been talking to mr. Googgle to find ways to let you go. I even went out of town this weekend just to have fun w/ friends and so i can forget about you for a moment. I had fun... i was able to enjoy my life again... and nag-shopping akoh even if it was out of my budget so i can enjoy my day. I dunno how you doing... cuz naglaho ka na lang.... i don't even know if you even missed me. I gave you almost a week to explain... or to even at least ask for a apology... i think i deserve even just that. I'm not even asking you that we be together again... i'm not even asking you to be on your knees... i think just one simple i'm sorry. And that's it and we'll both go on our different ways. Yeah nung mga emo akoh andyan kah.... but i think i had more emo moments w/ you... you caused most of my emo moments. We had more sad times than happy times... and of course i'm just realizing that now right. It's been a 'lil more than a week only but i feel like the pain is forever and i feel like suddenly you are just a stranger. I'm tryin' not to think so much of wat we had... or did we really have anythin'? cuz i feel like everythin' was a lie from d' beginning... i don't even know if you u even ever loved. I feel like everythin' was just one big lie. But a friend told me i cannot make that judgment 'bout you... maybe kahit konti minahal moh akoh. Or di moh akoh pagtitiyagaan nang gantong katagal devah. Or maybe you just needed me. I dunno the truth and maybe i will never find out cuz even the truth that i found out didn't even come from you. So funny. Di koh alam pano akoh magrereact nung moment na malaman koh ang truth... gustong kong sabihin sa mukha moh... tama akoh! I've been right all along but I ignored my instinct! I totally ignored those and I believed your lies.... you are such a good liar that's all i can say... i dunno how long you've been hiding it but all i can say ur pretty good. I dunno kung akoh ang may problema for believing ur lies or kaw may problema for keep lyin'... i dunno. Kanina i was kinda reading some articles... I feel like it was my fault.... for loving you too much!... I think i loved you too much that I got scared 'bout lot of things... it wasn't love... i think wat i had for you wasn't love... it was more like a fear....  it was more like a fear of losing you or fear of bein' single again. But our relationship didn't even start right anyways.... it was complicated from d' very beginning... and how ironic... it didn't end right as well. It didn't even have an ending cuz you were just gone in d' wind w/out explanation no nothing. But i don't hate you... I don't really miss you neither and i think i don't even love you anymore too. I think i'm just having a pain of being fooled by you and being lied by you and being used by you. You were kinda distant too anyways lately... funny i thought we just too comfortable cuz we weren't really fighting this past months... i dunno blangko na brain koh... i just hope you'll be happy w/ your decisions. I know you will remember and miss me cuz i didn't do anythin' bad to you or anything to harm you. I've been there on d' lowest time of ur life... or one of d' lowest time of ur life. I've always been there for you... i never judged you or anything. I've loved you inspite of anything. I accepted everything that was wrong with you... i accepted all the pain that you caused me.... I was willing to accept and I was willing to suffer just about anything for you... i think i loved you more than i have loved myself.... and i guess that article was right... i loved you too much... i have loved you too much. One article that I read too said in order to move on from ur ex eh do not think about him... i think i'm still having a hard time on that. But i'm gonna heal as times goes by... but when i finally heal i might just forget all 'bout you... i might forget you even existed. I think i'm done crying for you... now it's ur turn to cry for me. You gonna missed me so much that you gonna have a hard time. Nobody will ever loved you as much as i have loved you . I loved you too much and now I wanted to hate you so bad. But again I dont... you're just a human capable of hurting anyone's feelings and you were very successful w/ mine. But do not forget... this can happen to you too tenfolds of d' pain you caused me. But hopefully not... baka di moh kayanin ang pain. Sige... this probably won't be the last time i'll be talkin' to u like this... but also it could be d' last time. Who knows right. Oh yeah nabuhay akoh non na wala kah... so i can live again w/out you. Sayang lang... pinakawalan moh ang taong minahal ka nang sobrah. Everytime you'll hear my name you'll remember and miss me... too bad my name is too common you'll probably hear it all the time. Anyway.... i do not hate you... and i do not love you too anymore or maybe i just think i don't love you... or I chose to stop loving you. Maging masaya kah sana w/ ur decision. But i still wish you good life... your not that bad of a person... but i hope this will serve you a lesson as well. Sana lang. So yeah... have a good life... I guess I love you Goodbye.