eexist pa ba ang true love?

yeah nag-eexist pa bah? kc malapit na akong gumive up... ang hirap naman na ibigay ang pag-ibig mo sa taong nde mo mahal... naks oh devah... feeling dmeng nagmamahal... lolz... yeah hopeless case romantic akoh... fan akoh nang mga fairy tale love stories... feeling ko kc cinderella akoh eh... mas mabuti siguro maging sleeping beauty na lang akoh... matulog na lang akoh hanggang gisingin ako nang prinsipe koh... teka tanggalin natin ang word na beauty kc nde naman ako maganda kaya gawin nating sleeping human... haha... *sigh* well blog ko naman to devah... nde nyo naman ako kilala so ba't ako mahihiya mag-open nang ibang feelings koh... yeah there are days na i feel so alone... halos lamunin ka nang kalungkutan... ang lalim noh... itz like u dont wanna do nothing but either stare at d sky or stare in d ceiling of ur room... na u feel so sad bour urself especially if u see those people around u with their special love ones... nakakalungkot na minsan wala kang taong makasama specially pag nde mo makontak mga kaibigan mo cuz they have a date with their honeys... or u feel sorry for urself kc parang napaka-loner moh... nakakalungkot devah... masama bang mangarap na may nagmamahal den sau? dme kong pagmamahal na gustong ibuhos kung sino man syah na halos nalulunod na puso koh... but sometimes its funny sabi nang isang kaibigan koh na baka mawalan na akoh nang time sa kanyah pag muling nagmahal akoh... hanglalim... haha... of course nagmahal in d past but actually thatz been a while... pero parang nde naman love.. nde naman real... but nasaktan nang tunay... not too much but got hurt a bit... after dat last one nde naman huminto ang buhay koh... pero nahinto na akong magmahal i guess... not totally pero naging loveless nah... itz sad but itz a fact... may ibang medyo nabulag as in medyo lang but wasnt given a chance cuz nde ko naman gusto nd i doubt itz a love nd maybe cuz im waiting for my real prince... i hoping d next one would be my last...maybe my first real love and my last one nd my forever... hopeless talagah akoh graveh... feel free to lift me up kc medyo lang naman kinda down lately... kaya u guyz not in my FB kc nag-oopen ako sa inyoh bout some of my real feelings... kc i dont really open up... u guyz are like my living diary as well... thanks for listening... atin atin lang to ha... lolz... Godbless! nagmamahal, emoterang dhi =)

itz been a while

di na atah ako marunong mag-blog...lolz... hmmm... ah wanted to blog kc since i started blogging eh i have at least one entry in a month... eh end na nang april sa mundo koh so yeah... i thought i'd make a post... nd kc kapag nde ko na sya sinulatan this month... if i have no any entry at all this month eh more likely i won't post anything for next month and maybe d month after that... hanggang sa dehinz na ako mag-blog... i don't think i'm ready yet to leave this world... ah still lavet it here and lab u guyz... hangswit... nd miss ko ren kc kayoh nang bongga... not sure if u miss me guyz though... but daz fine cause i definitely miss u mga ka-blogs koh...kakulitanz..kaemohan... at kalabteam ko... haha...at kung ano ano pah... ahhh oh yeah kinda hard kc den mag-blog ditoh sa fone koh... not as easy sa laptop koh... unfortunately kc haven't buy a new one... i know there are some cheap ones out there that i can buy pero kung bibili akoh eh ung gusto koh nah...more likely i'll have it siguro awa ni God by fall ...man! time goes by so fast noh... pero in fairness thank God eh nakuha ko na ung 2 stuff na i wanted to buy so bad...out of five bah un...etoh nga ung cell koh na htc touch pro 2... still loving it... then now i got mah nook ebook reader! yey! niregalo nang ate koh nd bro in law koh... i juz had to add hundred bucks to it though kc ung cash gift na binigay saken wasnt enough nd that money eh meant for nook talagah... so unz... itz pretty cool... ah so lavet it!... so unz... ang daldal koh... haha... so ah guess daz all for now... dehinz makagala so much ditoh sa fone koh but i'll do my best dumalaw or at least say haller... salamat sa mga komentz from d past na dehinz ko nareplayan.. sensya nemen... so yah... lab yah all...good to back kahit sometimes eh dehinz pa ren so active... so yeah... *muwahugz*.. Godbless!